Savitri – Eine Legende und ein Symbol. Sri Aurobindo

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СКАЧАТЬ happy squanderings of scents and hues,

      In the field of the golden promenade of the sun

      And the vigil of the dream-light of the stars,

      Amid high meditating heads of hills,

      On the bosom of voluptuous rain-kissed earth

      And by the sapphire tumblings of the sea.

      But now the primal innocence is lost

      And Death and Ignorance govern the mortal world

      And Nature’s visage wears a greyer hue.

      Earth still has kept her early charm and grace,

      The grandeur and the beauty still are hers,

      But veiled is the divine Inhabitant.

      The souls of men have wandered from the Light

      And the great Mother turns away her face.

      The eyes of the creatrix Bliss are closed

      And sorrow’s touch has found her in her dreams.

      As she turns and tosses on her bed of Void,

      Because she cannot wake and find herself

      And cannot build again her perfect shape,

      Oblivious of her nature and her state,

      Forgetting her instinct of felicity,

      Forgetting to create a world of joy,

      She weeps and makes her creatures’ eyes to weep;

      Testing with sorrow’s edge her children’s breasts,

      She spends on life’s vain waste of hope and toil

      The poignant luxury of grief and tears.

      In the nightmare change of her half-conscious dream,

      Tortured herself and torturing by her touch,

      She comes to our hearts and bodies and our lives

      Wearing a hard and cruel mask of pain.

      Our nature twisted by the abortive birth

      Returns wry answers to life’s questioning shocks,

      An acrid relish finds in the world’s pangs,

      Drinks the sharp wine of grief’s perversity.

      A curse is laid on the pure joy of life:

      Delight, God’s sweetest sign and Beauty’s twin,

      Dreaded by aspiring saint and austere sage,

      Is shunned, a dangerous and ambiguous cheat,

      A specious trick of an infernal Power

      It tempts the soul to its self-hurt and fall.

      A puritan God made pleasure a poisonous fruit,

      Or red drug in the market-place of Death,

      And sin the child of Nature’s ecstasy.

      Yet every creature hunts for happiness,

      Buys with harsh pangs or tears by violence

      From the dull breast of the inanimate globe

      Some fragment or some broken shard of bliss.

      Even joy itself becomes a poisonous draught;

      Its hunger is made a dreadful hook of Fate.

      All means are held good to catch a single beam,

      Eternity sacrificed for a moment’s bliss:

      Yet for joy and not for sorrow earth was made

      And not as a dream in endless suffering Time.

      Although God made the world for his delight,

      An ignorant Power took charge and seemed his Will

      And Death’s deep falsity has mastered Life.

      All grew a play of Chance simulating Fate.

      “A secret air of pure felicity

      Deep like a sapphire heaven our spirits breathe;

      Our hearts and bodies feel its obscure call,

      Our senses grope for it and touch and lose.

      If this withdrew, the world would sink in the Void;

      If this were not, nothing could move or live.

      A hidden Bliss is at the root of things.

      A mute Delight regards Time’s countless works:

      To house God’s joy in things Space gave wide room,

      To house God’s joy in self our souls were born.

      This universe an old enchantment guards;

      Its objects are carved cups of World-Delight

      Whose charmed wine is some deep soul’s rapture-drink:

      The All-Wonderful has packed heaven with his dreams,

      He has made blank ancient Space his marvel-house;

      He spilled his spirit into Matter’s signs:

      His fires of grandeur burn in the great sun,

      He glides through heaven shimmering in the moon;

      He is beauty carolling in the fields of sound;

      He chants the stanzas of the odes of Wind;

      He is silence watching in the stars at night;

      He wakes at dawn and calls from every bough,

      Lies stunned in the stone and dreams in flower and tree.

      Even in this labour and dolour of Ignorance,

      On the hard perilous ground of difficult earth,

      In spite of death and evil circumstance

      A will to live persists, a joy to be.

      There is a joy in all that meets the sense,

      A joy in all experience of the soul,

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