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Название: Valik

Автор: Aigi Vahing

Издательство: Eesti digiraamatute keskus OU

Жанр: Биографии и Мемуары

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isbn: 9789949469260

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СКАЧАТЬ vett, ravi ennast,” ütlesin talle.

      Times Square’ile on pandud istumis- ning lamamistoolid ning liiklus jääb nüüd autodele osaliselt suletuks. Kunstlik keskväljak? Vaatan turiste kõrghoonete vahel peesitamas – New Yorki sisse hingamas, vaba õhu IMAX’it nautimas, New Yorgi surround. On kuidagi nii hale, samas südantsoojendav näha, kuidas New Yorgi-sugune suur linn üritab, justkui rauast konstruktsioon, endale südant ehitada.

      „Nougat–York” – üliagressiivne Snickersi kampaania. Terve linn on kleebiseid täis – ka metrooseinad – mitte kusagile pole vaadata. Alkohoolik teeb Balti jaama einelauas pitsi viina, enne kui läheb firmadesse oma klippide eest tasu välja kauplema. Võib-olla teeb pitsi viina ka pärast. Mina tegin Snickerseiga sama – üks või paar ette, teine või kaks otsa – kes neid lugeda jõuab. Snickerseid saab igalt poolt kätte 24h. Need reklaamid reklaamivad heroiini minu jaoks.

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      „To stand on one leg and prove God’s existence is a very different thing from going down on one’s knees and thanking Him” (Kierkegaard).

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      “It has to be the biggest boat imaginable… You need some magnificient idea to convey you there. It has to be a big one, this metaphor really big and magic and powerful, becau- se it needs to carry you across a mighty distance,” räägib Ameerika müstik Caroline Myss oma netiloengus ihalusest leida metafooriline sõiduvahend, mis kannab inimese maiste ihaluste juurest osasaamiseni Jumalast, from wordly to eternal. (New Mexico 2010, Defy Gravity: http://www.myss.com/CMED/media/).

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      Aristophanes: „Let each man exercise the art he knows”

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      Sandra Ingerman, „Soul Retrieval: Mending the Fragmented Self ”. Eestis ilmunud „Hinge tagasitoomine” nime all.

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      „Aasta” – nendel, kel on lisaks oma põhisõltuvusele esinenud sõltuvust teistestki ainetest, nagu minu puhul näiteks alkohol ning sõltuvus intiimsuhetest, soovitab tugiisik sageli esimesel aastal ka noid teisi asju mitte tarbida. Miks? Et mitte panna ohtu oma kainust põhisõltuvusest, kuna teised ained võivad seda kergelt vallandada.

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