Cказки Призраков. Tales of Ghosts. Премия им. Эдгара По / Edgar Poe Award (Билингва: Rus/Eng). Александра Крючкова

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      I saw a multi-volume book about the Tibetan city of Gods. Everything related to philosophy, Tibet and the Unknown mattered much for Katya. Haunted by unusual dreams, mysterious voices and ghostly visions since childhood, she was in the search of the keys to the great mysteries of the Universe. Of course, one can laugh at the otherworldly things, but Katya’s dreams came true. And even I, a notorious skeptic, began to believe in signs.

      «To carry these volumes? What’s the point?» I objected. «Let’s buy them on return.»

      I planned for our vacation to read e-book of Katya, her thesis on philosophy «The Sense of Life and Death», thus, an extra kilo of printed books in my backpack caused me nothing but rejection.

      On the plane, Katya periodically recalled and excitedly shared with me some interesting facts about the mysterious Mount Kailash, located in the distant Himalayas, about which I really knew nothing at that time.

      «I would give a lot to get to this Mountain! Perhaps even my lifetime! They say there is a point of confluence of parallel worlds there, a portal, do you know? If you’re ready, you’ll be let in! Many people went to Kailash, but not all came back! And some of those who returned grew old instantly! I’m sure, Time flows differently there! Mr. Roerich painted both Kailash and the mountains nearby. He was allowed into the caves where the bodies of giants, people of the previous race, are still kept! Can you imagine?!»

      I didn’t understand much of the meanings she put into her words, but the girls’ enthusiastic tirades require encouragement.

      «You’re Aries, so you will definitely get to Kailash! But why should you give your lifetime to see it?»

      We stayed in a very beautiful hotel, built in the style of a medieval castle, in a place surrounded by mountains, which were growing even out of the sea.

      That day we had lunch at a restaurant on the beach, and Katya remembered me again about her «beloved».

      «I dreamed about Kailash a long time ago, in childhood, and more than once. I was standing at the entrance to a cave and looking into a large stone mirror, as if someone had polished a piece of the mountain very smoothly. My mother was reflected in the mirror behind me. I turned around, but there was no mum there. I turned back to the mirror, and she was still smiling in the mirror…»

      I was about to object to her about the stone mirrors, but at that moment an elderly lady, walking nearby with a bowl of soup, stopped in front of us and passed her hand over Katya’s head.

      «The channel is open!» she said in a loud voice. «And the pillar is up to the sky! Your soul is so old! Is this the last time you live here?»

      Katya and I looked at each other, and the woman had already gone her own way, obviously not eager to enter into discussions.

      I booked a lot of different excursions. That day we went rafting on the river of the 4^th level of difficulty. Neither me nor Katya had rafted before, and we were promised an unforgettable experience. We had a long drive through the mountains in an old minibus, listening to beautiful but sad songs.

      «If I die, will you be sad?» Katya asked suddenly and clung to my shoulder.

      «What the hell are you talking about!» I muttered.

      Now, recalling these episodes, I wonder why we don’t say kind words to our beloved ones, don’t support them in their moments of sadness. Was it hard for me to answer something like, «Honey, of course, I’m going to be not simply sad, damn sad! Please, don’t die!» No, on the contrary, I grumbled!

      When Katya put on a helmet and a vest before rafting, she looked like a twelve-year-old girl, although she always looked younger than her years. I would like Katya to give birth to my daughter, but all the time – how many years? – I put off the important decision «for a while».

      I took a picture of Katya against the backdrop of a stormy river and a boat. We signed an agreement that the organizers didn’t bear any responsibility for our lives and the like. After the briefing, we bravely rushed into the battle, not yet knowing that in one of the rapids, we were going to face, a tourist like us had recently died.

      The instructor’s name was Sam. Originally from Nepal, he spoke English and knew a few words in Russian. I saw Katya’s eyes light up.

      «Sam,» she exclaimed, «have you seen Kailash?!»

      «Oh, Kailash! This is a great mountain near my country!» Sam said proudly and looked up at the sky.

      At that moment we were surrounded by delightful landscapes of towering mountains. And, to be honest, I didn’t understand, what could be so extraordinary in some Kailash! There were a lot of mountains on Earth! I seemed to be the only one who hadn’t sung praises to Kailash yet.

      Our boat didn’t capsize in the end, although two men did fall out of it.

      We spent the next two days among the ruins of ancient towns.

      «I seem to be able to fly over to that column!» confessed Katya, standing on top of a nameless hill with the remains of a temple.

      «No, no, don’t try!» I stopped her.

      «And people of previous civilizations could fly! Just imagine, with the power of their own thoughts, they moved heavy stones and even mountains!»

      «Are you talking about Kailash again?! Change mountain! There are a lot of them in the world!»

      Katya pursed her lips in resentment and fell silent, but soon a local resident approached us, offering a parasailing, and I sent her to fly first over the sea, and then over the mountains.

      Katya was an outgoing girl. Yes, a girl…

      It would seem that her tragic life experience, many times greater than my own, should instantly turn any creature into an old one, however, Katya looked young and remained a child in her soul.

      She managed to combine the incongruous, was drawn to everything out of standard, loved extreme sports and sometimes, as it seemed to me, flirted with death. Katya was not afraid of it, she was afraid of… spiders! Can you imagine? Afraid of insects, but not of dying! Strong-willed and kind, smart and beautiful, that was already a rarity, and at the same time completely defenseless, she clearly needed a strong male shoulder nearby.

      Probably, I loved her, but I was afraid to admit it to myself… I was afraid of responsibility and of losing my own independence… I neither expressed my love openly nor pampered Katya.

      For example, when we went for a walk in the local evening bazaar, she saw a tiny multi-colored onyx pyramid.

      «Look, how beautiful it is!» Katya exclaimed. «Pyramids normalize, strengthen and focus energy, turning it in the right direction! They also translate the earthly into the heavenly! Every pyramid is real magic! They say the whole complex of mountains around Kailash is a city of various pyramids!»

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