Wilder Hearts. Karen Rose Smith

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СКАЧАТЬ watched as Simone snagged the receiver and answered on the second ring.

      “Hello?” The furrow in her brow grew deeper. “Yes, it is.”

      He wasn’t sure what was going on, but he listened to her side of the conversation. It obviously wasn’t a wrong number, but who the hell called people after eleven o’clock at night?

      “That’s too bad. No, I didn’t know.” She raked a hand through her hair, as though forgetting she wore it held back in a clip. Then she stood. “Would you please give me your number. I’d like to have it in case I need to speak to you later.”

      She made her way to the small rolltop desk against the wall and pulled out the top drawer. She fumbled inside until she withdrew a notepad and pen. Then she made a note.

      “Thank you. I’ll…uh…call her first thing in the morning.”

      Mike tensed, his senses on alert. Just from listening to Simone’s side of the conversation, the news sounded serious.

      She cleared her throat. “Yes, well…I don’t know why she didn’t call me, either.”

      When she hung up the phone, she remained standing, her back to him. She’d always carried herself with strength and pride, but her shoulders slumped and she blew out a heavy sigh.

      Mike put down his glass and made his way toward her. “Is everything okay, honey?”

      Damn, there went the endearment again. But this time, he wasn’t sorry he’d let it slip out. Not when he sensed she needed some tenderness.

      “I…uh…yeah. I’m fine.” She turned to him, her eyes red and welling with tears. “It’s just…well, my mom found a lump in her breast last week. But for some reason, she didn’t want to bother me with the news. That was a friend of hers who took it upon herself to call and let me know. She figured, even if my mom and I weren’t close, that I was a nurse and could answer some of her questions and put her at ease.”

      Mike slid his arms around her, and she leaned into his embrace, resting her head against his chest.

      He held her for a while, providing her with all he had to offer. His sympathy, his heart.

      Finally, as she drew away, her gaze caught his, and he saw the pain inside. The grief.

      What did one say to a woman who’d just learned of her mother’s frightening discovery?

      “That’s just like my mom,” Simone said, tears spilling from her eyes.

      “What do you mean?”

      She wiped the moisture from her cheeks and sniffed. “Needless to say, I’m concerned about her health and sorry she’s struggling with all that lump could mean, but this is the kind of thing a mother should share with her daughter, whether she’s a nurse or not. And it hurts to be reminded of just how lousy our relationship is. Especially if her condition proves to be life-threatening and I stand to lose her without ever having the kind of bond other mothers and daughters have.”

      Mike didn’t know what to say, what to do. He couldn’t get a handle on how a woman might feel upon finding a lump in her breast. Nor did he have any idea what that woman’s daughter might be going through.

      He figured they’d both be scared, anxious.

      A simple, well-meant “I’m sorry” slid out. Yet it seemed so…inadequate.

      “I’m sorry, too. And not just because of the news. I’m used to having my mom shut me out. She’s been doing that to me for years. But I got the feeling that her friend thought I was too busy to be bothered. And that’s simply not true.”

      “I know it isn’t.” If anyone had a heart for a person who was ill or hurting, it was Simone. And Mike was sorry that she and her mom were not close.

      Maybe, in its own way, a diagnosis like this might draw the two of them together again. He hoped so; he couldn’t imagine what his life would be like without the love and support of his family.

      A shank of glossy hair had fallen from the clip Simone wore; now the strands hung along her cheek. Mike brushed them aside. “If you need anything, if your mom needs anything, you can count on me for help.”

      “Thanks.”

      “That’s what friends…and lovers are for.” As he brushed a kiss across her forehead, she gripped his waist as though hanging on to him, to everything his offer held.

      When her lips parted, tempting him to place his mouth on hers, he was lost in a whirl of desire. He half expected her to push him away, but she slipped her arms around his neck and drew him closer instead.

      It had been so long…

      Too long.

      The kiss deepened, and their tongues mated, sweeping and swirling in sleek, hot need. He couldn’t get enough of her taste, of her touch, of her scent. And he held her tight, yearning to make them one.

      Still, he wouldn’t push. Wouldn’t make the first move toward the bedroom. He’d been serious when he’d vowed that the next time they made love it would be at Simone’s invitation, and she wouldn’t need even a drop of alcohol to influence her decision.

      As his hormones pumped, as his blood pounded in need, he reined in his desire to the point he thought he might die. And when she placed her hands on his chest and pushed him away, he thought he surely would.

      “I’m sorry, Mike. But I can’t. I just can’t do this.”

      Oh, she could. And she had. But he knew better than to argue.

      She unclipped the barrette in her hair, then combed her fingers through the strands. “I’m not the kind of woman who wants or needs a man in my life.”

      “You may not want one. But you definitely need one.” And Mike was the man she needed most.

      His suspicion that she’d been hurt in the past only deepened now.

      She strode back to the coffee table and picked at a clump of grapes he’d placed next to the slices of cheese. “In the three or so years you’ve known me, how many times have you seen me with a man—romantically speaking? How many times have I actually gone out on a date?”

      “That’s not healthy,” he said.

      “I’m not very good at relationships, so it’s easier this way.”

      He couldn’t buy that. Still, it had been five or six weeks since the two of them had slept together. But he had no idea how long it had been for her prior to that.

      Too long, he suspected. The last guy she’d been involved with must have done a real number on her self-esteem.

      “Can’t you be content to let us just be friends?”

      God only knew how long he could keep this up. His hope was that she’d give in to her true feelings before he grew tired of waiting.

      Damn. He was only human.

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