Savitri – Eine Legende und ein Symbol. Sri Aurobindo

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      As if a sea could serve as a firm soil.

      That strange observing Power imposed its sight.

      It forced on flux a limit and a shape,

      It gave its stream a lower narrow bank,

      Drew lines to snare the spirit’s formlessness.

      It fashioned the life-mind of bird and beast,

      The answer of the reptile and the fish,

      The primitive pattern of the thoughts of man.

      A finite movement of the Infinite

      Came winging its way through a wide air of Time;

      A march of knowledge moved in Nescience

      And guarded in the form a separate soul.

      Its right to be immortal it reserved,

      But built a wall against the siege of death

      And threw a hook to clutch eternity.

      A thinking entity appeared in Space.

      A little ordered world broke into view

      Where being had prison-room for act and sight,

      A floor to walk, a clear but scanty range.

      An instrument-personality was born,

      And a restricted clamped intelligence

      Consented to confine in narrow bounds

      Its seeking; it tied the thought to visible things,

      Prohibiting the adventure of the Unseen

      And the soul’s tread through unknown infinities.

      A reflex reason, Nature-habit’s glass

      Illumined life to know and fix its field,

      Accept a dangerous ignorant brevity

      And the inconclusive purpose of its walk

      And profit by the hour’s precarious chance

      In the allotted boundaries of its fate.

      A little joy and knowledge satisfied

      This little being tied into a knot

      And hung on a bulge of its environment,

      A little curve cut off in measureless Space,

      A little span of life in all vast Time.

      A thought was there that planned, a will that strove,

      But for small aims within a narrow scope,

      Wasting unmeasured toil on transient things.

      It knew itself a creature of the mud;

      It asked no larger law, no loftier aim;

      It had no inward look, no upward gaze.

      A backward scholar on logic’s rickety bench

      Indoctrinated by the erring sense,

      It took appearance for the face of God,

      For casual lights the marching of the suns,

      For heaven a starry strip of doubtful blue;

      Aspects of being feigned to be the whole.

      There was a voice of busy interchange,

      A market-place of trivial thoughts and acts:

      A life soon spent, a mind the body’s slave

      Here seemed the brilliant crown of Nature’s work,

      And tiny egos took the world as means

      To sate awhile dwarf lusts and brief desires,

      In a death-closed passage saw life’s start and end

      As though a blind alley were creation’s sign,

      As if for this the soul had coveted birth

      In the wonderland of a self-creating world

      And the opportunities of cosmic Space.

      This creature passionate only to survive,

      Fettered to puny thoughts with no wide range

      And to the body’s needs and pangs and joys,

      This fire growing by its fuel’s death,

      Increased by what it seized and made its own:

      It gathered and grew and gave itself to none.

      Only it hoped for greatness in its den

      And pleasure and victory in small fields of power

      And conquest of life-room for self and kin,

      An animal limited by its feeding-space.

      It knew not the Immortal in its house;

      It had no greater deeper cause to live.

      In limits only it was powerful;

      Acute to capture truth for outward use,

      Its knowledge was the body’s instrument;

      Absorbed in the little works of its prison-house

      It turned around the same unchanging points

      In the same circle of interest and desire,

      But thought itself the master of its jail.

      Although for action, not for wisdom made,

      Thought was its apex – or its gutter’s rim:

      It saw an image of the external world

      And saw its surface self, but knew no more.

      Out of a slow confused embroiled self-search

      Mind grew to a clarity cut out, precise,

      A gleam enclosed in a stone ignorance.

      In this bound thinking’s narrow leadership

      Tied to the soil, inspired by common things,

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