Lonergan's Secrets. Maureen Child

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СКАЧАТЬ her mother’s chest and turned big, watery blue eyes on Maggie and Sam. “I got a owie and it’s all blooding.”

      “Aw, baby,” Maggie cooed, stepping forward instinctively to smooth back the fringe of light blond hair on the little girl’s forehead. “You’ll be okay. Sam can fix it. You’ll see.”

      She looked at Sam, mouth quivering. “Does it gonna hurt?”

      Sam’s mouth worked. He scraped one hand across his face and then said gruffly, “You should take her into town. She’ll need a tetanus shot.”

      “No shots, Mommy!” The wail lifted the hairs at the back of Maggie’s neck, and she winced as the child’s voice hit decibels only dogs should have been able to hear.

      Susan, though, ignored her child’s distress and focused on reaching the doctor still staring at her. “We can take care of that later. She’s hurt. She needs help now.”

      Maggie sensed his hesitation and wondered at it. She could see Sam leaning toward the girl, instinctively moving to help, but there was a distance in his eyes he couldn’t hide.

      “Fine,” he said abruptly, and though a sense of detachment still remained in his eyes, he reached out both arms for the little girl. “Maggie,” he said quickly as he examined the slice across the child’s forearm, “go upstairs. There’s a medical bag in my room.”

      “Right.” She left the kitchen at a dead run and was back downstairs again a moment or two later.

      He had the little girl sitting on the counter beside a now-empty sink while he carefully held her small arm under a stream of water from the faucet.

      “It’s still blooding,” Katie cried, kicking her heels against the wood cupboards beneath the counter.

      Sam smiled at her. “That’s because you have smart blood.”

      “I do?” She sniffled, wiped her red eyes with her free hand and stared at him.

      “Yep. Your blood’s cleaning your cut for us. Very smart blood.”

      “Mommy,” she said, delighted to know how intelligent her body was, “I’m smart.”

      “You bet, baby girl,” Susan said, watching every move Sam made.

      “Here’s your bag.” Maggie stepped up close and set the bag down beside the little girl. Then she lifted one hand to smooth silky-soft hair off the child’s cheeks.

      She watched Sam, impressed and touched by his gentleness with the little girl. She’d been around him for three days now and this was the first time she’d gotten a glimpse of his heart.

      “Thanks,” Sam said and pulled a paper towel off the roll, gently patting the cut dry. “Katie, you just sit right here for a second and we’ll fix it all up.”

      “‘Kay.”

      He delved into the bag, pulled out a small package and opened it up. “These are butterfly bandages,” he said as he pulled the backing off the tiny adhesive patches.

      “Butterflies?” More curious now than afraid, Katie watched him as he pulled the skin of her wound together and carefully applied the bandages.

      His fingers smoothed over the edges of the bandages, carefully making sure they weren’t too tight, weren’t pulling too closely. Then he lifted his gaze to hers and smiled into her watery eyes. “All finished,” Sam said. “You were very brave.”

      “And smart,” she added with a sharp nod of her head that sent a tiny pink barrette sliding toward her forehead.

      “Oh,” Sam said despite the warning twinge of danger inside him, “very smart.”

      She flashed him a smile that slammed into him like a sledgehammer, and Sam had to remind himself to emotionally back up. It was the little ones that always got to him. The helpless ones. The ones with tears in their eyes and blind trust in their hearts.

      At that thought, he straightened up, lifted her down from the counter and set her onto her feet. Then he closed his bag and glanced at the child’s mother. “She’ll be fine. But you should still get her in to Doc Evans for that tetanus—” He broke off with a glance at the girl, then finished lamely, “For the other thing I talked about earlier.”

      “I will,” she promised, gathering up her daughter and holding her close. “And thank you. Seriously.”

      “It wasn’t bad,” Sam assured her, uncomfortable with the admiring stares of both Susan and Maggie.

      “She’s my baby,” the woman said, hugging the girl tightly. “Which means, everything is serious to me.”

      “I understand.” And he did. All too well. Which was exactly why he needed the emotional distance that was, at the moment, eluding him.

      When they were gone, Katie waving a final goodbye from the safety of her mother’s arms, Sam felt Maggie’s curiosity simmering in the air.

      “You’re very good with children,” she said.

      He forced himself to glance at her and saw the shine of interest in her eyes. Ordinarily having a woman like Maggie look at him like that would be a good thing. But not now. Not when they’d be in close quarters for the summer. Not when he’d be leaving in three months and she’d dug her own roots deep into the Lonergan ranch.

      “I almost never bite,” he said, choosing to make a joke out of her observation.

      She tipped her head to one side and studied him. “Jeremiah told me that you work with Doctors Without Borders.”

      “Sometimes,” he said, trying to head her off at the pass before she started making what he did into some kind of heroics.

      “And,” she continued, “he said when you’re not doing that, you work in hospital E.R.s around the country.”

      True. He kept on the move. Never staying in one place long enough to care about the people he treated. Never making the kind of connection that could only lead to pain somewhere along the line.

      Frowning, Sam only said, “Jeremiah talks too much.”

      “What I don’t understand,” she said softly, keeping his attention despite the voice inside telling him to leave the room, “is why someone like you doesn’t want to settle down in one place. Build a practice.”

      His chest tightened and his lungs felt as though they were being squeezed by a cold, invisible fist. Of course she didn’t understand. The woman had been at the ranch less than two years and she’d already put her stamp on the place.

      Little touches—flowers, candles—decorated the big rooms. The house always smelled of lemon oil, and every stick of furniture in the place gleamed from her careful attention. She’d nested. Put down roots here in the land that had nurtured him in his youth. Of course she couldn’t comprehend why he wouldn’t want the same things.

      And if things had been different, he probably would have. But he’d learned early that loving, caring, only meant that you could be hurt, torn apart inside by a whim of fate. СКАЧАТЬ