Savitri – Eine Legende und ein Symbol. Sri Aurobindo

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      Like pale discarded sheaths dropped dully down

      Her mortal members fell back from her soul.

      A moment of a secret body’s sleep,

      Her trance knew not of sun or earth or world;

      Thought, time and death were absent from her grasp:

      She knew not self, forgotten was Savitri.

      All was the violent ocean of a will

      Where lived captive to an immense caress,

      Possessed in a supreme identity,

      Her aim, joy, origin, Satyavan alone.

      Her sovereign prisoned in her being’s core,

      He beat there like a rhythmic heart, – herself

      But different still, one loved, enveloped, clasped,

      A treasure saved from the collapse of space.

      Around him nameless, infinite she surged,

      Her spirit fulfilled in his spirit, rich with all Time,

      As if Love’s deathless moment had been found,

      A pearl within eternity’s white shell.

      Then out of the engulfing sea of trance

      Her mind rose drenched to light streaming with hues

      Of vision and, awake once more to Time,

      Returned to shape the lineaments of things

      And live in borders of the seen and known.

      Onward the three still moved in her soul-scene.

      As if pacing through fragments of a dream,

      She seemed to travel on, a visioned shape

      Imagining other musers like herself,

      By them imagined in their lonely sleep.

      Ungrasped, unreal, yet familiar, old,

      Like clefts of unsubstantial memory,

      Scenes often traversed, never lived in, fled

      Past her unheeding to forgotten goals.

      In voiceless regions they were travellers

      Alone in a new world where souls were not,

      But only living moods: a strange hushed weird

      Country was round them, strange far skies above,

      A doubting space where dreaming objects lived

      Within themselves their one unchanged idea.

      Weird were the grasses, weird the treeless plains;

      Weird ran the road which like fear hastening

      Towards that of which it has most terror, passed

      Phantasmal between pillared conscious rocks

      Sombre and high, gates brooding, whose stone thoughts

      Lost their huge sense beyond in giant night.

      Enigma of the Inconscient’s sculptural sleep,

      Symbols of the approach to darkness old

      And monuments of her titanic reign,

      Opening to depths like dumb appalling jaws

      That wait a traveller down a haunted path

      Attracted to a mystery that slays,

      They watched across her road, cruel and still;

      Sentinels they stood of dumb Necessity,

      Mute heads of vigilant and sullen gloom,

      Carved muzzle of a dim enormous world.

      Then, to that chill sere heavy line arrived

      Where his feet touched the shadowy marches’ brink,

      Turning arrested luminous Satyavan

      Looked back with his wonderful eyes at Savitri.

      But Death pealed forth his vast abysmal cry:

      “O mortal, turn back to thy transient kind;

      Aspire not to accompany Death to his home,

      As if thy breath could live where Time must die.

      Think not thy mind-born passion strength from heaven

      To uplift thy spirit from its earthly base

      And, breaking out from the material cage,

      To upbuoy thy feet of dream in groundless Nought

      And bear thee through the pathless infinite.

      Only in human limits man lives safe.

      Trust not in the unreal Lords of Time,

      Immortal deeming this image of thyself

      Which they have built on a Dream’s floating ground.

      Let not the dreadful goddess move thy soul

      To enlarge thy vehement trespass into worlds

      Where it shall perish like a helpless thought.

      Know the cold term-stones of thy hopes in life.

      Armed vainly with the Ideal’s borrowed might,

      Dare not to outstep man’s bound and measured force:

      Ignorant and stumbling, in brief boundaries pent,

      He crowns himself the world’s mock suzerain,

      Tormenting Nature with the works of Mind.

      O sleeper, dreaming of divinity,

      Wake trembling mid the indifferent silences

      In which thy few weak chords of being die.

      Impermanent creatures, sorrowful foam of Time,

      Your transient loves bind not the eternal gods.”

      The dread voice ebbed in the consenting hush

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