Brotherhood of Shades. Dawn Finch

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      “You will not live.” D’Scover strode on. “You are dead; try to hold that thought.”

      “No, I know I’m dead, well, I must be. I mean, I saw my body back there so I must be dead, unless someone really looks like me and this is all a set-up. Is it a set-up? No, can’t be, why would anyone bother to set me up?” He continued to flood D’Scover with questions. “I’m just a bit confused about why I’m here, why I’m not just dead and gone. Hold on, is this a dream? Am I imagining all this?” Adam stopped and looked around the corridor. “I mean, this doesn’t even look quite real, does it?”

      He was right, it didn’t look quite real: the colours were drained and everything had an almost two-dimensional quality as though they were watching it all on a TV screen.

      “That is because it is not quite real; we are currently within the Memoria,” D’Scover explained. “This is a place constructed entirely of your memories and life experiences. The corridors look solid enough until we go beyond that which you have seen. You have never entered any of the rooms off the corridors and so they do not exist because you have no memory of them. In fact, as you were wheeled through the hospital to your room, you only saw the ceiling and because of this the floor does not exist here.”

      Adam looked down and the floor was not there. It was not that it was a hole, but it just simply did not exist. It was rather like trying to look at stars: the harder you stared, the fainter the image became. The effect made Adam feel slightly sick.

      “Hey, how come I can still feel sick, even though I’m dead?” he asked. “Shouldn’t all that sort of thing stop?”

      “You feel sick because you can still remember what feeling sick is like. You know what would have made you feel sick, you remember, and it does make you feel sick. You do not actually feel sick, you just think you do.”

      “Easy for you to say,” Adam grimaced, “but I feel like I could make a proper mess of your shoes, real or not. So, what now?”

      “Now I have to take you through some of your memories so that you understand yourself and your life.”

      “Really? God, that’s a bit depressing, isn’t it? Can’t I just skip on to the next bit?”

      “That is rather a rash request,” D’Scover said, “considering you do not know what the next bit is.”

      “Ah,” Adam nodded, “now that’s a fair point. OK, lead on, Mr Spooky. Let’s get on with this.”

      The corridor began to fade and was replaced with a large open green space surrounded by a blurry green wall. The green began slowly to pull itself into focus and showed itself to be a large park ringed with tall trees. A small brown dog appeared from nowhere and ran off into the trees, hotly pursued by a young girl calling for it to stop. Other details of the park smudged into existence – a set of swings, a slide, a paddling pool full of children – all fulfilled the illusion that the park was real. D’Scover looked around at the environment gradually forming about them both.

      “What is this place?” D’Scover asked. “It must be an important memory of yours.”

      “It’s the park where I lived last summer when I ran away from that bunch of nutjobs who called themselves my foster parents,” Adam replied incredulously. “It’s so real! Is it real?”

      “That all depends on your definition of the word real,” D’Scover replied enigmatically.

      “If I can touch it – it’s real,” Adam grinned, pleased with his cocky answer.

      “Ah, but if something is out of reach, too high up to touch, does it mean it is not real? A mountain top, the sky, are they not real?”

      “Now you’re just messing with my head,” Adam laughed. “No, this place looks too real to be in my imagination, just like it did when I was here last summer. Everything’s the same, the ice-cream van, the kids in the paddling pool, the park keeper telling off the kids for riding on the grass, it’s all the same as it was back then.”

      “We have not travelled in time, and so how do you suppose that we can be here last summer?” D’Scover quizzed.

      “OK, let me think,” Adam said, walking round the grass in front of the paddling pool. “Well . . . I suppose . . . this is my clearest memory of the park . . . and so that’s how I’ve recreated it in my mind?”

      “Excellent, a brilliant supposition and quite accurate.” D’Scover was relieved; the boy did indeed show promise.

      “Why are we here?” Adam asked, bending to touch the grass beneath his feet and marvelling as it smudged like wet paint. He watched as it settled and once more became lush green turf.

      “This is one of your good memories shown here in the Memoria, but you may have to let it go,” D’Scover answered. “You must listen very carefully to me now. We should sit down; this may be a difficult stage for you.”

      He looked around for a bench to sit down, but there were none visible.

      “Hey, that’s not right,” Adam grumbled. “There were loads of benches in this park. I should know, I slept on most of them.”

      He closed his eyes and screwed up his fists, concentrating hard, and a grey mist began to take shape beside them. The blur struggled in and out of focus for a few seconds before settling into the shape of a shabby bench. It was just about wide enough for two, but still much smaller than a normal park bench. D’Scover watched in amazement; no one had ever mastered such object control their first time in the Memoria – no one.

      “What?” Adam was staring at D’Scover. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost!”

      “You like to joke, do you not, Adam?” D’Scover composed his sombre face once more.

      “Suppose so,” Adam said, “and I’m guessing you don’t? So why aren’t I freaked out? Why aren’t I running around doing the whole spooky oooooh thing and clanking chains like other ghosts? Why aren’t I scared stiff? I feel kind of . . . well . . . chilled.”

      “I imagine that in life you had a somewhat pragmatic character, and that has traversed with you.”

      Adam stared at D’Scover blankly for a moment. “Nope,” he said. “You’ve lost me, brainiac. What did all that mean? Prag what?”

      “Pragmatic. It means that you were down-to-earth, practical, well grounded.”

      “Oh yeah,” Adam grinned. “I was that, I suppose. Not easily scared, seen a few things that should have scared me, but I always figured that as long as I could always be quick on my feet, I could outrun most things. Mind you, not much chance of me outrunning death!”

      “More jokes?” D’Scover asked.

      “Not that you’d notice!”

      They both sat on Adam’s bench and, for a number of quiet minutes, they did not talk and instead watched the park evolve around them. More people walked past and an ice-cream van jingled its noisy way along a narrow road dissecting the green field.

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