And Then. Soseki Natsume
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Название: And Then

Автор: Soseki Natsume

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isbn: 9781462900152

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СКАЧАТЬ points of his master’s high-strung nature. Daisuke, in turn, regarded his own nerves as the tax he had to pay for his uniquely keen speculative powers and acute sensibilities. It was the anguish that echoed from the achievement of a lofty education; it was the unwritten punishment dealt to natural aristocrats, those designated by heaven. It was precisely by submitting to these sacrifices that he had been able to become what he was. Indeed, there were times when he recognized the very meaning of life in these sacrifices. Kadono could not begin to understand this.

      “Kadono, wasn’t there any mail?”

      “Mail? Oh yes. A postcard and a letter. I left them on your desk. Shall I get them?”

      “I suppose I could go over there.”

      Given this uncertain response, Kadono got up and brought the postcard and letter. On the postcard was scribbled in light ink this exceedingly simple message: “Arrived in Tokyo yesterday; put up at above inn; would like to see you tomorrow morning.’’ On the front, the names of an inn at Urajimbōchō and of the sender, Hiraoka Tsunejirō, had been dashed off as carelessly as the message.

      “So he’s here already. He must have come in yesterday,” Daisuke murmured as if to himself as he picked up the envelope, which was addressed in his father’s hand. His father first announced that he had returned two or three days before, that there was no particular hurry but that there were many things he wished to discuss and Daisuke was to come as soon as this letter reached him. Then the letter turned to such desultory matters as how it had been too early for the cherry blossoms in Kyoto, how crowded and uncomfortable the express train had been, etc., etc. Folding up the letter, Daisuke compared the two pieces of mail with a peculiar expression on his face. He then summoned Kadono.

      “Kadono, will you go make a phone call? To my house.” “Yes, to your house. What should I say?”

      “That I have an engagement today—I’m supposed to see someone so I can’t come. I’ll come tomorrow or the day after.”

      “I see. To whom?”

      “The old man’s come back from a trip and says he wants to talk to me. But you don’t have to get him on the phone. Just give the message to whoever answers.”

      “Yes, I will.”

      Kadono went out noisily. Daisuke left the morning room and went through the living room to his study. He noticed that it had been nicely cleaned; the fallen camellia had been swept away. He went over to the bookshelves at the right of the vase and lifted a heavy photograph album from the top. Still standing, he undid the gold clasp and began flipping the pages until he came to the middle, where he suddenly rested his hand. There was a portrait of a woman about twenty years old. Daisuke gazed intently at her face.

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      CHAPTER II

      DAISUKE WAS THINKING of changing and going to Hiraoka’s inn when Hiraoka made a timely appearance. He casually rode the ricksha right up to the gate. The voice that cried “Here it is, here it is,” ordering the driver to lower the shaft, had not changed in the three years since the two had parted. No sooner had he seen the old woman who met him at the door than he was explaining that he had forgotten his wallet at the inn, that he needed to borrow some change; this, too, was the Hiraoka of their school days. Daisuke went running to the door and all but dragged his old friend in.

      “How are things? Come in and relax.”

      “Oh, I see you’ve got chairs,” Hiraoka observed and threw his body heavily into the easy chair. To judge from the way he handled himself, he set not a penny’s value on his rather ample flesh. He leaned his shaven head against the back of the chair and looked around the room for a moment.

      “Not a bad house. Better than I expected,” he praised.

      Without answering, Daisuke opened a cigarette case. “So, how have things been?”

      “How? Why, you know—I’ll tell you all about it by and by.”

      “You used to write a lot, so I could tell how things were. But lately you haven’t written at all.”

      “I must owe letters to everyone I know.” Hiraoka abruptly removed his glasses and, pulling out a wrinkled handkerchief from his breastpocket, began to wipe them, blinking rapidly all the while. He had been nearsighted since their student days. Daisuke watched him intently.

      “But how about you, how have you been?” he asked, pulling the slender bows over his ears and holding them there with his hands.

      “There’s nothing new with me.”

      “That’s the way it should be. There’s been too much new with me.” Hiraoka knitted his brows and began to stare at the garden. Suddenly, in an altered tone, he said, “Look, there’s a cherry tree over there. It’s just begun to bloom, hasn’t it. The climate’s so different here.”

      The conversation had lost its touch of intimacy. Daisuke answered without interest, “It must be pretty warm over there.”

      With unexpected, almost excessive vigor, Hiraoka came back, “Yes, it’s quite warm.” It was as if he had been startled into a sudden awareness of his own presence. Daisuke looked at his face once more. Hiraoka lit a cigarette. The old woman finally appeared with the tea, putting a tray on the table and apologizing all the while that it had taken so long because she had put cold water into the kettle. While she chattered the two stared at the red sandalwood tray; then seeing that they ignored her, the old woman gave a little self-conscious laugh and left the room.

      “What’s that?”

      “The maid I hired. I’ve got to eat, after all.” “Gracious, isn’t she.”

      Daisuke curled his rosy lips and laughed depreciatingly. “She’s never served in a place like this before; it can’t be helped.”

      “Why didn’t you bring someone over from home? There must be a good many of them there.”

      “Yes, but they’re all young,” answered Daisuke seriously.

      At this, Hiraoka laughed heartily for the first time. “Why, so much the better if they’re young!”

      “Anyway, it’s not good to have somebody from home.” “Is there anyone besides that old woman?”

      “There’s the houseboy.”

      Kadono had come back and was talking with the old woman in the kitchen.

      “Is that all?” “That’s all. Why?”

      “You haven’t got a wife yet?”

      The hint of a blush crossed Daisuke’s face, but he quickly resumed his normal, nondescript manner: “You know I would have let you know if I’d gotten married. But how about you …” and he stopped abruptly.

      Daisuke and Hiraoka had known each other since middle school. At one time СКАЧАТЬ