A Bravo Christmas Reunion. Christine Rimmer

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      No matter his total rejection of her when she’d told him she loved him, he’d deserved to know. No matter that when she dared to suggest he might think again about them getting married, he’d given her a flat, unconditional no—and then, when she hinted they ought to break up, since they were clearly going nowhere, he’d agreed that was probably for the best.

      No matter. None of it. She should have told him when she left him that he was going to be a dad. If she’d told him then, she wouldn’t be looking across her sister’s coffee table at him now, seeing the stunned bewilderment in his usually piercing green eyes, and totally hating herself.

      She broke the grim silence that hovered like a gray cloud in her sister’s living room. “Okay. I messed up. I know it.” She glanced down at the envelope. “This is no way to find out you’re a dad. I can’t believe I was going to do this. I…” She dared to glance up at him. Not moving. Was he even breathing? She pleaded, “Oh, Marcus. I wish you could understand. After how it ended with us, I just didn’t know how to break it to you. This was the only way I could make sure I wouldn’t chicken out and never get around to telling you.”

      Marcus stood.

      She gulped. “Um. Are we going?”

      “Oh, yeah. We’re going.”

      Hayley slid the envelope into her purse as he turned and headed for the door. Without a backward glance, he went through the arch to the entrance hallway. She pushed herself upright as she heard the front door open—and then shut, a way-too-final sound.

      Kelly sent her a look. “Oh, boy. He’s mad.”

      “Maybe he’ll just leave without me….” She almost wished that he would.

      “I don’t like this. You sure you’re going to be okay with him?”

      She gave her sister a game smile. “I’ll be fine. Really.”

      Kelly stepped close and caught her hand. “Call me. If you need me…”

      “I will. I promise.”

      “I’m here. You know that.”

      “I do. I’m glad….”

      With a final, reassuring squeeze, Kelly released her.

      Outside, Marcus was waiting behind the wheel with the engine running. He stared straight ahead. Hayley got in, stretched the seat belt long to fit over her tummy and hooked it.

      Without once glancing in her direction, he backed from the driveway and off they went.

      The short ride back to her place was awful. She tried not to squirm in her seat as she wondered if he’d ever look at her again—let alone actually speak.

      At her apartment complex, he followed her wordlessly through the iron gate, across the central courtyard and up the steps to her door. She stuck her key in the lock and pushed the door wide.

      He took her arm as she moved to enter. “The letter,” he said.

      “I…what?”

      “Give me my letter.”

      “But there’s nothing in it you don’t know now and I don’t see why—”

      “You don’t want me to read it.” It was an accusation.

      “I didn’t say—”

      “The letter,” he repeated. He was looking at her now. Straight at her. She knew that look from two years of working for him, of falling hopelessly and ever-more-totally in love with him. When Marcus got that look, it meant he wouldn’t stop until he had what he wanted. She might as well give in now. Because in the end, he would get the damn letter.

      “All right,” she said, as if she’d actually made a choice. She took the letter from her purse and handed it over.

      He let go of her arm, but then instantly threatened, “Don’t even imagine you can run away again.”

      She felt the angry heat as it flooded her cheeks. “What are you talking about? I left—you, my job and Seattle. I didn’t run away. And I certainly am not going anywhere now. This is my home. Especially now that I’ve found my family here.”

      “Just don’t. Because I’ll find you. You know I will.”

      She did know. But so what? She had zero intention of running off, so his point was totally moot. “I like it here,” she insisted, hoping it might get through this time. “I’m going nowhere.” She wrapped her arms around herself against the night chill and cast a longing glance toward the warmth and light beyond the threshold. “Are you coming in?”

      “Not now,” he replied, so imperious he set her teeth on edge. He spoke at her more than to her and he stared over her shoulder instead of meeting her eyes. She wondered as she’d wondered a thousand times, why, of all the men in all the world, had she gone and given her heart to Marcus Reid?

      Probably her upbringing—or lack of one. Her mother had put her in the foster care system when she was a baby. And her father, the notorious kidnapper, murderer and serial husband, Blake Bravo? He’d been long gone by the time Hayley was born. Unavailable. That was the word for dear old dad. Unavailable in the most thorough sense of the word.

      Which, she supposed, made it not the least surprising that she’d chosen an emotionally unavailable man to love.

      “All right, then,” she said. “Since you won’t come in, good night.” She started to turn toward the haven of her apartment.

      But then he muttered distractedly, “I need to think. Then we’ll talk.”

      She faced him once more. “That’s fine with me.” Though what, exactly, they would talk about was beyond her. What more was there to say? Not much. Not until after the baby was born, when they could discuss fun topics like custody and child support.

      Oh, God. She dreaded all that. And she’d been avoiding facing what she dreaded.

      Because she understood Marcus well enough to know that he’d never turn his back on his child. Even though he’d always insisted he didn’t want children, now he was actually having one, everything would change. He was going to be responsible for a child. And Marcus Reid took his responsibilities with absolute seriousness.

      He left at last. She went inside and shut the door and ordered her pulse to stop racing, her heart to stop bouncing around under her breastbone.

      Marcus knew her secret now. Getting all worked up over the situation wasn’t going to make him go away.

      Chapter Three

      Marcus,

      I don’t know where to start. So I guess I’ll just put it right out there. If you’re reading this it’s because you’re a father. I’ve just had your baby and this letter has been mailed to you because СКАЧАТЬ