Название: Fragile Lives: A Heart Surgeon’s Stories of Life and Death on the Operating Table
Автор: Stephen Westaby
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Биографии и Мемуары
isbn: 9780008196776
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We were opening through the ribs of the left side of the chest by midnight and soon encountered bleeding. Paneth was in an irascible mood, having been called out of a Christmas party. As I predicted the beer soon began to make its effects tell and my registrar colleague became restless, shifting from foot to foot and losing concentration. Eventually he had to excuse himself, so I moved into the first assistant position, coughing loudly to disguise the unusual squelching sound. I stayed in his position after he returned as I had no discomfort, despite the fact that my right Wellington boot was slowly filling. After another twenty minutes the registrar had to go out again.
By now the patient was safe, but Paneth was cross. ‘What’s wrong with him? He’s been in the pub, hasn’t he? He’s been drinking.’
‘I really don’t know about that, Mr Paneth. I’ve been studying in the library all evening,’ I replied, waiting to be struck down by a thunderbolt. But it never came.
‘Well done, Westaby,’ he said instead. ‘You get on and close the chest. He can assist you for a change. See you on Monday.’
I disposed of the evidence and accompanied the young man back to intensive care. No one ever knew.
Now beyond sleep, I sat drinking coffee in the paediatric intensive care unit. I talked with the nurses while watching tiny people struggle for life at Christmas in their cosy incubators. As surgical trainees we were all chronically sleep deprived, but there was little excitement in sleep. Sleep was something for the odd weekend off. We were adrenaline junkies living on a continuous high, craving action. From bleeding patients to cardiac arrests. From theatre to intensive care. From pub to party.
Sleep deprivation underpins the psychopathy of the surgical mind – immunity to stress, an ability to take risks, the loss of empathy. Bit by bit I was joining that exclusive club.
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Genius is one per cent inspiration, ninety-nine per cent perspiration.
Thomas Edison
October 1979. I was Senior Registrar with the thoracic surgery team at Harefield Hospital in north London. Everyone training in heart surgery had to learn to operate on the lungs and gullet as well, and this meant working with cancer, which I found deeply depressing. Too often it had already spread to other parts of the body, and for most patients the prognosis was grim, so they were depressed too. Moreover, there was an element of monotony about it. The choices were stark: between taking out half a lung or the whole lung, on the right or on the left, or removing the upper part of the gullet or the lower half. After doing each one of these procedures a hundred times it was no longer very stimulating.
Every so often a more challenging case would present itself. Mario was a forty-two-year-old Italian engineer working on a restoration project in Saudi Arabia. A jovial family man, he’d gone to the kingdom hoping to earn enough money to buy a house, which meant toiling hours on end at a large industrial complex outside Jeddah in the searing desert heat. Then catastrophe. Without warning, while he was working in an enclosed area, a huge boiler exploded, filling the air with steam. Steam under high pressure. It scalded his face and burnt the lining of his windpipe and bronchial tubes.
The shock almost killed him immediately. The scalded tissues were dead and whole sheets of necrotic membrane sloughed off from the lining of his bronchial tubes. This obstructive debris had to be removed through an old-fashioned rigid bronchoscope, a long brass tube with a light on its end passed through the back of his throat and voice box then down into his airways.
Mario needed this done regularly, almost daily, to prevent asphyxiation, and pushing the bronchoscope back and forth through his larynx became more and more difficult. Soon it became so scarred that the bronchoscope would not pass and he needed a tracheostomy – a surgical hole in the neck to enable him to breathe. But the dead bronchial lining was quickly replaced by inflammatory tissue and masses of cells started to fill the airways like calcium blocking water pipes. He became unable to breathe, and his condition took a relentless downhill course.
I took the call from Jeddah. The burns doctor looking after him explained the dire situation and wondered whether we had any advice. My only suggestion was that they airlift him to Heathrow and we’d see if anything could be done, so the building company paid for the medical evacuation and he arrived the following day. At the time my boss was in the twilight of his career and was happy for me to take on as much as I felt confident to do. Which was everything. I had no fear. But this was a disaster in a middle-aged man. I asked that we should take a look down his windpipe together and then try to come up with a plan.
Mario was a sorry sight. He was gasping for breath, with the infected froth pouring from his tracheostomy tube making a dreadful, gurgling sound. His scarlet face was badly burnt, its crusted, dead skin peeling away and weeping serum. Burnt on the outside and burnt on the inside, the fragile and bloody tissue that occluded the whole of his windpipe was going to asphyxiate him. It was a great relief for him to be put to sleep.
As he lapsed into unconsciousness I sucked blood-stained sticky secretions from the hole in his neck, then attached the tubing from the ventilator to the tracheostomy tube and squeezed the black rubber bag. The lungs were difficult to inflate against the resistance. I decided that we should attempt to pass the rigid bronchoscope by the normal route directly through the vocal cords and larynx. This is akin to sword swallowing, but down the airways rather than the gullet.
We needed a view of the whole windpipe and both right and left main bronchial tubes. For this the head needs to be tipped at the correct angle so the vocal cords at the back of the throat can be seen. We do try hard not to knock out any teeth. This technique used to be performed on conscious individuals after lung surgery, when I’d have to hoover the patients out because there were never enough physiotherapists. Rough at the time but better than drowning.
I manoeuvred the rigid telescope over the teeth and along the back of the tongue, then peered down to locate the snippet of cartilage – the epiglottis – that protects the opening of the voice box during swallowing. If you lift its tip with the bronchoscope you should be able to find the glistening white vocal cords, with a vertical slit between the two. This is the way into the windpipe and I’d done the procedure hundreds of times to biopsy lung cancer. Or remove peanuts. But here, with the voice box burned and the vocal cords like sausages, inflamed and angry looking, there was no way through. Mario was entirely reliant on the tracheostomy.
Standing aside, I tried to show the boss by keeping the bronchoscope still, propped on the teeth. He grunted and shook his head. ‘Try pushing it harder. Nothing to lose, I suspect.’
Taking aim again, I pushed the beak of the scope where the slit should be and shoved. The swollen vocal cords parted and the instrument crashed against the tracheostomy tube. We attached the ventilating apparatus to the side of the bronchoscope and pulled out the tube. Normally we’d see the full length of the windpipe to where it divides into the main bronchi. In this case, not a chance. The airways had been virtually obliterated by the proliferating cells, so I eased the rigid implement onward using the sucker to aspirate СКАЧАТЬ