The Restless Sex. Chambers Robert William

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      "Let me talk to the child alone," interrupted Cleland drily. "And shut the door, please!" – glancing into the farther room where a clothes-boiler steamed, onions were frying, five yelling children swarmed over every inch of furniture, a baby made apocryphal remarks from a home-made cradle, and a canary bird sang shrilly and incessantly.

      Mrs. Schmidt retired, sobbing, extolling the goodness and kindness of John Cleland, who endured it with patience until the closed door shut out eulogies, yells, canary and onions.

      Then he said:

      "Steve, you need not thank me. Just shake hands with me. Will you? I – I like children."

      The little girl, whose head was still turned toward the closed door behind which had disappeared the only woman who had ever been consistently kind to her, now looked around at this large, strange man in his fur-lined coat, who sat there smiling at her in such friendly fashion.

      And slowly, timidly, over the child's face the faintest of smiles crept in delicate response to his advances. Yet still in the wonderful grey eyes there remained that heart-rending expression of fearful inquiry which haunts the gaze of children who have been cruelly used.

      "Is your name Stephanie?"

      "Yes, sir."

      "Stephanie Quest?"

      "Yes, sir."

      "What shall I call you? Steve?"

      "Yes, sir," winningly grave.

      "All right, then. Steve, will you shake hands?"

      The child laid her thin, red, water-marred fingers in his gloved hand. He retained them, and drew her nearer.

      "You've had a rather tough deal, Steve, haven't you?"

      The child was silent, standing with head lowered, her bronzed brown hair hanging and shadowing shoulders and face.

      "Do you go to school, Steve?"

      "Yes, sir."

      "Not to-day?"

      "No, sir. It's Saturday."

      "Oh, yes. I forgot. What do you learn in school?"

      "Things – writing – reading."

      "Do you like school?"

      "Yes, sir."

      "What do you like best?"

      "Dancing."

      "Do they teach that? What kind of dancing do you learn to do?"

      "Fancy dancing – folk-dances. And I like the little plays that teacher gets up for us."

      "Do you like any other of your studies?" he asked drily.

      "Droring."

      "Drawing?"

      "Yes, sir," she replied, flushing painfully.

      "Oh. So they teach you to draw? Who instructs you?"

      "Miss Crowe. She comes every week. We copy picture cards and things."

      "So you like to draw, Steve," nodded Cleland absently, thinking of his only son, who liked to write, and who, God willing, would have every chance to develop his bent in life. Then, still thinking of his only son, he looked up into the grey eyes of this little stranger.

      As fate would have it, she smiled at him. And, looking at her in silence he felt the child-hunger gnawing in his heart – felt it, and for the first time, vaguely surmised what it really was that had so long ailed him.

      But the idea, of course, seemed hopeless, impossible! It was not fair to his only son. Everything that he had was his son's – everything he had to give – care, sympathy, love, worldly possessions. These belonged to his son alone.

      "Are you happy here with these kind people, Steve?" he asked hastily.

      "Yes, sir."

      But though his conscience should have instantly acquitted him, deep in his lonely heart the child-hunger gnawed, unsatisfied. If only there had been other children of his own – younger ones to play with, to have near him in his solitude, to cuddle, to caress, to fuss over as he and his dead wife had fussed over their only baby! —

      "Steve?"

      "Sir?"

      "You are sure you will be quite happy here?"

      "Yes, sir."

      "Would you – " A pause; and again he looked up into the child's face, and again she smiled.

      "Steve, I never had a little girl. It's funny, isn't it?"

      "Yes, sir."

      A silence.

      "Would you like to – to go to a private school?"

      The child did not understand. So he told her about such schools and the little girls who went to them. She seemed deeply interested; her grey eyes were clear and seriously intelligent, and very, very intently fixed on him in the effort to follow and understand what he was saying.

      He told her about other children who lived amid happy surroundings; what they did, how they were cared for, schooled, brought up; what was expected of them by the world – what was required by the world from those who had had advantages of a home, of training, of friends, and of an education. He was committing himself with every word, and refused to believe it.

      At times he paused to question her, and she always nodded seriously that she understood.

      "But this," he added smilingly, "you may not entirely comprehend, Steve; that such children, brought up as I have explained to you, owe the human race a debt which is never cancelled." He was talking to himself now, more than to her; voicing his thoughts; feeling his way toward the expression of a philosophy which he had heretofore only vaguely entertained.

      "The hope of the world lies in such children, Steve," he said. "The world has a right to expect service from them. You don't understand, do you?"

      Her wonderfully clear eyes were almost beautiful with intelligence as they looked straight into his. Perhaps the child understood more than she herself realized, more than he believed she understood.

      "Shall I come to see you again, Steve?"

      "Yes, sir, please."

      There was a pause. Very gently the slight pressure of his arm, which had crept around her, conveyed to her its wistful meaning; and when she understood she leaned slowly toward him in winning response, and offered her lips with a gravity that captivated him.

      "Good-bye, Steve, dear," he said unsteadily. "I'll come to see you again very soon. I surely, surely will come back again to see you, Steve."

      Then he put on his hat and went out abruptly – not down town to Christensen's, but back to the United Charities, and, after an hour, from there he went down town to his attorney's, where he spent the entire day under suppressed excitement.

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