The Restless Sex. Chambers Robert William

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СКАЧАТЬ style="font-size:15px;">      "Cleland," he began in a solemn voice, "have you ever heard that this child is – ah – is a very distant connection of my family? – m-m-m'yes – my immediate family. Have you ever heard any ill-natured gossip of this nature?"

      Cleland, too astonished to reply, merely gazed at him. And Grismer wrongly concluded that he had heard about it, somewhere or other.

      "M-m-m'yes – a connection – very distant, of course. In the event that you have heard of this unfortunate affair from sources perhaps unfriendly to myself and family – m-m-m'yes, unfriendly – possibly it were judicious to explain the matter to you – in justice to myself."

      "I never heard of it," said Cleland, " – never dreamed of such a connection."

      But to Grismer all men were liars.

      "Oh, I did not know. I thought you might have heard malicious rumours. But it is just as well that you should be correctly informed… Do you recollect ever reading anything concerning my – ah – late sister?"

      "Do you mean something that happened many, many years ago?"

      "That is what I refer to. Did you read of it in the newspapers?"

      "Yes," said Cleland. "I read that she ran away with a married man."

      "Doubtless," continued Grismer with a sigh, "you recollect the dreadful disgrace she brought upon my family? The cruel scandal exploited by a pitiless and malicious press?"

      Cleland said nothing.

      "Let me tell you the actual facts," continued Grismer gently. "The unfortunate woman became infatuated with a common Pullman conductor – an Irishman named Conway – a very ordinary man who already was married.

      "His religion forbade divorce; my wretched sister ran away with him. We have always striven to bear the disgrace with resignation – m-m-m'yes, with patience and resignation. That is the story."

      Cleland, visibly embarrassed, sat twisting the handle of his walking-stick, looking persistently away from Grismer. The latter sighed heavily.

      "And so," he murmured, "our door was forever closed to her and hers. She became as one ignobly dead to us – as a soul damned for all eternity."

      "Oh, come, Grismer – "

      "Damned – hopelessly, and for all eternity," repeated Grismer with a slight snap of his jaw; " – she and her children, and her children's children – "

      "What!"

      " – The sins of the parents that are borne through generations!"

      "Nonsense! That is Old Testament bosh – "

      "Pardon!" said Grismer, with a pained forbearance. "It is the creed of those who worship and believe the truth as taught in the church of which I am a member."

      "Oh, I beg your pardon."

      "Granted," said Grismer sadly.

      He sat caressing his jaw in silence for a while, then:

      "Her name was Jessie Grismer. She – ah – assumed the name of Conway… God did not bless the unholy union. There was a daughter, Laura. A certain Harry Quest, the profligate, wasted son of that good man, the Reverend Anthony Quest, married this girl, Laura Conway… God, mindful of His wrath, still punished the seed of my sinful sister, even until the second generation… Stephanie Quest is their daughter."

      "Good heavens, Grismer! I can't understand that you, knowing this, have not done something – "

      "Why? Am I to presume to interfere with God's purpose? Am I to question the righteousness of His wrath?"

      "But – she is the little grandchild of your own sister! – "

      "A sister utterly cut off from among us! A sister dead to us – a soul eternally lost and to be eternally forgotten."

      "Is that your —creed– Grismer?"

      "It is."

      "Oh. I thought that sort of – I mean, I thought such creeds were out of date – old-fashioned – "

      "God," said Chiltern Grismer patiently, "is old-fashioned, I believe – m-m-m'yes – very old fashioned, Cleland. But His purposes are terrible, and His wrath is a living thing to those who have the fear of God within their hearts."

      "Oh. Well, I'm sorry, but I really can't be afraid of God. If I were, I'd doubt Him, Grismer… Come; may I have the little girl?"

      "Do you desire her to abide under your roof after what you have learned?"

      "Why, Grismer, I'd travel all the way to hell to get her now, if any of your creed had managed to send her there. Come; I've seen the child. It may be a risk, as you say. In fact, it can't help being a risk, Grismer. But – I want her. May I have her?"

      "M-m-m – " he touched a bell and a clerk appeared. Then he turned to Cleland. "Would you be good enough to see our Mr. Bunce? I thank you. Good afternoon! I am happy to have conversed again with my old friend, John Cleland, – m-m-m'yes, my friend of many years."

      An hour later John Cleland left "our" Mr. Bunce, armed with proper authority to begin necessary legal proceedings.

      Talking it over with Brinton, his attorney, that evening, he related the amazing conversation between himself and Chiltern Grismer.

      Brinton laughed:

      "It isn't religious bigotry; it's just stinginess. Grismer is the meanest man on Manhattan Island. Didn't you know it?"

      "No. I don't know him well – though I've been acquainted with him for a long while. But I don't see how he can be stingy."

      "Why?"

      "Well, he's interested in charity – "

      "He's paid a thumping big salary! He makes money out of charity. Why shouldn't he be interested?"

      "But he publishes religious books – "

      "Of course. They sell. It's a great graft, Cleland. Don't publish novels if you want to make money; print Bibles!"

      "Is that a fact?"

      "You bet! There are more parasites in pulpit, publishing house and charity concerns, who live exclusively by exploiting God, than there were unpleasant afflictions upon the epidermis of our late friend, Job. And Chiltern Grismer is one of them – the old skinflint! – hogging his only sister's share of the Grismer money and scared stiff for fear some descendant might reopen the claim and fight the verdict which beggared his own sister!"

      "By Gad!" exclaimed Cleland, very red; "I've a mind to look into it and start proceedings again if there is any ground – "

      "You can't."

      "Why?"

      "Not if you adopt this child."

      "Not in her behalf?"

      "Your motives would be uncharitably suspected, Cleland. You can give her enough. Besides, you don't want to stir up anything – rattle any skeletons – for this little girl's sake."

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