Black Ajax. George Fraser MacDonald

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СКАЧАТЬ before Tom’s fight in Awlins. I was called to be shown off to him, an’ had to hide my laughter, for I had ne’er seen such a picture of a popinjay, so bedecked an’ ruffled an’ languid fit to die. He looked old to me, so I guess he was forty, maybe, an’ when he called me close to pet me I was still strugglin’ not to laugh right out.

      Then I saw his eyes, an’ my laughter died inside me. They were sleepy and chill, an’ as they looked me over, with that mean smile on his pretty little mouth, I fell a-tremble with fear, an’ felt shamed and unclean somehow, to be so regarded. He stroked my cheek with his soft fingers all scented with rings on ’em, an’ it was as though a slimy critter was leavin’ its track on my skin. When he said, in that lispin’ voice, how pretty I was, an’ slipped a candy in my mouth, I near gagged it out, an’ when he asked Master Richard what my price was, an’ Master Richard said I wasn’t for sale, I near swooned with relief. I could think of nothin’ more horrible than to be owned by that mincin’ exquisite with his gentle voice an’ clammy touch and evil eyes. I didn’t know why he was wicked, or why his gaze defiled me; I just knew he was vile in ways I couldn’t understand.

      You don’t need me, thank God, to describe Tom’s fight with the Black Ghost, an’ I would not if I could. To me, a child, it was a first glimpse into Hell, with a chorus of yellin’ fiends transpo’ted in cruel delight as they watched my love bein’ tortured an’ mangled by that monster. I stopped my ears an’ eyes, an’ thought I must go mad, an’ when I saw his poor body broke an’ dyin’ (as I thought) on the ground, I threw myself on him wishin’ only that I might die with him. Worst of all was to hear his own master, who I s’posed loved an’ cared for him, threaten to have him killed by inches, an’ to see Tom, all bloodied an’ beaten, drag himself up again to be sacrificed.

      Then the serpent de la Guise came whisperin’ at my ear, lispin’ of freedom for Tom an’ me, an’ how I might put spirit in him. Between my crazy grief an’ wild hope I did as he bid me, with no thought of my fear an’ loathin’ of him. An’ Tom won, I can’t say how, for I could not bear to see it. Then I knew such joy – for he was free an’ would make me free also. I would have blessed de la Guise an’ kissed his foot in gratitude, but he went quickly away.

      Ganymede, who was de la Guise’s yellow valet, put me in a carriage with Tom, to take us back to de la Guise’s house, for Master Richard was in such an ecstasy at his vict’ry that he must stay behind to celebrate, I s’pose, with his cronies an’ such. I didn’t care; I was with Tom, weepin’ for happiness as I kissed his awful wounds an’ comforted him, tellin’ him of de la Guise’s promise, an’ how we would be free together – I, who hardly knew what freedom meant. Even Tom, dull Tom, knew more of it than I, for he put his great strong arm, with its cruelly broken hand, ’bout me, an’ kept sayin’ over an’ over: “Free! Free! Free! Oh, li’l Mollybird, you my own woman now! My li’l princess, my true love!”

      Yes, if there has been a moment in my life to call blessed, it was then, in that carriage rumblin’ home to Pontchartrain, an’ freedom.

      They took Tom to the slave quarters to tend to his hurts, an’ Ganymede gave me in charge of a tall mulatto woman who I guess was chatelaine. She turned me this way an’ that, sniffed at my cotton dress an’ old shoes as unfittin’, and asked real cold when I’d bathed last. ’Twas only then, I think, that it came home to me that I was de la Guise’s slave now, an’ I shivered to think on’t, ’til I remembered how kind he’d been at that awful fight. I was more scared of the mulatto woman’s sour face an’ bony hands, an’ the big bunch of keys she carried like a jailer.

      She gave me over to two black maids in dimitty dresses an’ caps, such as I’d never seen, an’ they took me upstairs to a room with a big bath on a tiled floor, an’ washed me all over with scented suds. I felt like a princess then, an’ thought I must be dreamin’, in that wondrous house with its great hall an’ sweepin’ staircase an’ lovely paintin’s an’ carpets an’ marble columns such as I’d never ’magined. Why, I’d never seen a bathroom before, let alone thought to use one. Amplefo’th had seemed a palace, but it was a shack to this place, with all its luxur’ous appointments an’ gilt furniture. It made me feel small an’ frightened, ’til I remembered Tom was free, an’ de la Guise would let him make me free, too.

      After the maids had dried me I asked for my clothes, an’ they snickered into their aprons an’ said there was a fire in the room where I was to be taken.

      “You ain’t goin’ need no clo’es tonight awhile, li’l honey gal,” says one. “Nor no night-rail, neether.”

      “But don’ fret yo’self,” says t’other maid. “You’ll get plenny silk dresses by’n’by, an’ ribbons an’ fal-lals, sho’ ’nuff !”

      When I saw the bed-chamber I was left speechless, it was so grand an’ tasteful, in the loveliest soft colours, peach an’ pink an’ ivory, with a mighty four-post bed hung in silks, and mirrors ev’ywhere, so that I was put out to see myself bare wherever I looked, an’ pulled the sheet from the bed ’round me. The mulatto woman came in, an’ slapped me for makin’ free with the sheet, an’ bid the maids put it back. Now I was real scared, an’ like to cry when she pulled me by the arm to a little window in the wall.

      “Stand there,” says she, an’ slapped me again. “Keep yo’ eyes open an’ yo’ mouth shet, or ’twill be the wuss for you, ye heah?”

      I shook like a willow, for fear an’ ’mazement as I looked through the window into another room that was set much lower in the house so that I was lookin’ down into it, an’ the folks in it were ’way beneath me. There was de la Guise layin’ at his ease in a silk dressin’-gown on a chaise longue, smokin’ his cigar, but what robbed me o’ breath was the two white ladies on a couch nearby. One was yellow-haired an’ t’other red, an’ they were painted an’ patched to admiration. I had never seen anythin’ in the world so grand an’ beautiful an’ stylish. I thought they mus’ be real princesses, or queens even, an’ couldn’t think why they didn’t wear hardly any clothes at all. I’d never seen white ladies near naked before, an’ was wonder-struck to see ’em so pretty an’ soft ’neath their clothes.

      The room itself was sumptuous, with walls lined with gold satin, an’ furniture looked soft enough to sink into. There were paintin’s on the walls of more lovely white ladies, an’ near the fireplace smaller pictures of white men half-naked, standin’ in poses with their hands raised as I’d seen Tom stand when the sailor-man had been ’structin’ him. There was the sweetest smell of perfume, and I remember thinkin’ (God help me!) that Heaven must look somethin’ like that room, an’ angels like those painted ladies.

      Then a door opened down there, an’ my heart leaped, for it was Tom, with that Ganymede. They had washed him clean of blood, an’ though there was a plaster on his cheek an’ on his brow that was swollen, an’ his right hand was bandaged, it was a joy to see him walk steady an’ like his old self. He was taken all aback to see the ladies there, an’ I could have blushed to see them sit up smilin’ on the couch, showin’ off their bosoms before a coloured man, so bold. Tom stood confused an’ put down his head, but I could see him givin’ them a shot of his eye sidelong. De la Guise rose, very languid, an’ looked at him, an’ poor Tom stood mum, but couldn’t keep from watchin’ the white ladies.

      “Well, Tom Molineaux,” says de la Guise, “so you are a free man now. And right nobly you have earned your freedom. Who taught you this, eh?”

      An’ he let drive his left hand an’ hit Tom smack on the mouth, an’ laughed. Tom made a mumble, an’ de la Guise said he had been well ’structed, but had much to learn.

      “How will you live now that you are free?” asks he. “Will СКАЧАТЬ