A Scots Quair. Lewis Grassic Gibbon

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      So after that they were chief enough, sitting one the other on a handle on the sharn-barrow right in the middle of the close, the minister none feared for his brave, black clothes; and father told him the coarse land it was in Kinraddie, and the minister said he well believed him, it was only a man from the North could handle it so well. In a minute or so they were chief as brothers, father brought him over into the house, Chris stood in the kitchen and father said And this quean’s my daughter, Chris. The minister smiled at her with his glinting black eyes and said I hear you’re right clever, Chrissie, and go up to the Duncairn College. How do you like it? And Chris blushed and said Fine, sir, and he asked her what she was to be, and she told him a teacher, and he said there was no profession more honourable. Then mother came ben from putting the twins to sleep and was quiet and friendly, just as she always was with loon or laird, crowned with gold with her lovely hair. And she made the minister some tea and he praised it and said the best tea in his life he’d drunk in Kinraddie, it was the milk. And father asked whose milk they got at the Manse and the minister said The Mains, and father shot out his beard and said Well may it be good, it’s the best land in the parish they’ve a hold of, the dirt, and the minister said And now I’ll have to be dandering down to the Manse. Come over and see us some evening, Chrissie, maybe the wife and I’ll be able to lend you some books to help in your studies. And off he went, swack enough, but no more fleet than father himself who swung along side him down to where the turnip-park broke off from the road.

      Chris made for the Manse next Monday night, she thought maybe that would be the best time, but she said nothing to father, only told mother and mother smiled and said Surely; far-off she seemed and dreaming to herself as so often in the last month or so. So Chris put on the best frock that she used for Sundays, and her tall lacing boots, and prigged out her hair in front of the glass in the parlour, and went up across the hill by Blawearie loch, with the night coming over the Grampians and the snipe crying in their hundreds beyond the loch’s grey waters—still and grey, as though they couldn’t forget last summer nor hope for another coming. The Standing Stones pointed long shadow-shapes into the east, maybe just as they’d done of an evening two thousand years before when the wild men climbed the brae and sang their songs in the lithe of those shadows while the gloaming waited there above the same quiet hills. And a queer, uncanny feeling came on Chris then, she looked back half-feared at the Stones and the whiteness of the loch, and then went hurrying through the park paths till she came out above kirkyard and Manse. Beyond the road the Meikle House rose up in its smother of trees, you saw the broken walls of it, the flagstaff light was shining already, it would soon be dark.

      She unsnecked the door of the kirkyard wall, passing through to the Manse, the old stones rose up around her silently, not old when you thought of the Standing Stones of Blawearie brae but old enough for all that. Some went back to the old, unkindly times of the Covenanters, one had a skull and crossed bones and an hour-glass on it and was mossed half over so that but hardly you could read the daft-like script with its esses like effs, and it made you shudder. The yews came all about that place of the oldest stone and Chris going past put out her hand against it and the low bough of a yew whispered and gave a low laugh behind her, and touched her hand with a cold, hairy touch so that a daft-like cry started up on her lips, she wished she’d gone round by the plain, straightforward road, instead of this near-cut she’d thought so handy.

      So she whistled to herself, hurrying, and just outside the kirkyard stood the new minister himself, leaning over the gate looking in among the stones, he saw her before she saw him and his voice fair startled her. Well, Chrissie, you’re very gay, he said, and she felt ashamed to have him know she whistled in a kirkyard; and he stared at her strange and queer and seemed to forget her a minute; and he gave an unco half-laugh and muttered to himself, but she heard him, One’s enough for one day. Then he seemed to wake up, he mooed out at her And now you’ll be needing a book, no doubt. Well, the Manse is fair in a mess this evening, spring-cleaning or something like that, but if you just wait here a minute I’ll run in and pick you something light and cheerful.

      Off he set, she was left alone among the black trees that bent over the greyness of the kirkyard. Unendingly the unseen grasses whispered and rustled above the stones’ dim, recumbent shapes, and she thought of the dead below those stones, farmers and ploughmen and their wives, and little bairns and new-born babes, their bodies turned to skeletons now so that if you dug in the earth you’d find only their bones, except the new-buried, and maybe there in the darkness worms and awful things crawled and festered in flesh grown rotten and black, and it was a terrifying place. But at last came the minister, not hurrying at all but just drifting towards her, he held out a book and said Well, here it is, and I hope you’ll like it. She took the book and looked at it in the dying light, its name was Religio Medici, and she mastered her shyness and asked Did you, sir? and the minister stared at her and said, his voice just even as ever, Oh, like hell! and turned about and left her to go back through the terror of the yews. But they didn’t terrify at all, climbing home and thinking of that word he used, swearing it had been and nothing else, should she tell of it to father?

      No, that wouldn’t do, a minister was only a man, and he’d loaned her a book, kind of him though he looked so queer. And besides, father didn’t know of this errand of hers down to the Manse, maybe’d he’d think she was trying to hold in with gentry and would swear himself. Not that he swore often, father, she told herself as she hurried across the brae, and, hurrying, climbed out of the dimness into the last of the May daylight with the sunset a glow and a glimmer that danced about her feet, waiting for her; not often, except when things went clean over him, as that day in the sowing of the park below Blawearie when first the cart-shaft had broken and then the hammer had broken and then he’d watched the rain come on, and he’d gone nearly mad, raging at Will and Chris that he’d leather them till they hadn’t enough skin to sit a threepenny bit on; and at last, fair skite, he’d shaken his fist at the sky and cried Ay, laugh, you Mucker!

      CHRIS TOOK A BIT peep or so in Religio Medici and nearly yawned her head off with the reading of it, it was better fun on a spare, slow day to help mother wash the blankets. In the sun of the red, still weather Jean Guthrie had every bed in Blawearie cleared and the blankets piled in tubs half-filled with lukewarm water and soap, and Chris took off her boots and her stockings and rolled her knickers far up her white legs and stepped in the grey, lathered folds of blankets and tramped them up and down. It felt fine with the water gurgling blue and iridescent up through your toes and getting thicker and thicker; then into the next tub while mother emptied the first, lovely work, she felt she could trample blankets forever, only it grew hot and hot, a red forenoon while they did the washing. So next time mother was indoors she took off her skirt and then her petticoat and mother coming out with another blanket cried God, you’ve stripped! and gave Chris a slap in the knickers, friendly-like, and said You’d make a fine lad, Chris quean, and smiled the blithe way she had and went on with the washing.

      But John Guthrie came home from the fields then, him and Will, and as soon as he saw her father’s face went all shrivelled up and he cried Get out of that at once, you shameful limmer, and get on your clothes! And out she got, white and ashamed, shamed more for father than herself, and Will turned red and led off the horses, awkward-like, but John Guthrie went striding across the close to the kitchen and mother and began to rage at her. What would folk say of the quean if they saw her sit there, near naked? We’d be the speak and laughing-stock of the place. And mother looked at him, sweet and cold, Ah, well, it wouldn’t be the first time you’ve seen a naked lass yourself; and if your neighbours haven’t they must have fathered their own bairns with their breeks on.

      Father had been in a fair stamash at that, he left mother and went out with his face dead-white, not red, and he didn’t say another word, he didn’t speak to mother all that evening nor all the next day. Chris went to her bed that night and thought СКАЧАТЬ