The Way to myself. Андрей Алексеев

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СКАЧАТЬ style="font-size:15px;">      THAT MOMENT I UNDERSTOOD HOW HUGE WAS THE GAP BETWEEN ME AND TRUE LOVE. HOW FAR I WAS FROM EVERYTHING I WAS HEADING TO FOR ALL THOSE YEARS. LOVE IS NOT EAGERNESS TO CHANGE ANOTHER PERSON TO MAKE HIM MORE CONVENIENT FOR YOU. LOVE IS ACCEPTING ANOTHER PERSON AS THEY ARE.

      I got it that I had no right to change anybody. Everybody has their own unique way. Everything I have in my life has only one purpose: to change myself. That discovery was, presumably, the most important in my whole life. After going through another crisis, I entered the next level of my self-development. From that very moment, by the way, my family life and relationships with friends and colleagues started improving fast.

      I accepted my wife and her choice to live the way she supposed to be right. I accepted my home city, my friends, and environment as they were, without of any wish to change or “improve” anything. Soon I got reassured that my inner decision to do so was enough for them to accept me back, too.

      That’s how it all works! It seems to be so easy, but it took me two long years to understand that.

      I started spending more time with my family, and paid more attention to my business. Now everything went differently. I had taken a break from everything for some time, and got back into it afterwards, but I was already another person with a different understanding of myself and new views on how to live, love, create and work.

      The closest relationships I had were now founded on brand new values, the main of which were love, peacefulness of the soul, and acceptance of their lifestyle. So, I wanted to start doing something based on new values in business as well.

      That period of global twists in my life was the time when I started a new project – “Mira” center of healthy rest. In fact, I started building a new world, where I’d like to live and work among the energies of health, joy, and creation. I did that, firstly, for myself, my family and like-minded people.

      In 2016, “Mira” turned 3 years old. It became one of the popular places in the city. A place, where you could relax and forget about the daily rush for sure. We managed to create, and offer to the citizens, a new space of purity, freedom and respect – a space of new cultural life. In “Mira”, people share, instead of consuming. It’s a place, where love is alive, not fear.

      “MIRA” IS A PLACE FOR MY SELF-FULFILLMENT AND THAT OF OTHERS AS WELL. IT’S A PLACE OF OPPORTUNITIES, WHERE EVERYONE CAN DISPLAY THEMSELVES.

      “Mira’s” mission is to create an environment for physical and mental cleansing. Here everyone can show themselves while respecting the freedom of other’s to do so as well. It’s a place where people get to know themselves and the surrounding world.

      Nowadays, there are people I can call like-minded working in “Mira” center. Together we build up what is a part of ourselves.

      The inner master

      At times, I still struggle keeping the level of maintaining my inner self as level and solid as I’m used to, which I’ve got already used to. Though, now, thanks to spiritual practices, meditation and yoga, I know how to recover, cleanse, and fill myself with the energy needed fast. And I’ve found another pattern: the more I give, the more stable and strong I become.

      I have regained the material-spiritual balance in my life. Now in material things, events and circumstances, I can see the spirit and thin ties connecting everything together-the unity of the world in its diversity. I see it clearly that my mission is not in India, trips, or searching for different paths. My mission is to live in my home land, in Novosibirsk: this is where I can, and must do something helpful for people, and give them everything I know and do everything I can.

      That’s precisely why I take part in seminars and other public events often these days: that gives me an opportunity to share the experience gained on my journey to myself.

      That’s how, after years of anxiety and searching, I started discovering my inner master, who led me by the strings of fate all this time. Now I don’t need to look for other people’s answers. I ask myself how I can do something in the best way, and receive an immediate answer through feelings, thoughts, and senses. Today I know, that calmness, love and joy shouldn’t be looked for. Everybody has them – they’re inside.

      Although, that shift was difficult to make, I found out that it’s possible through my own experience. A man can move from the state of being deep inside the material world, through situations of absolute despair, spiritual and moral crises and achieve inner and outer harmony.

      I moved towards myself, to my true heart, by different paths. I made mistakes, got into dead ends, lost my path, lost and regained the meaning of life. And all that for one reason: to be sure I’m living my life, and that it’s only mine.

      I got that in time: you shouldn’t sit in the shadow of another person, however great they are. You should find the light inside your own soul, discover your source of sunny, living energy, and shine as only you can.

      Right, that wasn’t easy. But my destiny is to become the inner Master for myself. Of course, at first, while your mind is awakening, the Teacher helps you take your first steps, leading you. Gradually, you start doing that on your own. And after that the knowledge comes that the best Master for yourself is you.

      The environment where you live and develop is important, too. To go down this path power, determination and will are required. And little by little, going through all the challenges, gathering new knowledge and experience, you’ll find your unique self-sufficient personality. From that moment there is no need to seek for other sources anymore. You are the source for yourself and for others.

      Before awakening, the sleeping human mind travels a long distance. Starting from the feeling of a dead end, misunderstanding and confusion, searching and finding your way, you get self-confidence and self-sufficiency. After that, and pretty fast, you’ll get a feeling of inner fullness and stability moving forward. Then, you are close to your step to the next level of consciousness, you know how to live giving and devoting yourself to others.

      The main reward for the Master you become, on your path of eternal cognition is that moving forward you open and know yourself in a new way each moment. You develop, become versatile and get a new understanding of everything that there is in the world…

      TODAY I KNOW: THERE IS NO END FOR THIS AWARENESS.

      Pilot Babagi

      With the Teacher in Jakarta

      Chapter 2. Family

      The story of how I met my future wife is simple. We met first in a nightclub, a friend of mine asked to give some girls a ride home. A week later I happened to bump into her in the street. We went for a walk in the city and had a casual chat. Talking with her was interesting to me. She seemed to be very young, really shy, and humble. Marina was 16 years old back then, while I was already 22.

      That meeting didn’t go anywhere. The next time we met was about 5 years later. And by chance again. Once at favorite pizzeria there were no free tables, but the one where Marina was sitting with her friend. We had lunch, chatted about different stuff and, in fact, became acquainted once again. By that time, Marina had started studying at a university in the foreign language department. I asked her for help with my English studies – to find a good teacher for me. That was a good reason to exchange phone numbers!

      After that we only communicated for business. However, later on we found some common interests: traveling, feelings, language studies, foreign СКАЧАТЬ