Rhoda Fleming. Complete. George Meredith

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      “Dahlia—what? What’s her name?” he resumed. “Here—‘my husband will bring me to see you’—who’s her husband? Has he got a name? And a blank envelope to her uncle here, who’s kept her in comfort for so long! And this is all she writes to me! Will any one spell out the meaning of it?”

      “Dahlia was in great haste, father,” said Rhoda.

      “Oh, ay, you!—you’re the one, I know,” returned the farmer. “It’s sister and sister, with you.”

      “But she was very, very hurried, father. I have a letter from her, and I have only ‘Dahlia’ written at the end—no other name.”

      “And you suspect no harm of your sister.”

      “Father, how can I imagine any kind of harm?”

      “That letter, my girl, sticks to my skull, as though it meant to say, ‘You’ve not understood me yet.’ I’ve read it a matter of twenty times, and I’m no nearer to the truth of it. But, if she’s lying, here in this letter, what’s she walking on? How long are we to wait for to hear? I give you my word, Robert, I’m feeling for you as I am for myself. Or, wasn’t it that one? Is it this one?” He levelled his finger at Rhoda. “In any case, Robert, you’ll feel for me as a father. I’m shut in a dark room with the candle blown out. I’ve heard of a sort of fear you have in that dilemmer, lest you should lay your fingers on edges of sharp knives, and if I think a step—if I go thinking a step, and feel my way, I do cut myself, and I bleed, I do. Robert, just take and say, it wasn’t that one.”

      Such a statement would carry with it the confession that it was this one for whom he cared this scornful one, this jilt, this brazen girl who could make appointments with gentlemen, or suffer them to speak to her, and subsequently look at him with innocence and with anger.

      “Believe me, Mr. Fleming, I feel for you as much as a man can,” he said, uneasily, swaying half round as he spoke.

      “Do you suspect anything bad?” The farmer repeated the question, like one who only wanted a confirmation of his own suspicions to see the fact built up. “Robert, does this look like the letter of a married woman? Is it daughter-like—eh, man? Help another: I can’t think for myself—she ties my hands. Speak out.”

      Robert set his eyes on Rhoda. He would have given much to have been able to utter, “I do.” Her face was like an eager flower straining for light; the very beauty of it swelled his jealous passion, and he flattered himself with his incapacity to speak an abject lie to propitiate her.

      “She says she is married. We’re bound to accept what she says.”

      That was his answer.

      “Is she married?” thundered the farmer. “Has she been and disgraced her mother in her grave? What am I to think? She’s my flesh and blood. Is she—”

      “Oh, hush, father!” Rhoda laid her hand on his arm. “What doubt can there be of Dahlia? You have forgotten that she is always truthful. Come away. It is shameful to stand here and listen to unmanly things.”

      She turned a face of ashes upon Robert.

      “Come away, father. She is our own. She is my sister. A doubt of her is an insult to us.”

      “But Robert don’t doubt her—eh?” The farmer was already half distracted from his suspicions. “Have you any real doubt about the girl, Robert?”

      “I don’t trust myself to doubt anybody,” said Robert.

      “You don’t cast us off, my boy?”

      “I’m a labourer on the farm,” said Robert, and walked away.

      “He’s got reason to feel this more ‘n the rest of us, poor lad! It’s a blow to him.” With which the farmer struck his hand on Rhoda’s shoulder.

      “I wish he’d set his heart on a safer young woman.”

      Rhoda’s shudder of revulsion was visible as she put her mouth up to kiss her father’s cheek.

      CHAPTER VIII

      That is Wrexby Hall, upon the hill between Fenhurst and Wrexby: the white square mansion, with the lower drawing-room windows one full bow of glass against the sunlight, and great single trees spotting the distant green slopes. From Queen Anne’s Farm you could read the hour by the stretching of their shadows. Squire Blancove, who lived there, was an irascible, gouty man, out of humour with his time, and beginning, alas for him! to lose all true faith in his Port, though, to do him justice, he wrestled hard with this great heresy. His friends perceived the decay in his belief sooner than he did himself. He was sour in the evening as in the morning. There was no chirp in him when the bottle went round. He had never one hour of a humane mood to be reckoned on now. The day, indeed, is sad when we see the skeleton of the mistress by whom we suffer, but cannot abandon her. The squire drank, knowing that the issue would be the terrific, curse-begetting twinge in his foot; but, as he said, he was a man who stuck to his habits. It was over his Port that he had quarrelled with his rector on the subject of hopeful Algernon, and the system he adopted with that young man. This incident has something to do with Rhoda’s story, for it was the reason why Mrs. Lovell went to Wrexby Church, the spirit of that lady leading her to follow her own impulses, which were mostly in opposition. So, when perchance she visited the Hall, she chose not to accompany the squire and his subservient guests to Fenhurst, but made a point of going down to the unoccupied Wrexby pew. She was a beauty, and therefore powerful; otherwise her act of nonconformity would have produced bad blood between her and the squire.

      It was enough to have done so in any case; for now, instead of sitting at home comfortably, and reading off the week’s chronicle of sport while he nursed his leg, the unfortunate gentleman had to be up and away to Fenhurst every Sunday morning, or who would have known that the old cause of his general abstention from Sabbath services lay in the detestable doctrine of Wrexby’s rector?

      Mrs. Lovell was now at the Hall, and it was Sunday morning after breakfast. The lady stood like a rival head among the other guests, listening, gloved and bonneted, to the bells of Wrexby, West of the hills, and of Fenhurst, Northeast. The squire came in to them, groaning over his boots, cross with his fragile wife, and in every mood for satire, except to receive it.

      “How difficult it is to be gouty and good!” murmured Mrs. Lovell to the person next her.

      “Well,” said the squire, singling out his enemy, “you’re going to that fellow, I suppose, as usual—eh?”

      “Not ‘as usual,’” replied Mrs. Lovell, sweetly; “I wish it were!”

      “Wish it were, do you?—you find him so entertaining? Has he got to talking of the fashions?”

      “He talks properly; I don’t ask for more.” Mrs. Lovell assumed an air of meekness under persecution.

      “I thought you were Low Church.”

      “Lowly of the Church, I trust you thought,” she corrected him. “But, for that matter, any discourse, plainly delivered, will suit me.”

      “His elocution’s perfect,” said the squire; “that is, before dinner.”

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