Divergent Trilogy. Вероника Рот

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      “They don’t want people to listen, they want people to agree,” I reply. “And you shouldn’t bully people into agreeing with you.” I touch my palms to my cheeks. “I can’t believe my brother joined them.”

      “Hey. They’re not all bad,” he says sharply.

      I nod, but I don’t believe him. I can’t imagine anyone emerging from the Erudite unscathed, though Will seems all right.

      The door opens again, and Christina and Al walk out.

      “It’s my turn to get tattooed,” she says. “Want to come with us?”

      I smooth my hair. I can’t go back into the dormitory. Even if Will let me, I am outnumbered there. My only choice is to go with them and try to forget what’s happening outside the Dauntless compound. I have enough to worry about without anxiety about my family.

      Ahead of me, Al gives Christina a piggyback ride. She shrieks as he charges through the crowd. People give him a wide berth, when they can.

      My shoulder still burns. Christina persuaded me to join her in getting a tattoo of the Dauntless seal. It is a circle with a flame inside it. My mother didn’t even react to the one on my collarbone, so I don’t have as many reservations about getting tattoos. They are a part of life here, just as integral to my initiation as learning to fight.

      Christina also persuaded me to purchase a shirt that exposes my shoulders and collarbone, and to line my eyes with black pencil again. I don’t bother objecting to her makeover attempts anymore. Especially since I find myself enjoying them.

      Will and I walk behind Christina and Al.

      “I can’t believe you got another tattoo,” he says, shaking his head.

      “Why?” I say. “Because I’m a Stiff?”

      “No. Because you’re…sensible.” He smiles. His teeth are white and straight. “So, what was your fear today, Tris?”

      “Too many crows,” I reply. “You?”

      He laughs. “Too much acid.”

      I don’t ask what that means.

      “It’s really fascinating how it all works,” he says. “It’s basically a struggle between your thalamus, which is producing the fear, and your frontal lobe, which makes decisions. But the simulation is all in your head, so even though you feel like someone is doing it to you, it’s just you, doing it to yourself and…” He trails off. “Sorry. I sound like an Erudite. Just a habit.”

      I shrug. “It’s interesting.”

      Al almost drops Christina, and she slaps her hands around the first thing she can grab, which just happens to be his face. He cringes and adjusts his grip on her legs. At a glance, Al seems happy, but there is something heavy about even his smiles. I am worried about him.

      I see Four standing by the chasm, a group of people around him. He laughs so hard he has to grab the railing for balance. Judging by the bottle in his hand and the brightness of his face, he’s intoxicated, or on his way there. I had begun to think of Four as rigid, like a soldier, and forgot that he’s also eighteen.

      “Uh-oh,” says Will. “Instructor alert.”

      “At least it’s not Eric,” I say. “He’d probably make us play chicken or something.”

      “Sure, but Four is scary. Remember when he put the gun up to Peter’s head? I think Peter wet himself.”

      “Peter deserved it,” I say firmly.

      Will doesn’t argue with me. He might have, a few weeks ago, but now we’ve all seen what Peter is capable of.

      “Tris!” Four calls out. Will and I exchange a look, half surprise and half apprehension. Four pulls away from the railing and walks up to me. Ahead of us, Al and Christina stop running, and Christina slides to the ground. I don’t blame them for staring. There are four of us, and Four is only talking to me.

      “You look different.” His words, normally crisp, are now sluggish.

      “So do you,” I say. And he does—he looks more relaxed, younger. “What are you doing?”

      “Flirting with death,” he replies with a laugh. “Drinking near the chasm. Probably not a good idea.”

      “No, it isn’t.” I’m not sure I like Four this way. There’s something unsettling about it.

      “Didn’t know you had a tattoo,” he says, looking at my collarbone.

      He sips the bottle. His breath smells thick and sharp. Like the factionless man’s breath.

      “Right. The crows,” he says. He glances over his shoulder at his friends, who are carrying on without him, unlike mine. He adds, “I’d ask you to hang out with us, but you’re not supposed to see me this way.”

      I am tempted to ask him why he wants me to hang out with him, but I suspect the answer has something to do with the bottle in his hand.

      “What way?” I ask. “Drunk?”

      “Yeah…well, no.” His voice softens. “Real, I guess.”

      “I’ll pretend I didn’t.”

      “Nice of you.” He puts his lips next to my ear and says, “You look good, Tris.”

      His words surprise me, and my heart leaps. I wish it didn’t, because judging by the way his eyes slide over mine, he has no idea what he’s saying. I laugh. “Do me a favor and stay away from the chasm, okay?”

      “Of course.” He winks at me.

      I can’t help it. I smile. Will clears his throat, but I don’t want to turn away from Four, even when he walks back to his friends.

      Then Al rushes at me like a rolling boulder and throws me over his shoulder. I shriek, my face hot.

      “Come on, little girl,” he says, “I’m taking you to dinner.”

      I rest my elbows on Al’s back and wave at Four as he carries me away.

      “I thought I would rescue you,” Al says as we walk away. He sets me down. “What was that all about?”

      He is trying to sound lighthearted, but he asks the question almost sadly. He still cares too much about me.

      “Yeah, I think we’d all like to know the answer to that question,” says Christina in a singsong voice. “What did he say to you?”

      “Nothing.” I shake my head. “He was drunk. He didn’t even know what he was saying.” I clear my throat. “That’s why I was grinning. It’s…funny to see him that way.”

      “Right,” says Will. “Couldn’t possibly be because—”

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