Secrets About Life Every Woman Should Know: Ten principles for spiritual and emotional fulfillment. Barbara Angelis De

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       SECRET NUMBER ONE Everything You Need to Be Happy Is Inside of You

       Nothing can bring you peace but yourself.

      RALPH WALDO EMERSON

      Let me tell you a story whose origins are from ancient India about the search for happiness:

      In the beginning, God created the universe and all the people in it so that everyone was aware of his or her true oneness with God, and the great love within themselves. These were the secrets of life, and, after all, God loved everyone, so why not give them the greatest gift He could think of? Then God sat back and watched the play of life with all of its dramas unfold.

      But as He watched, He soon realized something was very wrong. Whenever a human being met with a challenge, or went through tough times, the person would say to himself, “This is awful. Why should I go through this? I am one with God, so I will just drop this human form and merge back into Him.” And that is exactly what happened. One by one, each human would remember his true self, and be unwilling to play the game of life.

      God was very disturbed by this dilemma. The purpose of life was for these beings to learn and grow, not to bail out when the going got rough. So He called an emergency meeting of all the divine beings.

      “After much consideration,” God began, “I have decided that we are going to have to hide the secret of life, the secret of happiness from these humans. If they remember it, they have no interest in living an earthly life.”

      “But where will we hide it?” one divine being asked.

      “Let’s hide it at the top of the highest mountain on earth,” someone suggested.

      “No, that won’t work,” God replied, shaking His head. “Human beings are resourceful. They will find ways to climb up there and discover it.”

      “What about at the bottom of the ocean? They’ll never go there,” another offered.

      “Oh, yes they will,” God interjected. “They’ll invent submarines. The bottom of the ocean won’t do.”

      “I’ve got it!” said a divine being. “Let’s hide the secret of happiness in outer space. Surely then it will be impossible for the humans to locate.”

      “But they will create spaceships and fly there,” God sighed. “None of these suggestions will work. Still, there must be somewhere we can hide the secrets about true happiness.”

      “I know where you can hide it,” a soft voice replied. God looked up and saw a young, female angelic being He hadn’t noticed before.

      “Yes, my dear?” God asked. “Where do you think we should hide the secret?”

      “Hide it deep within the human heart. They’ll never look for it there.”

      God smiled, for He knew He’d found the answer. And then He made it so. And that’s the way it has been ever since.

      All of us spend our time here on earth searching for happiness, longing to discover the secrets for living a fulfilled and peaceful life. From our very first moments of existence as an infant until the day we die, we are motivated by the search for what we believe will make us happy:

      “I want to be fed … I want to be held … I want to crawl over and look in that cabinet … I want that toy … I want to go to the amusement park … I want to stay up and watch TV … I want to get on the cheerleading squad … I want those kids to like me … I want that guy to be my boyfriend … I want to go to the mall and buy that outfit … I want to get into a good college … I want to lose these extra ten pounds …”

      “I want him to ask me to marry him … I want to have a fancy wedding … I want to find the perfect apartment … I want to find the perfect job … I want to get pregnant … I want my husband to be more intimate … I want to find a career that leaves me time for my children … I want to move into a bigger house … I want the kids to do well in school…”

      “I want to have sex with my husband more often … I want the kids to go to college … I want my daughter to marry a nice boy … I want my son to stay in the family business … I want to take that trip to Europe we’ve always talked about … I want the kids to live close enough so we can visit the grandchildren often …”

      “I want my husband to take better care of himself … I want to buy a condo in Florida for when we retire … I want to be well enough to attend my granddaughter’s graduation … I want our investments to do well so I have enough money to live on if my husband passes away before me … I want to be able to have enough strength today to take a little walk … I want to see the ocean once more before I die …”

      These are all lovely things to wish for. There is nothing wrong with these desires, or with the list you could write of what you believe would make you happy. But what happens inside of you when the things on your list don’t come true? What happens in your heart when what you hope for in life doesn’t happen?

      You and I both know the answer to these questions: When we don’t get what we want, we suffer. We feel disappointed, or angry, or hurt, or anxious, or insecure, or confused, or betrayed, and definitely not happy. We have our list of expectations about life, about love, and we decide we are happy or not from moment to moment based on how many of those expectations are being met and how many are not.

      We go through this silent but deadly process of evaluating our happiness hundreds of times a day, perhaps dozens of times before we even leave the house in the morning. For instance:

      Your alarm goes off and you are awakened from sleep. Another day has begun. So far, the day is neutral, neither a good day nor a bad day—just a blank slate. You open one eye to glance over at the window and see what the weather is like. It’s raining. “Darn,” you think. “Traffic is going to be terrible.” This is your first thought of the day. You have already decided that you aren’t happy about something—the weather has not met your expectations and thus has disappointed you.

      You roll out of bed and shuffle into the kitchen for your morning cup of coffee. Then you notice that your husband forgot to turn the automatic coffee machine on the night before, so there’s no coffee ready. You sigh with annoyance. Expectation number two has not been met. You hear the kids stirring in their rooms, then determine that they are squabbling over who will use the bathroom first. Sigh again, this time with more irritation. “Hey, cut it out kids—you only have a half hour to get dressed and eat before the bus comes, so move it!” СКАЧАТЬ