Christmas with a SEAL. Tawny Weber
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Название: Christmas with a SEAL
Автор: Tawny Weber
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Контркультура
Серия: Uniformly Hot!
isbn: 9781472047403
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After he’d proved that he could hold his own with any water god, Phillip had wrapped her in a towel and carried her to the bed. She’d almost come again when he’d gently dried the water from every inch of her body.
He’d followed that up by toasting her with the champagne a few dozen times.
And then he’d blown her mind.
Instead of initiating any form of sex, he’d climbed in beside her, wrapped her in his arms and simply, silently, cuddled her.
She was terrified.
She tried to count her breaths to calm herself, but every time she did, she started hyperventilating.
So she counted Phillip’s breaths instead. In and out, in and out, until they deepened, slowed. Until he was asleep.
She relaxed then, but just a tiny bit.
Now, instead of his breath, she counted all of the stupid things she’d done tonight instead.
One, she’d totally forgotten her goal—to live out her fantasy. Actually, she’d forgotten everything. Fantasy, reason, logic, her own name.
Stupid.
Two, she’d gotten emotionally involved. She knew better. Phillip Banks was an incredible fantasy, but he wasn’t her kind of guy. Or more to the point, she wasn’t his kind of girl. She didn’t do fancy; she wasn’t upscale. The only time she’d been to a country club was when she and her friends had hopped the fence to chase an escaped cat.
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
Three, instead of focusing on the sensations, letting the sexual nirvana fill her creative well, all she’d been able to do about was think about him. Worry about him. All of her focus had been on trying to heal that hurt in his eyes.
Crazy.
One more round of mind-blowing sex and she’d have handed him her heart, offered to give up her dreams and, worse, begged him to call her sometime.
None of which he wanted.
Nor did she, dammit. No matter what she felt like right now.
Ever so carefully, not even breathing in case it woke him, Frankie slipped out from under Phillip’s arm and rolled off the bed.
Once on her feet, she froze, staring at him to make sure he was still asleep.
Then slowly, an inch at a time to avoid jangling any of the metal disks, she pulled her dress on. Her eyes never left Phillip’s sleeping form as she felt around in the dark for her shoes. She checked the hidden zippered pocket, assuring herself that her key card was still there.
She needed to leave. Now, before he woke up.
But she couldn’t bring herself to.
Knowing she was taking a huge risk, she tiptoed on bare feet to the edge of the bed. Just to look at him one last time. Even in sleep, he didn’t look peaceful.
He looked like a warrior, reliving battles in his dreams.
Her heart ached, curiosity screaming to know what had hurt him so badly.
She told herself it didn’t matter.
He would never tell her.
Besides, she didn’t do rescues.
Especially not ones that would break her heart.
Moisture, salty and warm, slipped into the corner of her mouth as she stared down at him.
She wiped her hand over her cheek, realizing it was covered in tears.
She had to get out of there.
With one last look, she reached out as if to touch his cheek, but didn’t let herself get that close. Instead, she forced herself to leave. Frankie opened the heavy door carefully, wincing as light from the corridor slanted into the room, temporarily blinding her.
Blinking against it and the tears still burning her eyes, she glanced back once, then carefully closed the door behind her.
Her shoes dangling from her fingers, Frankie leaned her back against it and closed her eyes. She took a deep breath through her nose.
Phillip had been right.
This had been crazy.
The only saving grace was the fact that she was sure she’d never see him again.
And maybe, eventually, she’d convince herself that was a good thing.
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