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      interlude

      This is for the ones who never got the apology for loving too hard

      For the ones who were called crazy for their intuition being right

      For the ones with discernment stronger than the ocean waves crashing

      For the ones with a heart so forgiving as our God

      For the ones full of wounds and scars

      For the ones who tried to understand the person who hurt them and their reasons why

      For the ones who tried to fix what they didn’t even break

      For the ones who seek peace in the chaos of their mind

      For the ones who pray for their healing every single night

      I know your pain

      I know your cries

      I know your thoughts

      I know it’s not in you to do them the same

      I know it’s not in you to seek revenge for everything they’ve done

      I know you don’t regret the love you gave

      I know if you had the choice you wouldn’t even want them to know the taste

      I know you’re bigger than that

      I 'm sorry you were unappreciated and undervalued

      I'm sorry your worth was never recognized

      I’m sorry your heart was not in good hands

      I’m sorry you were left when things got hard between you two

      I’m sorry your voice was always silenced

      I’m sorry your love was never reciprocated

      I’m sorry you were made to seem as somebody you’re not for all the evidence you had

      I’m sorry you were made to seem as if you did all the bad

      I’m sorry you lost yourself trying to understand why

      I’m sorry you forgot who you were when you looked in the mirror

      Please never allow another to make you feel that way

      Please allow yourself to heal

      Please never stop loving

      Please never stop growing

      Please don’t ever settle again

      you are worth more than you know

      you are a reflection of the sun

      you are 1 of 1

      One that is made so unique

      I hold space for you

      I root for you

      I stand for you

      I will continue to speak for you

      I’m sorry you never got your apology

      I’m sorry you never got your closure

      But I pray you allow this letter to open the door to your healing

      ysbh

      for those who are no longer here

      who have left

      or that i had to walk away from

      or that are in heaven

      i am still rooting for you

      i still pray for you

      i still love you

      i wish you could experience this birth with me

      i know you'd be proud

      thank you for all the lessons that turned into wisdom

      you were a chapter in my story of life

      may you find peace along your journey

      it's still love on this side

      like kehlani said, you should be here.

      sometimes no closure, is closure.

       -don’t touch the door

      the ones who birthed me

      who were supposed to love me most

      who were supposed to nurture me

      left me

      so what makes you think i need you?

       -why would i beg anybody to stay in my life?

      fake love

      you left me in the dark

      now that i’ve blossomed

      you reach out to me?

      daddy's little angel

      i'm waving my hands

      my face and body are nearly six feet under

      you couldn’t hear my cries

      or gasps for air

      but you still saw me

      what do you mean you didn’t know?

      i can see that you see me drowning

      if you see then you know

      i'm crying out to the heavenly father above

      i'm crying out to the “father” i have on earth

      i can’t get out of this ocean

      you’re the anchor

      i kinda just accept things for what they are.

      what i can’t change, i leave to my God.

      we lost ourselves

      trying to find love in each other

      i was so deep in you

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