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СКАЧАТЬ were so deep in me

      wall masks

      i know you

      i know you like no other

      more than you know you

      so why’re you acting like you don't know that?

       -why front?

      last place

      i know you told me you want to be alone

      and seek the waters

      so when the water gets too deep

      when the sun sets and it gets dark

      when the wind becomes too cold

      i pray the footsteps

      along the shoreline i left for you

      when you started to swim

      will guide you back home

      sight

      i have dreams of you

      of us

      i don't ever wanna wake up

      i have visions of you

      of us

      and i wish you were the real you again

      so you can see the bigger picture

      our picture

      the picture we created

      sorry mother

      it’s not me

      it’s you

      your foul energy

      your ungodly soul

      does not match my happiness

      you are part of who i used to be

      but today no more

      i shall wash you off

      exfoliate the trauma

      and rinse it down the drain

      i pray for your healing

      hosea 6:1

      god says he can mend, heal, fix, and bring back to life

      what we think died

      so do you think he can revive us?

      intertwined soul ties

      i hear you without you having to speak

      i feel you without you having to spill

      i know you without you having to front

       -i still feel your soul’s spirit everywhere i go.

      alive

      i’m finding myself again

      i’m healing

      i’m loving myself more

      i’m breathing more

      i’m living more

      i’m getting closer to God

      i’m restoring the holes from the roots

      that you ripped out of me

      when you left with your love

      love from a distance

      i prefer my own company

      my solitude is everything

      respect my space

      respect my silence

      respect my distance

      respect my no reply

      respect my healing process

      respect my days off

      respect my bad days

      respect my peace

      know your boundaries

       -please understand i don't owe

       anybody an explanation.

       my boundaries are not for you,

       and they are not meant to

       make you comfortable.

      unapologetically me

      i stopped apologizing

      i started speaking firmly

      i now speak with confidence

      never will i dim my light

      just to make somebody else feel comfortable

       -that’s called insecurities.

      1 corinthians 13:4-8

      i know that if one doesn't love God the way i love Him

      or love others the way God does

      they wouldn’t be able to love me properly

       -if it ain’t a reflection of what God

       says love is, i don’t want it!

      pet peeve

      i wish society would stop portraying growth and healing

      as an aesthetic post cause in reality it’s not.

      it’s the very thing us humans try to avoid

      without even noticing or trying at least once in their life.

      it hurts, really bad.

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