Rhoda Fleming. Complete. George Meredith

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СКАЧАТЬ establishment soon understood that Mr. Ayrton intended dining within those walls. Fresh potatoes were put on to boil. The landlady came up herself to arouse the fire. The maid was for a quarter of an hour hovering between the order to get ice and the execution of immediate commands. One was that she should take a glass of champagne to Mrs. Ayrton in her room. He drank off one himself. Mrs. Ayrton’s glass being brought back untouched, he drank that off likewise, and as he became more exhilarated, was more considerate for her, to such a degree, that when she appeared he seized her hands and only jestingly scolded her for her contempt of sound medicine, declaring, in spite of her protestations, that she was looking lovely, and so they sat down to their dinner, she with an anguished glance at the looking-glass as she sank in her chair.

      “It’s not bad, after all,” said he, drenching his tasteless mouthful of half-cold meat with champagne. “The truth is, that Clubs spoil us. This is Spartan fare. Come, drink with me, my dearest. One sip.”

      She was coaxed by degrees to empty a glass. She had a gentle heart, and could not hold out long against a visible lively kindliness. It pleased him that she should bow to him over fresh bubbles; and they went formally through the ceremony, and she smiled. He joked and laughed and talked, and she eyed him a faint sweetness. He perceived now that she required nothing more than the restoration of her personal pride, and setting bright eyes on her, hazarded a bold compliment.

      Dahlia drooped like a yacht with idle sails struck by a sudden blast, that dips them in the salt; but she raised her face with the full bloom of a blush: and all was plain sailing afterward.

      “Has my darling seen her sister?” he asked softly.

      Dahlia answered, “No,” in the same tone.

      Both looked away.

      “She won’t leave town without seeing you?”

      “I hope—I don’t know. She—she has called at our last lodgings twice.”

      “Alone?”

      “Yes; I think so.”

      Dahlia kept her head down, replying; and his observation of her wavered uneasily.

      “Why not write to her, then?”

      “She will bring father.”

      The sob thickened in her throat; but, alas for him who had at first, while she was on the sofa, affected to try all measures to revive her, that I must declare him to know well how certain was his mastery over her, when his manner was thoroughly kind. He had not much fear of her relapsing at present.

      “You can’t see your father?”

      “No.”

      “But, do. It’s best.”

      “I can’t.”

      “Why not?”

      “Not—” she hesitated, and clasped her hands in her lap.

      “Yes, yes; I know,” said he; “but still! You could surely see him. You rouse suspicions that need not exist. Try another glass, my dear.”

      “No more.”

      “Well; as I was saying, you force him to think—and there is no necessity for it. He maybe as hard on this point as you say; but now and then a little innocent deception maybe practised. We only require to gain time. You place me in a very hard position. I have a father too. He has his own idea of things. He’s a proud man, as I’ve told you; tremendously ambitious, and he wants to push me, not only at the bar, but in the money market matrimonial. All these notions I have to contend against. Things can’t be done at once. If I give him a shock—well, we’ll drop any consideration of the consequences. Write to your sister to tell her to bring your father. If they make particular inquiries—very unlikely I think—but, if they do, put them at their ease.”

      She sighed.

      “Why was my poor darling so upset, when I came in?” said he.

      There was a difficulty in her speaking. He waited with much patient twiddling of bread crumbs; and at last she said:

      “My sister called twice at my—our old lodgings. The second time, she burst into tears. The girl told me so.”

      “But women cry so often, and for almost anything, Dahlia.”

      “Rhoda cries with her hands closed hard, and her eyelids too.”

      “Well, that maybe her way.”

      “I have only seen her cry once, and that was when mother was dying, and asked her to fetch a rose from the garden. I met her on the stairs. She was like wood. She hates crying. She loves me so.”

      The sympathetic tears rolled down Dahlia’s cheeks.

      “So, you quite refuse to see your father?” he asked.

      “Not yet!”

      “Not yet,” he repeated.

      At the touch of scorn in his voice, she exclaimed:

      “Oh, Edward! not yet, I cannot. I know I am weak. I can’t meet him now. If my Rhoda had come alone, as I hoped—! but he is with her. Don’t blame me, Edward. I can’t explain. I only know that I really have not the power to see him.”

      Edward nodded. “The sentiment some women put into things is inexplicable,” he said. “Your sister and father will return home. They will have formed their ideas. You know how unjust they will be. Since, however, the taste is for being a victim—eh?”

      London lodging-house rooms in Winter when the blinds are down, and a cheerless fire is in the grate, or when blinds are up and street-lamps salute the inhabitants with uncordial rays, are not entertaining places of residence for restless spirits. Edward paced about the room. He lit a cigar and puffed at it fretfully.

      “Will you come and try one of the theatres for an hour?” he asked.

      She rose submissively, afraid to say that she thought she should look ill in the staring lights; but he, with great quickness of perception, rendered her task easier by naming the dress she was to wear, the jewels, and the colour of the opera cloak. Thus prompted, Dahlia went to her chamber, and passively attired herself, thankful to have been spared the pathetic troubles of a selection of garments from her wardrobe. When she came forth, Edward thought her marvellously beautiful.

      Pity that she had no strength of character whatever, nor any pointed liveliness of mind to match and wrestle with his own, and cheer the domestic hearth! But she was certainly beautiful. Edward kissed her hand in commendation. Though it was practically annoying that she should be sad, the hue and spirit of sadness came home to her aspect. Sorrow visited her tenderly falling eyelids like a sister.

      CHAPTER XII

      Edward’s engagement at his Club had been with his unfortunate cousin Algernon; who not only wanted a dinner but ‘five pounds or so’ (the hazy margin which may extend illimitably, or miserably contract, at the lender’s pleasure, and the necessity for which shows the borrower to be dancing on Fortune’s tight-rope above the old abyss).

      “Over claret,” was to have been the time for the asking; and Algernon waited dinnerless until the healthy-going minutes distended and swelled monstrous СКАЧАТЬ