Little Christmas Miracles. Barbara Hannay

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      “No, honey, they’re not,” Molly said, reaching out and holding him in her arms. Comfort like this was all she could give Toby, though she ached to take away his pain. Still, she knew it helped to talk about the deceased; that was what everyone had told her. And they were right. Talking about them somehow kept them alive, at least in one’s memory. “What did you get your mommy?” she asked him.

      “Some perfume,” Toby whispered. “I couldn’t really afford it,” he said, pausing to swallow the tears, “but Daddy said he’d help me ’cause Mommy really, really wanted it.”

      “I’m sure she would’ve loved it, baby.”

      “I—I know.” He lay quietly in her arms, the excitement of Christmas lost in his memories of his life in Florida. “Molly, did they die because I wasn’t a good enough boy?” he asked anxiously.

      Molly hugged him more tightly against her. “Absolutely not. You’re a very good boy. It was because someone in another car didn’t drive safely. And God gave you your uncle and grandma to make up for losing your parents.”

      Toby sniffled but said nothing. Molly, her head resting on his soft hair, said, “Did you hear me, Toby? It’s important that you know that. It wasn’t your fault.”

      “Okay,” he said with a sigh, turning his face into her sweater.

      “You’re not putting tears on my sweater, are you, Toby?” she asked, trying to put a teasing note in her voice.

      “I’m sorry,” he said, swiftly moving away from her.

      “Oh, sweetheart, I was just teasing. I have other sweaters. I was hoping to make you laugh a little.” She stroked his head and wiped away some tears with her fingers.

      “I’ve been trying to be happy for Grandma. She likes it when I smile for her.”

      “I know she does, and that’s very brave of you. But when it’s just the two of us, you can cry if you want to. I’ll understand.”

      “Thank you,” he said softly and resumed his place against her. “I like the new ornaments we bought, but I wish I had the ornaments from our tree. Mommy helped me pick them out. There was one that had all three of us in a picture frame. And one of me when I was a baby. It was my first Christmas, but I can’t remember it.”

      “I bet you were cute!” Molly said with a chuckle.

      “Did you have an ornament like that?”

      Molly squeezed him a little tighter. “Yes, I think I did, but—but it gets hard to remember.”

      “I don’t ever want to forget Mommy and Daddy!”

      “I don’t think you ever will, sweetie. You’re a little older than I was and you have that great picture of the three of you.”

      “Yeah. Daddy threatened to tickle me if I didn’t smile at the camera. I wanted to go see Santa instead of having a picture taken. But now I’m glad I did.”

      “Me, too,” Molly said and kissed him on top of his head. “Well, now I need to finish wrapping things so I can put everything away. And if you didn’t like my ideas for presents, you can think of something else to get Uncle Richard and your grandma.”

      “Yeah, I need to think.” He left her arms and wandered back into his room.

      A few minutes later he ran back in. “We can get Richard a football!”

      “Hmm, a football. He told you he likes to play football?”

      “No, but I’m sure he would.”

      “And with whom would he play football?”

      “I’ll play with him!” Toby said in an excited voice.

      “I see. You see, Toby, the art of gift giving is to get the person something he or she wants. Not something you want.”

      “Oh.”

      “Want to try again?”

      “Yeah,” he said, sounding discouraged.

      Molly began wrapping the presents she bought that day for Elizabeth, Richard and Toby. They were inexpensive gifts, in hopes that they would enjoy them without feeling the necessity to reciprocate.

      Toby wandered back in. “What are you doing?”

      “I’m wrapping presents.”

      “Are any of them for me?”

      “Maybe one or two,” she told him with a big smile.

      “Can I shake them?”

      She handed him a box she’d already wrapped. He shook it diligently.

      “It doesn’t make any noise!” he complained.

      “I never said it did,” Molly said, grinning.

      “Do I have any others?”

      “Yes, but they aren’t wrapped yet.”

      “Can I take them downstairs to put under the tree when you get finished?”

      “No, sweetie. I’ll take them down the night before Christmas. If I take them down early, Richard and Elizabeth might think I’m hoping they’ll get me something. That’s not why I bought the presents.”

      “Oh. Will they think that if I buy them something?”

      “You’re supposed to buy them presents. They’re your family now.”

      Toby nodded as he digested the information. Then he looked her straight in the eye as he said, “You know what, Molly? I wish you were my family, too.”

      Molly had to look away, afraid he’d see the tears glisten in her eyes. When she looked up, Toby was gone.

      She never got the chance to tell him she wished so, too.

      Chapter Six

      RICHARD made arrangements with his friend to pick up a Lab puppy for Toby on Christmas Eve. He hadn’t asked his mother if they wanted a male or a female, so he’d chosen a male.

      When Louisa knocked on his door to tell him dinner was served, he followed her into the dining room to discover the other three already at the table.

      “You must all be hungry,” he said with a smile as he joined them.

      “Yes, we are,” Elizabeth said. “Toby and I napped through our snack today. How about you, Molly?”

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