Lady of Shame. Ann Lethbridge

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      ‘Are you ill?’ He crouched down and with strong competent hands worked at the knot. She could not help but stare at the handsome face so close to hers, so serious as he focused on the task at hand. Such a face might have modelled for an artist’s rendition of a Roman god of war. His fingers brushed the underside of her chin. Liquid fire ran through her veins. He glanced up, his eyes showing shock and awareness. His lips parted in a breathless sigh.

      For one long moment it was as if nothing else existed in the world but the two of them.

      Her skin tingled. Her body lit up from within.

      He jerked back, his hands falling away. He swallowed. ‘It is free now.’ He rose to his feet and backed up a few steps, gesturing to the table. ‘You will feel better after you eat.’

      Still shocked, she could only stare at him. How could she have responded to him in such a wanton way? Because he was handsome? Or because it was a long time since a man had shown her and Jane such kindness? In either case, it was not appropriate.

      ‘Soup sounds awfully good,’ Jane said wistfully.

      ‘No,’ Claire said, fighting to catch her breath. ‘I did not come here for food. Or work. I must speak with Mrs Stratton. Please tell her Lady Claire wishes to speak with her.’

      Confusion entered his dark eyes. Followed swiftly by comprehension.

      ‘Mademoiselle Agnes,’ he called out. ‘At once.’

      The girl popped her head back through the door. ‘I’m pouring the soup,’ she said. ‘Give a girl a minute.’

      ‘Never mind that. Fetch Mrs Stratton. Immédiatement.’

      ‘What? To see some vagabond?’ the girl said.

      Claire stiffened.

      The chef glowered. ‘Now.’

      The maid tossed her head. ‘First you want soup. Now you want the housekeeper. Make up your mind, can’t you?’ She scampered off.

      ‘Can’t we have soup?’ Jane asked.

      ‘Later,’ Claire said. She wasn’t going to let anyone see them begging for food as if they really were vagabonds. They would eat in the dining room, like Montagues.

      ‘I apologise for the mistake.’ He grimaced. ‘We were not expecting you, I think?’

      The apology gave her renewed hope. She offered him a smile. ‘It is my fault for coming to the scullery door.’

      As he gazed at her face, his eyes darkened, his lips formed a straight line. ‘Madame is generous.’ He had transformed from a man who seemed warm and caring to one whose back was rigid and whose attitude was formal and distant. A huge gap opened up between them and they were now in their proper places. Or perhaps he would not think so, once he knew her story.

      ‘Madame Stratton will be with you shortly,’ he murmured. ‘You will excuse me, I think?’

      Claire smiled her gratitude. ‘Thank you so much for your help.’

      ‘De rien. My pleasure.’ He bowed and left.

      Pro forma, of course, but her thanks had been heartfelt even if her responses to his touch had been distinctly strange.

      He had disappeared into the kitchen.

      A strategic retreat.

      Jane pressed a hand to her tummy. ‘I’m so hungry. Why did you say no to the soup? I can smell it.’

      So could Claire. The scent was aromatic and utterly tempting. She was hungry too. It had been a permanent state of affairs these past few months. Recalling the very formal arrangements for family dining at Castonbury Park, she anticipated it would be hours before dinner was served. ‘We will ask for some tea and biscuits,’ she said. ‘As soon as we are invited in.’ If they were invited in.

      Jane heaved a sigh, but folded her mittened hands in her lap and swung her legs back and forth.

      Claire reached out and squeezed the small hands in hers. ‘It won’t be long.’ She prayed she was right.

      At the sound of the tap of quick footsteps on the flags and the rustle of stiff skirts, Claire came to her feet, half fearful, half hopeful. Now she would know if she was welcome here or not.

      Despite the grey now mingled with the blonde hair neatly confined within her cap and the new wrinkles raying out from the corners of her friendly blue eyes, Claire recognised the housekeeper at once.

      The footman who had closed the front door in their faces only moments before peered over the housekeeper’s shoulder. ‘Saints, another one crawling out of the woodwork claiming to be a relative.’

      ‘Be quiet, Joe,’ Mrs Stratton said sharply. ‘Go back to your post at once.’

      The footman glowered, but stomped off.

      The housekeeper turned back to Claire, her kindly face showing surprise mingled with shock. No doubt she saw changes in Claire, too, but it was the shock of recognition and Claire felt a rush of relief.

      ‘Lady Claire. It is you.’ Genuine pleasure warmed the housekeeper’s voice as she dipped a curtsey. ‘And sent to the servants’ door too. I am so sorry about Joe. It is almost impossible to get good staff these days.’ This welcome was far warmer than she had ever dared hope.

      ‘It is Mrs Holte now,’ she said with a smile that felt stiff and awkward as her voice scraped against the hot hard lump that had formed in her throat. ‘I wasn’t sure you would remember my married name after all these years.’ If Mrs Stratton had heard it at all. The Montagues had cast her off the moment she had married. ‘It is good to see you again.’

      Jane tugged on her arm.

      She indicated the child. ‘Jane, this is Mrs Stratton.’ She smiled at the woman. ‘Jane is my daughter.’

      Mrs Stratton dipped her head. ‘Welcome, Miss Jane. Are you hungry after your journey?’

      ‘Yes, if you please,’ Jane said. She glowered at Claire. ‘We almost had soup.’

      Claire took her hand. ‘I would like to speak with my brother.’

      ‘I don’t believe His Grace is receiving today, but I will check. In the meantime, I will ask that tea be sent up to the small parlour.’ Her voice sounded a little strained. ‘I am sorry, but none of the other family members are in residence at the moment.’

      Not receiving? Would this visit of hers be for nothing, after all? ‘Is His Grace unwell?’

      ‘He has been not been himself for a while. Worse since Lord Edward’s death, I’m afraid. He rarely sees anyone.’ She pressed her lips together as if she wanted to say more, but thought it unwise. Claire knew the feeling. How often had she stifled her words in George’s presence for fear of saying the wrong thing?

      ‘I read of Lord Edward’s demise in the papers after Waterloo. СКАЧАТЬ