The More Mavericks, The Merrier!. Brenda Harlen

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СКАЧАТЬ she’d decided that she was going to do everything in her power to ensure that their first Christmas was a truly memorable one. That was why she’d come up with a list of suggested activities to introduce HJK—as Jamie affectionately referred to his children—to some yuletide traditions and get everyone in the holiday spirit.

      Unfortunately, she knew that she would face an obstacle in their father. It was Jamie’s first Christmas without his wife, and she understood it wouldn’t be an easy one for him. She also believed that it wouldn’t help him or his children to dwell on what they’d lost.

      “But you will remember,” Fallon told him. “And when they look back on the pictures you take over the holiday season, they’ll see that you made it a wonderful one for them.”

      “I don’t know—”

      “Fallon’s right,” Bella interjected, reaching across the table to touch her brother’s hand. “You need to do something special—for all of you. It’s your first Christmas as a father—”

      “And a widower,” he pointed out.

      “As a father,” she said again, determined to emphasize the positive. “And that’s a cause for celebration.”

      He glanced at the list again, his thick brows drawing together. “First Christmas photo with Santa? Am I supposed to ask the fat guy to pose with HJK after he squeezes down the chimney on Christmas Eve?”

      “No,” Fallon said, with what she thought was incredible patience. “You’re supposed to take them to the mall in Kalispell.”

      He was shaking his head before she even finished speaking. “I don’t do malls and I don’t have the time—or the inclination—to bundle up three babies, strap their screaming, squirming bodies into car seats, and trek into the city to stand in line with dozens of other harried parents for a photo op with a phony Kris Kringle.”

      “Well, the real one is kind of busy at the North Pole this time of year,” she shot back, deadpan. “And you need to make the time and fake the inclination if necessary, because this is important.”

      “To whom?” he countered.

      “To me,” Bella interjected, obviously attempting to play peacemaker. “I’d love a picture of my niece and nephews with Santa.”

      “Then you can take them,” Jamie told her.

      Fallon drew in a slow, deep breath and mentally counted to ten. It wouldn’t help the situation if she lost her temper, but she was so frustrated with him—and for him. She knew he was grieving, but she also knew he loved his babies and, when he finally stopped grieving, he would regret the opportunities he’d missed. She wasn’t going to let him have regrets.

      “We’ll put that one aside for now,” she finally relented. “The outfits I’ve ordered haven’t come in yet, anyway.”

      His frown was back again. “You ordered outfits?”

      “Wait until you see them. They’re the—”

      “I don’t want to see them,” he told her. “I want you to send them back. I can afford to buy clothes for my kids. I don’t need your charity.”

      Fallon sighed. “It’s not charity. It’s a gift.”

      “And very thoughtful,” Bella interjected again, with a pointed look at her brother.

      Jamie sighed. “Bella’s right. I’m sorry.”

      “Prove it,” she said.

      His brows lifted. “How am I supposed to prove it?”

      “By agreeing to fulfill the requirements of my list.”

      “I’m not that sorry.” He pushed the paper away from him.

      She shoved it at him again.

      With a sigh, he reached out to take it, his fingertips brushing against hers in the transfer. Little sparks skipped through her veins in response to the brief contact.

      She glanced up, to see if he’d experienced any kind of reaction. His gaze remained focused on the page, his expression neutral.

      “I have no objection to a tree,” he finally conceded.

      Fallon ignored her own disappointment. “Great,” she said. “We’ll bundle the kids up this afternoon, take them in the sleigh out to the woods and find an appropriate specimen.”

      “That’s a wonderful idea,” Bella agreed.

      Jamie frowned. “This afternoon? What’s the hurry? It’s only the first day of December.”

      “A tree is the most obvious symbol of Christmas,” Fallon pointed out reasonably. “Having one in the house will help you get into the spirit of the season.”

      Nothing in his expression hinted at the tiniest bit of holiday spirit, but he shrugged. “Fine. Whatever. If you want to take the kids out and chop down a tree, I’ll see if one of the kids from next door is available to help you drag it back.”

      “Uh-uh,” Fallon said, shaking her head. “I’m not taking the kids out to chop down a tree—we are.”

      “I don’t have time—”

      “Make time,” she said, interrupting his familiar refrain.

      He frowned. “When did you get to be so bossy?”

      “She’s always been bossy,” Bella chimed in. “I don’t know how it’s possible that you’ve known her for more than twenty years and not known that.”

      But Fallon wasn’t surprised that he hadn’t noticed her ability to take charge and assert herself when the situation warranted. There were a lot of things that Jamie had never noticed about her. Most notably the Montana-sized crush she’d had on him since she was a girl experiencing the first stirring of adolescent hormones.

      And while a part of her was grateful that he’d never discovered her feelings for him, another part continued to be frustrated that he’d always viewed her as his kid sister’s friend. Sure, over the years they’d developed a friendship of their own outside of their mutual connection to Bella, but Jamie had only ever seen her as a pal to hang out with and an occasional confidante.

      She was the only person he’d shared his anger and frustration with when he’d discovered that his wife had secretly been taking birth control while he’d thought they were trying to get pregnant. Of course, when Paula finally had conceived, Jamie had shared the good news with everyone in Rust Creek Falls. He’d been so thrilled, he’d practically shouted it from the rooftops. But he’d subsequently admitted to Fallon that Paula wasn’t nearly as excited about having a baby as he was—and even less so when they learned that she would have three of them.

      “I thought you were the bossy one,” Jamie responded to his sister’s comment while his speculative gaze lingered on Fallon.

      “I’m not bossy,” she denied.

      His lips twitched. “Of course not. And now, I really СКАЧАТЬ