Ironic Witness. Diane Glancy

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      “I doubt it,” I answered.

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      In my work shed again, a yellow jacket at the screen sounded like a truck on the road in the distance. It had a particular growl as if it were plowing snow. Or maybe it was the mower on a far edge of the field. I looked up to see what season it was. Summer, of course. The summer of storms. Just as the winter had been.

      Maybe the growling I heard was from my own throat. I had a bucket of water, a workbench on which to throw and knead the clumps of clay. A water-spotted page on which I calculated the sections for the new piece. What else would it be but a ziggurat?

      The stouter ziggurats I made were hollow inside, or they were in sections. Otherwise, they could not be fired because of their thickness. No matter how slowly I fired them, I could not get rid of the water in the clay. In the early days, I had a graveyard for the ziggurats I had to discard. I could see their little humps through the window like small Indian burial mounds. My first kiln ran on house current. Sometimes, I ordered the pugged clay I used through the nearby college. They knew I was a potter. Why hadn’t I been asked to teach there? I could have talked about underglaze and my methods of overglaze. I could go back to the shaping of the clay in my hands. Clay becomes more pliable the longer you have it. Potters in China made clay for the next generation. Sometimes I told Frank that clay must have a Christian origin. No matter what I did, the clay was forgiving.

      Sometimes I made my own clay, pouring the powdery material into a large bowl, my nose and mouth covered with a face mask, my hands and clothes covered with work gloves and an apron. Sometimes Frank made of list of dangers: borax, cobalt, lead, sulfite. I could have listed a few others.

      “Look what you track in the house,” he repeated. “Look at your sleeves. I don’t want to eat lead for lunch.”

      In my work shed, I had my jars of brushes with their arms held up. My bottles of mixed colors. The round tubs of my Skutt kilns. The UPS truck arriving in the drive with another hundred-pound sack.