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СКАЧАТЬ We will not tell you, and if you find us we will not know you. You seem surprised. What welcome would you get from the girl whose lips you tried to soil, from the boy whose life you have shamed, from the mother whose dishonour comes from you?

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. You have grown hard, Rachel.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. I was too weak once. It is well for me that I have changed.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. I was very young at the time. We men know life too early.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. And we women know life too late. That is the difference between men and women. [A pause.]

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. Rachel, I want my son. My money may be of no use to him now. I may be of no use to him, but I want my son. Bring us together, Rachel. You can do it if you choose. [Sees letter on table.]

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. There is no room in my boy’s life for you. He is not interested in YOU.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. Then why does he write to me?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. What do you mean?

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. What letter is this? [Takes up letter.]

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. That - is nothing. Give it to me.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. It is addressed to ME.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. You are not to open it. I forbid you to open it.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. And in Gerald’s handwriting.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. It was not to have been sent. It is a letter he wrote to you this morning, before he saw me. But he is sorry now he wrote it, very sorry. You are not to open it. Give it to me.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. It belongs to me. [Opens it, sits down and reads it slowly. MRS. ARBUTHNOT watches him all the time.] You have read this letter, I suppose, Rachel?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. No.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. You know what is in it?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. Yes!

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. I don’t admit for a moment that the boy is right in what he says. I don’t admit that it is any duty of mine to marry you. I deny it entirely. But to get my son back I am ready - yes, I am ready to marry you, Rachel - and to treat you always with the deference and respect due to my wife. I will marry you as soon as you choose. I give you my word of honour.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. You made that promise to me once before and broke it.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. I will keep it now. And that will show you that

       I love my son, at least as much as you love him. For when I marry

       you, Rachel, there are some ambitions I shall have to surrender.

       High ambitions, too, if any ambition is high.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. I decline to marry you, Lord Illingworth.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. Are you serious?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. Yes.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. Do tell me your reasons. They would interest me enormously.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. I have already explained them to my son.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. I suppose they were intensely sentimental, weren’t they? You women live by your emotions and for them. You have no philosophy of life.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. You are right. We women live by our emotions and for them. By our passions, and for them, if you will. I have two passions, Lord Illingworth: my love of him, my hate of you. You cannot kill those. They feed each other.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. What sort of love is that which needs to have hate as its brother?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. It is the sort of love I have for Gerald. Do you think that terrible? Well it is terrible. All love is terrible. All love is a tragedy. I loved you once, Lord Illingworth. Oh, what a tragedy for a woman to have loved you!

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. So you really refuse to marry me?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. Yes.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. Because you hate me?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. Yes.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. And does my son hate me as you do?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. No.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. I am glad of that, Rachel.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. He merely despises you.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. What a pity! What a pity for him, I mean.

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. Don’t be deceived, George. Children begin by loving their parents. After a time they judge them. Rarely if ever do they forgive them.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. [Reads letter over again, very slowly.] May I ask by what arguments you made the boy who wrote this letter, this beautiful, passionate letter, believe that you should not marry his father, the father of your own child?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. It was not I who made him see it. It was another.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. What FIN-DE-SIECLE person?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. The Puritan, Lord Illingworth. [A pause.]

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. [Winces, then rises slowly and goes over to table where his hat and gloves are. MRS. ARBUTHNOT is standing close to the table. He picks up one of the gloves, and begins pulling it on.] There is not much then for me to do here, Rachel?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. Nothing.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. It is goodbye, is it?

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. For ever, I hope, this time, Lord Illingworth.

      LORD ILLINGWORTH. How curious! At this moment you look exactly as you looked the night you left me twenty years ago. You have just the same expression in your mouth. Upon my word, Rachel, no woman ever loved me as you did. Why, you gave yourself to me like a flower, to do anything I liked with. You were the prettiest of playthings, the most fascinating of small romances … [Pulls out watch.] Quarter to two! Must be strolling back to Hunstanton. Don’t suppose I shall see you there again. I’m sorry, I am, really. It’s been an amusing experience to have met amongst people of one’s own rank, and treated quite seriously too, one’s mistress, and one’s -

      [MRS. ARBUTHNOT snatches up glove and strikes LORD ILLINGWORTH across the face with it. LORD ILLINGWORTH starts. He is dazed by the insult of his punishment. Then he controls himself, and goes to window and looks out at his son. Sighs and leaves the room.]

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. [Falls sobbing on the sofa.] He would have said it. He would have said it.

      [Enter GERALD and HESTER from the garden.]

      GERALD. Well, dear mother. You never came out after all. So we have come in to fetch you. Mother, you have not been crying? [Kneels down beside her.]

      MRS. ARBUTHNOT. My boy! My boy! СКАЧАТЬ