Conversation with Lucifer. Elena Sidelnikova
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It is what brings or generates negative energy. Pain, fear, hatred. These are many concepts at once. They are all reflections of what you call positive emotions. What is Fear? It is the absence of information. When does a person feel fear? When they don’t know what awaits them. A person fears death because they don’t know that death doesn’t exist and that they are immortal, because they see others dying around them, because they don’t know what will happen to them beyond the threshold of death, and so on.
And what is Knowledge? You consider it the informational filling of memory cells. But Knowledge is interconnection, continuity. When life is separated from death by a stage called “death,” this is separation. This is not Knowledge, but merely information. Your brain doesn’t know, your entire Being knows. In every cell of your Being, in every quantum of your Light, there are connections. And what you know is CONDITIONED CONTINUITY. You know that you breathe. It’s not your brain that knows, it merely analyzes your breathing: how it happens and what it consists of. But “how to breathe” is known not by the brain, but by every cell of your body. Knowledge is Communion, Connection. But in your brain, an artificial interruption of Knowledge has been created. And you have been left with Faith, that is, a guessing of Knowledge. What is guessing? It is recognizing what is. You do not know for sure, but you believe that there is God. You recognize and remember the Truth: what exists regardless of your guessing, – and this is Faith. When you fully recognize this Truth through Faith, you then already know this part of the Truth, this part of what exists beyond you, regardless of your guessing. Only the word “regardless” is also not quite fitting, because everything is interconnected. It may seem to you that I am trying to avoid the questions and theorize, but I am trying to explain and find understanding in you, using your words. Truth is inexpressible. Because it is much more complex and multifaceted than your words. You like this saying: “Truth is inexpressible because there are not enough words to describe it.” Even all the words I used in this sentence are just as multifaceted and require clarification for you to understand me. And still, even if you understand me, you will understand in your own way, and this again will not be the Truth itself, but only a reflection of its Reflections.
A reflection of Reflections? Does that mean that a Glint of God can also create Another Glint, and so on to infinity? Does that mean that the degree of distortion of the original Light is also infinite? Yes, but it is still – a Glint of the Original Light, a Glint of a Glint, and it is, of course, distorted. What is distortion? Simply refraction. You know the refraction of white light into the colors of the rainbow. You consider them to be beautiful reflections, even more beautiful than white. Why? Because it gives you the ability to distinguish these glints and combine them into various variations, of which there are also countless, and thus to know multiFacedness.
You don’t consider the refraction of white light into rainbow shades a distortion in a bad sense, do you? You have filled this word with a negative meaning, but it simply means glints of white.
What about black? Black is the absence of color. But how can color be absent if color – is also God, and there is nothing but God? But this means that Light on its path encounters such an obstacle that it almost doesn’t reflect Light. So, what is Evil? According to your definition, it is “what generates energy of a negative character.” What does it mean to generate? It means – to reflect and refract God’s Energy. But you cannot reflect God’s Energy directly. Because It is not yet available to you, because your energy receptors are not yet adapted to receiving energy of that order. And, therefore, you refract Glints of Light, that is, Reflections of Reflections. But whose Reflections are you refracting? The reflections – of those obstacles that were created by the original Creators Beyond God and – obstacles that you create yourselves. You yourselves, in essence, your Essence – is repeatedly Reflected Light of God, it is His Reflection of Reflections.
So, the One who Creates, who created the densification of Light for its Reflection, also reflected from this obstacle and created a scattering of Divine Light outside of itself. And further, this Reflected Light, which is Continuous and Endless, also began to reflect off newly created obstacles, and its reflections became Countless and Diverse, distinct from each other, and in some ways distinct from the Original Light of God. And some of these Reflections became so distinct from the Original God that they forgot that they are – the essence of God’s Reflection, and began to consider themselves the Original Light. This is what Is Evil. A Reflection of God’s Light that has lost its connection with God. Each Next reflects the Previous, but the path traveled by the Reflected Glint of God was so long and diverse that the chain of reflections was forgotten by it. What does it mean to be forgotten? It means that the current Reflection, which, for example, is you, feels its connection with the previous Reflection, but does not feel the connection with the Original Source. When the Light of this Source, in one way or another, through other Reflections, reaches this Glint, which is the Soul of a specific person, this Glint – the Soul feels a certain kinship with the Original Light, but does not understand what it consists of. Because the Glints that reach it are also Reflections from distortions of the Original Creating Light. And, simultaneously with the difference, the Soul feels unity, and this inexpressible feeling of Communion gives rise to an attempt to understand the nature of this Communion and return to the Source of this Communion. But on the way back to the Source, it is again reflected and distorted many times, creating a strange picture of the Radiance of the Reflections of God's Light. And it is beautiful.
So, what is evil? An incorrect Reflection?
There are no concepts of "correct Reflection" and "incorrect Reflection." These are just Reflections.
There is a concept of distance from the Source of the Reflection. If you have reflected a hundred times or a billion times, accordingly, the number of distortions is a hundred times more or a billion times more.
Does this mean that the more reflections there are, that is, the more the Soul reflects or creates, the harder it is to return to God because the distortions are great?
Yes, that's right. But since you have a Connection to the Source embedded in you, you feel this longing to return. And you constantly try to find the Way Back, but you create new Paths of Reflection.
Does this mean that returning to God is impossible?
Nothing is impossible, and you feel that. But each of your returns to God will be different.
And you have the right to choose: whether to continue moving away from the Source of Divine Light by continuing to reflect from its Reflections or to return to the Source by exploring your own and others' Reflections within your Path.
Exploring?
Yes, most of you are engaged in this—exploring your past Reflections and seeking the essence of God's Light in those past Reflections.
And those who do the opposite, that is, continue their reflections further, moving farther away from God by distorting the Reflections of His Light—are they the Dark Ones?
Yes, something like that. But all of this, all of you who choose this Path or another Path, are, in essence, Reflections of God's Light that have begun their journey. And you are all God.
Then what does it mean in this system of explanations of the Divine essence to say that "we are all co-creators and can create our own Universes and rise to the level of the Creator"?
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