Words B Word, Right?. Cathy Lorraine Bagley MD

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СКАЧАТЬ I’ve washed most definitely in that spot!

      I’m blushing. Give me a brief

       moment to collect myself…

      I must think of another color

      storing that one high up on a shelf…

      Blue was as calm as it sounded but conflicted.

      It represented peace of mind, tranquility

      cloudless skies, bottomless clear seas.

      That color also had such great utility.

      On the other hand, its weight

      got you down making you

      drag depressed, despondent.

      Conflicted, was the color blue!

      Many others had symbolically contrasting meanings:

      Yellow implied cowardice

      but also being happy and bright,

      it lent its restorative gifts

      powered by Heaven’s sunlight…

      Black signified demonic things.

      Yet every business man

      desiring a business in the black,

      sought out a strategic plan!

      White meant purity with references to

      heaven used interchangeably by some.

      But when afraid turning this color

      enticed those same believers to run!

      I could go on but I know you must get my point. Why did I know such colorful things born with a history of literal actual sight?

      Hence, I was frightened

      by vivid dreams,

      of thunder’s thumps,

      of lightening streams.

      My psychiatrist couldn’t explain it.

      Thought working overtime, she’d try.

      Scientist probing must produce answers

      lest losing patience, patients might die!

      Paradoxically, every time the dream came, colors vividly hurt blinded eyes! Too loud thunder jiggled my internal organs jiggled when it struck. I’d had this dream for countless years. My long time Pastor, confidant and friend said it was possibly a premonition and that I shouldn’t have taken it in the literal sense. Admitting some dreams had meanings, he delivered up a small sermon along with various interpretations:

       “My child you could be the instrument

       God’s getting ready to use

       detailing man’s soon punishment

       soon to be revealed on the news.

      

       Possibly, you’ll be gifted the ability to see.

       Though still blind as from birth,

       A kind of vision will be yours representing profound sight

       where you’ll peering in souls, determining their net worth.”

      Between wannabe helpful friends,

      an investigative doctor, my seer pastor,

      I felt nervously helpless to deter

      some yet known pending disaster!

       My dream suddenly ran into me while awake rendering me unconscious! There came mountains of social, other media buzz and hype about me… a mere blind woman surviving lightening’s contact:

       “Today a formerly life long well adapted blind woman

       was near fatally, horribly, helplessly struck down by lightening!

       Miraculously not dead rendered unconscious, she can see!

       Here’s Dean for with the story for further enlightening…”

      I awoke in an ambulance

      dazed fully sighted!

      “What, when, where…” were questions

      sudden vision ignited.

      Confused, upset, scared,

      I asked God, “why here, why now?”

      I needed, wanted answers

      while not asking Him how.

      Remembering my last realest dream

      experienced just two long days ago,

      I heard of upcoming storms forecasted.

      Setting the stage for perpetual darkness to go!

      Speaking candidly with God, saying with trembling lips and the apex of my chin pointed towards heaven:

       “Lord, spare me unsolicited, unwanted vision!

       Will I keep my trusted old natural born gift?

       You can the new back for the old in exchange -

       visual sight for blind insight’s constant lift.”

       You now see why I used to suffered from Astrapophobia?

      Doctors, clergymen, government officials

      hounded, tested, probed studied, annoyed me!

      Apparently, I became a modern day miracle!

      If they only knew the depths of what I could see

      That, I was afraid to reveal.

      They’d brand me a “super hero” for sure!

      Excited, scared, I tried my new gifts out concluding

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