Last Chance Rebel. Maisey Yates

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СКАЧАТЬ it was. Protecting the part of the world that she had carved out for herself was the most important thing. Her home, her shop. And dammit all, her pride. She hated that she had accepted handouts from him without knowing it. She just needed to... Well, much like she needed to wipe her brain clean at the end of the day, she felt like she needed to wipe the slate too. Or she would never be free of it.

      It would loom. And so would he. The monster she would never be able to vanquish.

      She was here. She was vanquishing.

      The door opened again, and this time, thankfully, he was wearing a tight black T-shirt and a black coat. “All right,” he said, “come this way.”

      She followed him down the steps, down along a dirt road that led around back of the house. She wasn’t really sure if she was supposed to make conversation with him. Then, she decided she really shouldn’t care what she was supposed to do. There wasn’t a protocol for the situation. And it wasn’t on her to make him comfortable.

      Of course, it would be nice if she could make herself comfortable, but that might be a step too ambitious.

      “The horses are down this way,” he said, gesturing toward a stable that was clearly visible. “If you wouldn’t mind feeding them and taking care of the stalls, that would be helpful.”

      “I’d like to come by in the evenings and ride too,” she said. “To make sure that they’re getting some exercise.”

      “How often do you work your store?”

      “Five days a week,” she said.

      “And you want to come here every day and do some work?”

      “I was working in the store seven days a week until recently. The fact that I get time off at all is kind of a strange new situation.”

      “It seems like a lot.”

      “Are you concerned for my well-being?” If he said yes, she was going to kill him.

      “No,” he responded, hard and fast. “Just don’t want you to drop dead on my property.”

      “Your concern is touching. With my last gasping breath I’ll send a text to one of my friends and have them drag me over the property line, would that help?”

      “Yeah, if it makes you feel better.”

      “I don’t know how to do this,” she said.

      “You don’t know how to do ranch work? Because that presents a problem for our arrangement.”

      “No, I don’t know how to talk to you like there isn’t something huge hanging between us. I don’t know how to talk to you like you’re a person.”

      “You just do it, I guess.”

      “Or,” she said, “I don’t. We could always pursue that avenue. One where I just get to work and you go do your work and we don’t have to try and communicate.”

      “Works for me. How long are you planning on staying today?”

      She shrugged a shoulder. “I don’t have to work today. So I figured I would feed them, clean them and take them out for a ride. So, I imagine I’ll be done around one or two.”

      “Okay.”

      Then, he turned and walked away from her, leaving her standing there in the middle of the muddy drive all by herself.

      Well, that was what she wanted anyway. Now, she could get to work.

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      GAGE HUNG UP with his business manager and leaned back in his chair. It was strange to be in a house like this. Someplace permanent. He was accustomed to motels that catered as much to roaches as they did to their guests. He was also accustomed to doing a little bit more hard labor than this.

      Letting Rebecca handle anything on his property went directly against his usual mode of operation. He needed physical labor to deal with his shit. Otherwise, he started to go stir-crazy. He had a good head for investments and money management, but it was boring as fuck.

      It had also made him rich, so he supposed he couldn’t complain.

      He heard a knock on the door downstairs and he abandoned his desk, taking the steps two at a time as he headed to the front entry. He half expected it to be Rebecca, so when he opened it and saw his sister Madison standing there, the shock hit him like a bucket of cold water over his head.

      “What are you doing here?” he asked.

      “Hello to you too, jackass,” she said, pushing past him and walking straight inside. “Nice place,” she said, looking around. “Colton didn’t mention that. I imagine his general rage and anger at you prevented him from saying anything nice at all.”

      “He’s mad at me, huh?”

      She snorted. “Do bears poop in the woods?”

      “I assume.”

      “Then assume he’s pretty mad.”

      “Everyone else?” he asked, crossing his arms over his chest and rocking back on his heels.

      “Sierra is young. She’s also much nicer than I am. Colton is... Well, he’s as decent as cornfields and apple pie. Mom is as emotionally compromised as she ever was, and I think she’s...shocked. Yes, she’s surprised you came back.”

      So Colton had decided to fill her in, Gage assumed. But she wasn’t asking to see him. He couldn’t blame her.

      He was as surprised as anyone that he’d come back. But when he’d gotten that phone call, he’d known there was no other choice. Because he already knew there was no end to the running.

      He’d been doing it for long enough that if there was an end, he would have found it. So he’d decided that maybe the only way to fix it...the only way to end that gnawing, desperate ache in him, was to go back.

      So here he was.

      “And you?” he asked. “How do you feel about me being back?”

      “I’m reserving judgment.” She took another step, looking around the room, her eyes sharp, the same blue as his own. He remembered Madison as a little girl, and he could see nothing of the little girl in her now. “I didn’t exactly make it to this point unscathed. And believe me, there was a point in time when I really wanted to run away. Sadly, I couldn’t, because you already had. You realize, it puts a lot of pressure on the remaining children to stay put when someone else has already scampered off.”

      “I imagine,” he said. He also imagined that whatever Madison had been through, it wasn’t exactly his situation.

      “But, even saying that, I get it. I get why you left. I don’t know what happened, but I understand that sometimes things are just too hard. That this place—this place where everybody knows you—is just oppressive sometimes. I was seventeen, and I got involved with my dressage trainer. When I say involved, I mean I was having a relationship with his penis.”

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