Walking Behind Schizophrenic Eyes. Perry Ritthaler

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      I keep my marijuana handy

      I feel like a child eating candy

      My emotions splinter in my mind

      Thought patterns that start to unwind

      My mind slowly changed

      Political activist with ideas deranged

      My mind delusional when I smoke a joint

      A crippled mind unable to make a point

      I remember my first kill

      Emotions out of my heart spill

      A security report created in my head

      Ended with a family man dead

      Listening to the voices in my mind

      My work improves as I work blind

      Team work created decisions in my mind

      We argue over killing fighting blind

      Feeling more confused day-by-day

      I long for my private time when I pray

      A brain invaded with parts left dead

      My life controlled by the voices in my head

      Voices taunting me when I sleep

      Sexy words creating fantasies deep

      Laugh at me when I sexually unwind

      Sending me to war with the ones in my mind

      Crying most days feeling entwined

      Held prisoner by my shattered mind

      I walk around afraid to think

      Tears flow from my eyes when I blink

      I am sick in the head

      One bullet then I’m dead

      Afraid my family will see me lie

      I never tell them why I cry