Deeply Loved. Keri Wyatt Kent

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СКАЧАТЬ example of disciples before us, beginning with the first-century laborers who dropped their nets and took off after this blue-collar rabbi they called Yeshua.

      Jesus made it fairly simple, at least to start. He said, “Follow me.”

      The word follow, diluted by our culture, begs for a biblical definition. In English, you can follow the directions (or not); you can follow a sports team (by simply reading the paper or watching TV); you can “follow your bliss” (though that might not get you beyond yourself); you can follow someone on Twitter (even if you don’t actually know them).

      When Jesus invited a group of first-century Jewish fishermen and political Zealots to follow him, he didn’t mean “Let’s just keep in touch.” He literally meant, “Come with me, right now. Live as I live. Learn a way of life and faith from me by watching.” And some people did, but others did not. It was hardly surprising that young men working in their father’s fishing business walked away from that. The most highly revered career in that time was to be a rabbi. To “give up” a blue-collar job to become the follower of a rabbi (and therefore go into training as a potential future rabbi) was a no-brainer.

      A rabbi’s followers, known as his talmidim in Hebrew, went everywhere with him, not just to hang on his every word and learn theology from him. They followed him everywhere so that they could mimic what he did. They didn’t just want to know what he knew; they wanted to do what he did, live as he lived.

      Ann Spangler and Lois Tverberg note:

      To follow a rabbi … involved a literal kind of following, in which disciples often traveled with, lived with and imitated their rabbis, learning not only from what they said but from what they did—from their reactions to everyday life as well as from the manner in which they lived…. This approach to teaching is much more like a traditional apprenticeship than a modern classroom.¹

      Jesus still says to us today, “Follow me.” He never told us to gain a lot of knowledge about him, but rather, to be with him, to remain in him (see John 15), and then, to live as he would in our place—to do what he did.

      We are separated from Jesus’ earthly life by two thousand years, and even larger gaps culturally and religiously. And yet, we can walk through our days with Jesus by our side, trying to live as he lived, gaining strength, comfort, wisdom, and power from his presence.

      PRESENCE PRACTICE

      Today, as you go through your day, imagine that Jesus is with you—a strong, loving presence. All day, whether you are doing housework or caring for children, trading stocks or stocking shelves, driving a forklift or running a company, imagine him alongside you, guiding you.

      When you awaken, lie in bed for just a minute. Say “Good morning, Jesus.” Think about what challenges the day will bring. Ask him to help you face those with courage and wisdom. Ask him to make his presence known to you throughout your day.

      As you eat breakfast, thank him for his provision. As you drive, do so as if Jesus were sitting in the passenger seat. (Do you drive differently than usual as a result? Perhaps you’ll want to ponder that.) Instead of listening to the radio, simply talk to him.

      As you complete the day’s tasks, ask him to help you. When something goes well, thank him. When you face challenges, ask for his help.

      It’s quite likely that you will forget about Jesus when your day gets busy. If so, give yourself copious amounts of grace. Just gently redirect your thoughts back toward him.

      At the end of your day, thank Jesus for his presence with you through your day. Ask him for rest, for the ability to trust. As you fall asleep, ask that he would be your first thought in the morning.

      

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      DAY 3

      SLOW DOWN

       But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, “Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!”

       “Martha, Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things, but few things are needed—or indeed only one. Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her.” (Luke 10:40-42 NIV)

      In his book The Life You’ve Always Wanted, John Ortberg tells of a conversation with a spiritual mentor, in which he sought advice. After listening to John describe his job, lifestyle, current stresses, and so on, his mentor paused for a long while, then told him, “You must ruthlessly eliminate hurry from your life.”

      John somewhat impatiently asked him what else was necessary—that sounded good, he thought, but certainly there were other things he should be doing. After another long pause, his mentor replied, “There is nothing else.”¹

      What would it look like to “ruthlessly eliminate hurry from your life”? Because that is the most important issue of the spiritual life. All of the spiritual practices in this book won’t help if your pace of life is unhealthy. This book will encourage you to slow down, to listen, to be mindful—which simply means to pay attention, to notice. As you go through this book, you’ll be asked to consider: Where have you seen God? What are you grateful for? What mistakes do you need to confess? The goal of each chapter is to help you experience the deep love of Jesus. Unfortunately, you cannot experience that love in a hurry.

      Ortberg observes, “Hurry is the great enemy of spiritual life in our day.”² So many of us want to grow spiritually, want to experience the love of Jesus. So we add spiritual disciplines to an already crammed life and can’t figure out why all we experience is exhaustion. Doing “lots” of disciplines will be counterproductive, making our lives more hectic and therefore less connected to Jesus.

      You are embarking on a forty-day journey. Please—don’t hurry through it. In fact, today is a good day to assess the current level of hurry in your life.

      This book will provide you practical instruction on how to practice a number of spiritual disciplines that believers have used for years to grow closer to God, to experience Jesus’ loving presence. But you must ruthlessly eliminate hurry first. You will have to seriously consider: What other things might I have to prune from my schedule in order to have time to engage in these life-giving disciplines? What busywork is keeping me “worried and distracted” and preventing me from sitting at Jesus’ feet to just listen?

      Slowing does several things. It allows us to pay attention. When you’re driving in unfamiliar territory, trying to read street signs or recognize landmarks, you’ll find that driving faster doesn’t help. Finding your way often requires taking your time.

      Hurried people are fueled by obligation—I have to go here; I have to do this. Moving more slowly allows you to get in touch with what your soul longs for—things you actually want. If you take your time, you will be better able to discern which of those desires are God-given and might even reflect his desire for your life. When we slow down, we reframe those obligations into opportunities because we can see God in them. We change our “have tos” to “get tos.”

      Thomas Kelly wrote: “How, then, shall we lay hold of that Life and Power, and live the life of prayer without СКАЧАТЬ