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      “Oh, no,” she exclaimed with a momentary flush, as she took off her cloak. “But hadn’t you better go to bed at once?” she added, as he opened a silver box on the table and took out a cigarette.

      Archer threw down the cigarette and walked to his usual place by the fire.

      “No; my head is not as bad as that.” He paused. “And there’s something I want to say; something important—that I must tell you at once.”

      She had dropped into an armchair, and raised her head as he spoke. “Yes, dear?” she rejoined, so gently that he wondered at the lack of wonder with which she received this preamble.

      “May—” he began, standing a few feet from her chair, and looking over at her as if the slight distance between them were an unbridgeable abyss. The sound of his voice echoed uncannily through the homelike hush, and he repeated: “There is something I’ve got to tell you … about myself …”

      She sat silent, without a movement or a tremor of her lashes. She was still extremely pale, but her face had a curious tranquillity of expression that seemed drawn from some secret inner source.

      Archer checked the conventional phrases of self-accusal that were crowding to his lips. He was determined to put the case baldly, without vain recrimination or excuse.

      “Madame Olenska—” he said; but at the name his wife raised her hand as if to silence him. As she did so the gaslight struck on the gold of her wedding-ring,

      “Oh, why should we talk about Ellen tonight?” she asked, with a slight pout of impatience.

      “Because I ought to have spoken before.”

      Her face remained calm. “Is it really worth while, dear? I know I’ve been unfair to her at times—perhaps we all have. You’ve understood her, no doubt, better than we did: you’ve always been kind to her. But what does it matter, now it’s all over?”

      Archer looked at her blankly. Could it be possible that the sense of unreality in which he felt himself imprisoned had communicated itself to his wife?

      “All over—what do you mean?” he asked in an indistinct stammer.

      May still looked at him with transparent eyes. “Why— since she’s going back to Europe so soon; since Granny approves and understands, and has arranged to make her independent of her husband—”

      She broke off, and Archer, grasping the corner of the mantelpiece in one convulsed hand, and steadying himself against it, made a vain effort to extend the same control to his reeling thoughts.

      “I supposed,” he heard his wife’s even voice go on, “that you had been kept at the office this evening about the business arrangements. It was settled this morning, I believe.” She lowered her eyes under his unseeing stare, and another fugitive flush passed over her face.

      He understood that his own eyes must be unbearable, and turning away, rested his elbows on the mantelshelf and covered his face. Something drummed and clanged furiously in his ears; he could not tell if it were the blood in his veins, or the tick of the clock on the mantel.

      May sat without moving or speaking while the clock slowly measured out five minutes. A lump of coal fell forward in the grate, and hearing her rise to push it back, Archer at length turned and faced her.

      “It’s impossible,” he exclaimed.

      “Impossible—?”

      “How do you know—what you’ve just told me?”

      “I saw Ellen yesterday—I told you I’d seen her at Granny’s.”

      “It wasn’t then that she told you?”

      “No; I had a note from her this afternoon.—Do you want to see it?”

      He could not find his voice, and she went out of the room, and came back almost immediately.

      “I thought you knew,” she said simply.

      She laid a sheet of paper on the table, and Archer put out his hand and took it up. The letter contained only a few lines.

      “May dear, I have at last made Granny understand that my visit to her could be no more than a visit; and she has been as kind and generous as ever. She sees now that if I return to Europe I must live by myself, or rather with poor Aunt Medora, who is coming with me. I am hurrying back to Washington to pack up, and we sail next week. You must be very good to Granny when I’m gone—as good as you’ve always been to me. Ellen.

      “If any of my friends wish to urge me to change my mind, please tell them it would be utterly useless.”

      Archer read the letter over two or three times; then he flung it down and burst out laughing.

      The sound of his laugh startled him. It recalled Janey’s midnight fright when she had caught him rocking with incomprehensible mirth over May’s telegram announcing that the date of their marriage had been advanced.

      “Why did she write this?” he asked, checking his laugh with a supreme effort.

      May met the question with her unshaken candour. “I suppose because we talked things over yesterday—”

      “What things?”

      “I told her I was afraid I hadn’t been fair to her— hadn’t always understood how hard it must have been for her here, alone among so many people who were relations and yet strangers; who felt the right to criticise, and yet didn’t always know the circumstances.” She paused. “I knew you’d been the one friend she could always count on; and I wanted her to know that you and I were the same—in all our feelings.”

      She hesitated, as if waiting for him to speak, and then added slowly: “She understood my wishing to tell her this. I think she understands everything.”

      She went up to Archer, and taking one of his cold hands pressed it quickly against her cheek.

      “My head aches too; goodnight, dear,” she said, and turned to the door, her torn and muddy wedding-dress dragging after her across the room.

      XXXIII.

      It was, as Mrs. Archer smilingly said to Mrs. Welland, a great event for a young couple to give their first big dinner.

      The Newland Archers, since they had set up their household, had received a good deal of company in an informal way. Archer was fond of having three or four friends to dine, and May welcomed them with the beaming readiness of which her mother had set her the example in conjugal affairs. Her husband questioned whether, if left to herself, she would ever have asked any one to the house; but he had long given up trying to disengage her real self from the shape into which tradition and training had moulded her. It was expected that well-off young couples in New York should do a good deal of informal entertaining, and a Welland married to an Archer was doubly pledged to the tradition.

      But a big dinner, with a hired chef and two borrowed footmen, with Roman punch, roses from Henderson’s, and menus on gilt-edged cards, was a different affair, and not to be lightly undertaken. As Mrs. Archer remarked, the Roman punch made all the difference; not in itself but by its manifold implications—since СКАЧАТЬ