Back to Me. Earl Sewell

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      “Yeah. She didn’t give me any money, so we’ll have to think of something else,” said my mom as he moved toward the vehicle. She turned to me again. “Like I said, it is what it is. I’m practically leaving you at a vacation hot spot. You have food, a roof over your head, and you’re not with strangers. I’ll call when I get a chance.”

      My mother kissed me on the forehead and walked toward Martin, who was standing next to his pickup truck, waiting for her. Once my mother was in the truck, he fired up the motor, which roared louder than the horn of a freight train. A cloud of blue smoke exited the exhaust pipe and billowed through the air. Martin backed the truck out of the driveway and into the street. Before long, he and my mother were gone. Even though I’d stopped crying and gotten my emotions in check, I felt very numb.

      My mother didn’t know or seem to care about how hard it was for me. It wasn’t easy to be around Maya and wish that I was her. I wanted a mother and father. I wanted to live in a nice house and have friends to hang out with. I wanted to wear expensive clothes, have a cute boyfriend and not have to worry about anything. She just didn’t seem to understand that although I was staying with family, it was by no means easy.

      I went back inside the house and headed toward Anna’s room. As I walked through the kitchen, Aunt Raven stopped me.

      “Viviana, honey. Do you want to talk about it?” she asked.

      I swallowed down my feelings and held my chin up. “No. I’m cool.”

      Seemingly satisfied with my brief answer, Aunt Raven said, “Okay.”

      When I entered Anna’s room, she was sitting on the floor, painting her toenails green.

      “What’s up?” I asked.

      “Nothing. Just waiting for the results of a lie detector test,” Anna said.

      “Lie detector test?” The words rushed out of my mouth.

      “Yeah, I’m not sure which show it is, but this guy who is nineteen has been cheating on his girlfriend who is seventeen,” Anna said as she focused on painting her pinkie toe. “Can you turn up the volume? The television remote is right there.” Anna pointed to the floor beside her. I picked up the remote and turned up the sound when the show came back on.

      “What’s going on with this chick?” I asked, noticing this girl who was wearing an incredibly ugly dress and a bad wig.

      “She’s pregnant for a second time by her boyfriend. She already has a six-month-old son,” Anna explained.

      “Why would anyone want to date her? She isn’t even cute,” I said.

      “I don’t know, but her boyfriend is hot. Anyway, she says that she loves him and wants him to be a father to their children,” Anna said.

      “Oh, he is cute,” I said when I saw the ugly girl’s boyfriend come onto the stage. “Hopefully the babies will turn out looking like him,” I said, laughing. Anna found my comment just as humorous. The talk show host asked the boyfriend if he’d ever beaten up his girlfriend. He answered, “Yeah. She tries to put her hands on me, and I have to defend myself.” The boyfriend was making gestures with his hands.

      “What a jerk,” Anna said, looking up at the screen.

      “Yeah, but he is a fine one,” I said, checking him out more. “Do you know who he reminds me of?”

      “No. Who?” Anna asked.

      “Misalo. Maya’s ex-boyfriend,” I said.

      “Oh, God, please don’t say that too loudly. She’s all whacked-out now that he’s dumped her,” Anna said.

      “Well, that relationship wasn’t as ideal as she claimed it was,” I said, feeling absolutely no remorse for the role I’d played in ruining Maya’s perfect world.

      “Hand me the remote. This guy is irritating me, trying to justify beating up his baby mama,” said Anna

      “Don’t worry. I’ll switch the channel for you,” I said, aiming the remote at the television.

      “Hey, I wanted to tell you that the thing with you not earning enough credits at school… Don’t sweat it. If you stay here and enroll in school with me, I’ll help you, okay?” Anna said.

      I sighed. “Thank you. It looks like I’ll be here for a while. My mom just left and basically orphaned me,” I reluctantly admitted.

      “She was here? Why didn’t you come get me? I would have loved to have talked to her,” Anna complained.

      “Uh, it wasn’t the type of visit that was a pleasant one. She and your mom pretty much got into a nasty spat.”

      “Really?” Anna asked, surprised.

      “Yeah, really. Anyway, I don’t want to talk about that right now,” I said, pausing on the show called That’s So Raven.

      “I think it would be so cool to be clairvoyant like Raven. Then I’d be able to see into the future,” Anna said.

      “Yeah, I’d love to have that ability, as well,” I said as Anna screwed the cap back onto her nail polish.

      “Why are you painting your toes that color?” I asked. “It doesn’t really work for your skin tone.”

      “Because I like it,” Anna simply said.

      “Speaking of liking things, do you still like Carlo as much as you did before?” I asked.

      “I told you. I’m done with that. I don’t want anything to do with him,” Anna said convincingly.

      “Can I ask a personal question?”

      “Sure,” she said.

      “What was it like? I mean, being sick from the crystal meth.”

      “It was horrible. I just remember feeling very disoriented. The room started spinning around, and my body just did whatever it wanted to without my permission.”

      “That’s when you had the seizure,” I said.

      “I wouldn’t wish that feeling on my worst enemy,” Anna said.

      “Well, I’m just happy that you’re okay,” I said.

      “So am I.”

      “So, what are you going to do with the rest of your day?” I asked.

      “I was thinking about going to the Heritage Festival and hanging out. Other than that, I have no real plans,” Anna said.

      “Will there be any guys there?” I asked.

      “Yeah, there will be plenty. People from all around come to it. There are even a lot of local bands, singers and all types of artists who perform. I think you’d like it,” Anna said.

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