Rebel In A Small Town. Kristina Knight
Чтение книги онлайн.
Читать онлайн книгу Rebel In A Small Town - Kristina Knight страница 14
Название: Rebel In A Small Town
Автор: Kristina Knight
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Эротическая литература
Серия: Mills & Boon Superromance
isbn: 9781474070249
isbn:
“I was afraid,” she said. She hadn’t even told the therapist about her fear. That Gran would think badly of her, that this would be the thing that caused her family finally to turn away from her. She knew it was silly. Babies brought families together, at least in books and on television. In her specific case, though, babies made adults do crazy, irresponsible, unforgivable things.
Gran’s soft hand cupped her cheek, and her expression softened. “Butter Bean, what did you have to be afraid of?”
So many things. That she would ruin her life or James’s. That Gran wouldn’t understand.
“That I couldn’t do it. That I wasn’t made to be a mother. That you’d be disappointed.” She paused, ran her hand over Zeke’s baby-fine hair and said, “That I’d leave all the child-rearing in your more-than-capable hands.”
Gran clucked at that. “When have you ever left anything you really wanted for someone else to handle?”
“I’m so like them, like Samson and Maddie, though. I like traveling, I like living out of my suitcase, I like not being tied down—”
“I could never be disappointed in you. Worried for you, yes. Disappointed? Not in a million years.” Gran seemed to consider her next words carefully. “I love my son, but I stopped...trying to understand Samson a long time ago. And you are like him, but in all the good ways. You inherited his excitement for the unknown, his natural curiosity. He could never seem to find a balance, but you? Sweetheart, you travel for work, but you’ve worked for the same company since college. You might not live here or visit often enough for my liking, but you call every week. You remember birthdays and anniversaries. You are a responsible, kindhearted woman, and I’m proud that I had a hand in raising you.”
Mara smiled and leaned into Gran’s gentle touch. She closed her eyes and sighed. “I’m here now. Zeke and I are going to stop being afraid of things. We’re going to face everything head-on.”
Gran put her hand over her heart and her eyes glistened. “Zeke?” The word was a whisper in the quiet room.
Mara nodded. “I named him for Granddad. Ezekiel Tyler—”
The back door opened before she could say his last name, which was probably just as well. Until she got things hammered out between her and James, it was best to keep that to herself. She turned and saw her brother, looking tanned and relaxed, in the doorway.
Collin looked from Gran to Mara and the baby. He blinked and shook his head as if he couldn’t believe what he was seeing, and then stood a bit straighter. Collin tilted his head to the side as if considering all the options for a baby being in their kitchen.
“I guess you weren’t kidding when you said you had something to tell us,” he said. Collin put the ball cap he wore in the orchard on a peg in the mudroom, then continued into the kitchen. He grabbed a bottle of water from the refrigerator and took a long drink.
“Collin,” Gran began, but Mara stopped her.
“It’s okay. Yeah, pretty big news. Something I thought needed to be shared in person,” Mara said. Her voice shook only a little, and for that she was thankful. Gran was the first hurdle in her family; Collin would be the second and probably the biggest. She and he had been close until she became pregnant. “I have a son.”
“He doesn’t look like a newborn.”
Mara swallowed. “I know. I had some things... I needed to figure out a few things. Before I told you and Gran and Amanda.”
“And the things are figured out now?”
Mara opened her mouth to say yes, but she didn’t want to lie. “Mostly.”
“You’re okay?”
She nodded. “Good job, good health benefits.” Mara wasn’t sure what more she could tell either Gran or Collin without first talking to James. “And now I’m home.”
Collin put the water bottle down and crossed the room. He put his index finger under Zeke’s chin, and the little boy grinned at him. “He looks like Amanda did when she was a baby.”
“He has your grandfather’s chin,” Gran added. “And his name.”
Collin’s eyes widened, and Mara nodded. “I call him Zeke.”
“Hello, Zeke,” Collin said after a long moment. “I’m your uncle, Collin.”
Конец ознакомительного фрагмента.
Текст предоставлен ООО «ЛитРес».
Прочитайте эту книгу целиком, купив полную легальную версию на ЛитРес.
Безопасно оплатить книгу можно банковской картой Visa, MasterCard, Maestro, со счета мобильного телефона, с платежного терминала, в салоне МТС или Связной, через PayPal, WebMoney, Яндекс.Деньги, QIWI Кошелек, бонусными картами или другим удобным Вам способом.