The Widow's Little Secret. Judith Stacy

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      “Just hush!” Mattie pushed past him and stomped into the church.

      Her bravado disappeared when she stepped inside. Where she was and what was about to happen smacked her in the face. Mattie backed up and bumped into the solid wall of Jared McQuaid standing behind her.

      “Jared, I—I don’t know—”

      “Reverend Harris!” Jared’s voice boomed over her head, carrying through the church and startling Reverend Harris, who was standing at the altar.

      The reverend adjusted his spectacles and squinted at them, then smiled.

      “Ah, yes, good afternoon,” he called, closing his Bible and stepping into the aisle.

      Jared’s big, strong body pressed against Mattie’s back, easing her between the rows of pews toward the front of the church.

      “Jared, I’m not sure—”

      “We want you to marry us,” Jared called out.

      Reverend Harris looked as stunned as Mattie felt, hearing the words spoken aloud. Jared splayed his hand over her back, urging her down the aisle. Mattie dug in.

      Jared moved to her side and looked down at her. “This is for the baby, Mattie. Not you. Not me. The baby.”

      He’d said it softly so only she could hear.

      “It’s the only sensible thing to do,” Jared said.

      Sensible. Yes, it was that. And Mattie had been sensible her whole life. Well, most of it, anyway.

      “Let’s get this over with,” he said.

      Jared pulled her down the aisle behind him, clutching her arm with one hand, offering his other to Reverend Harris. His palm felt rough, his fingers strong. Jared held tight to her as if he feared she’d bolt for the door.

      Maybe she should.

      “This is quite a surprise,” Reverend Harris said, looking back and forth between the two of them.

      “Like I said, Reverend,” Jared said, “I want you to marry us. Right now.”

      Reverend Harris’s eyebrows bobbed toward his hairline. “Well, now, this is sudden. You’ve just arrived in town, Sheriff, only this morning.”

      Jared leaned forward slightly and lowered his voice. “I guess you heard about Mrs. Ingram’s…condition.”

      The reverend glanced at Mattie. His cheeks flushed. So did hers.

      “Well, yes, I’d heard,” he said. “But still, I don’t understand. You want to marry her?”

      “A woman alone? Having a baby?” Jared shook his head. “A woman can’t raise a child by herself. It’s not right. Not natural.”

      “Yes, that’s true enough,” the reverend agreed. “A woman needs a man to take care of her.”

      “Damn right—excuse me, Reverend—of course she does.”

      “But still…” the reverend said.

      “It’s my duty to do the right thing by her.”

      Reverend Harris frowned. “Your duty?”

      Jared drew in a breath. “Del Ingram was my friend. We grew up together. Del saved my life. I owe it to his memory to take care of his wife and baby.”

      “Oh, I see.” Reverend Harris nodded thoughtfully. “Saved your life, did he?”

      “He did,” Jared said.

      The reverend mulled it over for a moment, stroking his chin, then nodded. “Well, all I can say is what a good man you are, Sheriff McQuaid, taking on this responsibility.”

      Reverend Harris smiled at Mattie. “You’re a mighty lucky young gal to have this man stepping in the way he is. I hope you appreciate what he’s doing.”

      “I want you to marry us right away,” Jared said. “Today. Now.”

      “Well, all right. Can’t see any point in waiting…considering.” Reverend Harris glanced at Mattie’s belly. “I’ll go get the missus for a witness.”

      Anxious to get the ceremony over and done with, Jared grumbled under his breath as he watched the reverend leave the church. Beside him, Mattie stood rigid. A little pink blush highlighted her pale cheeks, emphasizing the dark circles under her eyes. He knew she didn’t feel well.

      He knew she might turn and run at any minute.

      Mattie seemed docile enough right now, but he didn’t know how long his luck would hold. He wanted this service over and done with before she changed her mind.

      “Is it true?” Mattie asked softly.

      She looked up at him, her eyes wide and hopeful.

      “Is what true?” he asked.

      “About Del. He really saved your life?”

      “Hell, no.” Jared snorted. “The bastard nearly got me killed twice.”

      “Oh.”

      Mattie turned away, disappointment turning down the corners of her mouth. Maybe he should have lied to her, confirmed the story he’d told the reverend. Surely she’d like to think there was something honorable in the man she’d chosen to marry, that there was some kernel of goodness in him.

      Especially after the way things had turned out.

      “Where’s that reverend?” Jared mumbled, craning his neck to see out the window.

      “Were you and Del—”

      “There he is—about damn time.” Jared strode to the doors of the church and escorted the reverend and Mrs. Harris to the altar.

      Mrs. Harris, still wearing her apron, giggled behind her hand. “Oh, a wedding. How lovely. Why, I just love a wedding. Don’t you want some flowers, dear? I can get you some from the garden. Oh, and let me play something on the piano for the occasion. How about—”

      “We don’t have time for flowers or music,” Jared said.

      Mrs. Harris’s tittering stopped and she looked properly admonished. “Oh, well, all right.”

      Jared waved toward the reverend. “Let’s get this show on the road.”

      Reverend Harris opened his Bible. “Very well, let’s see now…”

      Jared glanced down at Mattie. She inched away from him. He latched on to her elbow and stepped closer.

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