Wedding Vows: With This Ring. Barbara Hannay

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      Yes, she had decided she needed to be true to herself, but this place she was going to now was a part of herself unexplored.

      He was her boss, she told herself. In her eagerness to reach him, to draw him into the warmth of her world, she had crossed some line.

      How did you get back to normal after something like that?

      How did you go back to the office after that? How did you keep your head? How did you not be a complete pushover?

      “Dior,” Peggy whispered, interrupting her thoughts. “I’ve been saving that dress for Prom Dreams. Do you want to see the poster I’m sending out to the schools to advertise the Prom Dreams evening? It just came in.”

      Molly slid Houston a look. Whatever softening had happened a moment ago was gone. He was watching her, coolly waiting for her to do what she needed to do.

      But she couldn’t.

      The mention of the probably defunct Prom Dreams should have helped Molly rally her badly sagging defenses, make her forget this nonsense about bringing him out of his lonely world, showing him the meaning of soul.

      It was just too dangerous a game she was playing.

      On the other hand, she could probably trust him to do what she could not! To herd things back over the line to proper, to put up the walls between them.

      Outside he said to her, no doubt about who was the boss now, “Why didn’t you tell her Prom Dreams has been canceled?”

      He said it coolly, the remoteness back in his eyes.

      She recognized this was his pattern. Show something of himself, appeal to his emotion, like at the garden, and then he would back away from it. There he had tried to hide behind the threat of a parking lot.

      This time by bringing up the sore point of Prom Dreams.

      He knew, just as she did, that it was safer for them to argue than to chase each other with worms, to dance down dusty aisles.

      But despite the fact she knew she should balance caution with this newly awakened sense of adventure, she felt unusually brave, as if she never had to play it safe again. Of course, the formidable obstacle of his will was probably going to keep her very safe whether she wanted to be or not!

      She tilted her chin at him. “Why didn’t you?”

      “I guess I wanted to see if you could do it.”

      “I can. I will if I have to. But not yet. I’m hoping for a miracle,” she admitted. Because that was who she was. A girl who could look at herself in a wedding dress, even after her own dreams had been shattered, even in the face of much evidence to the contrary, a girl who could still hope for the best, hope for the miracle of love to fix everything.

       And for a moment, when his guard had gone down, dancing with him, she had believed maybe she would get her miracle after all…

      “A miracle,” he said with a sad shake of his head. He went and opened the car door for her, and drove back to Second Chances in silence as if somehow she had disappointed him and not the other way around.

      A miracle, he thought. If people could really call down such a thing, surely they would not waste that power on a prom dress. Cure world hunger. Or cancer. He was annoyed at Molly.

      For not doing as he had asked her—a thinly veiled order really—and canceling Prom Dreams, at least she should have told that girl to get ready for the cancellation of it.

      But more, for wheedling past his defenses. He had better things to be doing than dancing with her in a shabby store in Greenwich Village.

      It was the type of experience that might make a man who knew better hope for a miracle.

      But hadn’t he hoped for that once?

      The memory leaped over a wall that seemed to have chinks out of it that it had not had yesterday.

      It was his birthday. He was about to turn fifteen. He’d been at Beebee’s for months. He was living a life he could never have even dreamed for himself.

      He had his own room. He had his own TV. He had his own bathroom. He had nice clothes.

      And the miracle he was praying for was for his mother to call. Under that grand four-poster bed was a plain plastic bag, with everything he had owned when he came here packed in it.

      Ready to go. In case his mother called. And wanted him back.

      That was the miracle he had prayed for that had never come.

      “I don’t believe in miracles,” he said to Molly, probably way more curtly than was necessary.

      “That’s too bad,” she said sympathetically, forgiving his curtness, missing his point entirely that there was no room in the business world for dreamers. “That’s really too bad.

      “Why don’t we call it a day?” she said brightly. “Tomorrow I’ll take you to Sunshine and Lollipops, our preschool program. It’s designed to assist working poor mothers, most of them single parents.”

      Houston Whitford contemplated that. Despite the professionalism of her delivery, he knew darn well what she was up to. She was taking down the bricks around his carefully compartmentalized world. She was getting to him. And she knew it. She knew it after he had chased her in the garden with that worm, danced with her.

      She was having quite an impact on his legendary discipline and now she was going to try to hit him in his emotional epicenter to get her programs approved. Who could resist preschoolers, after all?

      Me, he thought. She was going to try to win him over to her point of view by going for the heart instead of the head. It was very much the romantic versus the realist.

      But the truth was Houston was not the least sentimental about children. Or anything else. And yet even as he told himself that, he was aware of a feeling that he was a warrior going into battle on a completely unknown field, against a completely unknown enemy. Well, not completely. He knew what a powerful weapon her hair was on his beleaguered male senses. The touch of her skin. Now he could add dancing with her to the list of weapons in the arsenal she was so cheerfully using against him.

      He rethought his plan to walk right into his fear. He might need a little time to regroup.

      “Something has come up for tomorrow,” he said. It was called sanity.

      “You promised me two days,” she reminded him. “I assume you are a man of honor.”

      More use of her arsenal. Challenging his honor.

      “I didn’t say consecutively.”

      She lifted an eyebrow, knowing the effect she was having on him, knowing she was chiseling away at his defenses.

      “Friday?” he asked her.

      “Friday it is.”

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