Fire in the Soul. Richard L. Morgan

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      Fire in the Soul: A Prayer Book for the Later Years

      Copyright © 2000 by Richard Lyon Morgan

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      The Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

      Morgan, Richard Lyon, 1929–

       Fire in the soul: a prayer book for the later years / Richard L.

       Morgan.

       p. cm.

       ISBN 0-8358-0879-3

       1. Aged—Prayer-books and devotions—English. I. Title.

       BV4580.M569 2000

       242’.85—dc21 99-34605

       CIP

      Printed in the United States of America

      In memory of my mother,

       Margaret Lyon Morgan (1901–67),

       who first taught me to pray,

       and whose life was a prayer for her children.

       Her death was an answer to our prayers

       that God would send angels to take her home.

      Other Books by Richard Lyon Morgan

      At the Edge of Life: Conversations When Death Is Near

      No Act of Love Is Ever Wasted:

       The Spirituality of Caring for Persons with Dementia

      Pilgrimage into the Last Third of Life:

       7 Gateways to Spiritual Growth

      Remembering Your Story:

      A Guide to Spiritual Autobiography

      Settling In: My First Year in a Retirement Community

      Contents

Foreword

Preface

I. Discerning God’s Call at Retirement

II. Moving to Deeper Contemplation

       III. Accepting Our Aging

       IV. Discerning the Meaning of Our Stories

       V. Mentoring the Next Generations

       VI. Facing Loss and Death

       VII. Redeeming Suffering

       Index of Prayers

       List of Authors

       Notes and Permissions

      My life is an instant,

       An hour which passes by;

       My life is a moment

       Which I have no power to stay.

       You know, O my God,

       That to love you here on earth

       I have only today.

      —Thérèse of Lisieux, 1873–97

Foreword

      Fire in the Soul: A Prayer Book for the Later Years arrived on my desk for review at a time when I was experiencing a particularly severe “dark night of the soul”regarding my own aging and the aging of society in general. My struggle for faith in the context of physical decline had come to a peak very suddenly. Within the course of the previous week two older women friends had died lonely and emotionally unresolved deaths. In addition, three of my aged patients—all without advance directives—had been placed in long-term care facilities, to be kept barely alive on life-support technology. Just one—the only “success”of the week—made it into a hospice program. I was feeling like a total failure as a health-care provider and as a friend. In addition, I was struggling with my own aging, asking myself, “How will I end up—a childless woman with no living relatives and a husband whose own father died suddenly at forty-four? Who will take care of me if Ron dies before I do?”The darkest realization was that if I survive my husband there is no one who is required to bury me! These were heavy ruminations, very unlike my usual optimism about life in the later— and frailer—years.

      The following afternoon Ron and I went to the funeral home to attend the wake of one of the women. To my great grief we were the only mourners present. I was devastated that a life could come to such a level of disconnection from the human community. I wondered darkly if anyone would bother coming to the funeral home to СКАЧАТЬ