Название: Madam Of The House
Автор: Donna Birdsell
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Эротическая литература
Серия: Mills & Boon M&B
isbn: 9781472086921
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“Ugh.” Cecilia exhaled. She stared at the blinking light on the machine. Seven more messages, most of them undoubtedly similar to the one she just heard.
Unable to listen without some sort of fortification, she shed her jacket, unbuttoned the top button of her blouse and grabbed a bag of M&M’s from the pantry.
As she munched on a handful, she leafed through the pile of mail she’d brought in.
Bills.
Visa. American Express. Lord and Taylor. Boxwood Country Club.
She was still paying off charges from a year ago. Most of them were Ben’s, but she’d done her share of frivolous spending when she’d believed there would be no end to the cash flow.
She picked up an envelope from Cyber-Trade, ignoring the fact that it wasn’t addressed to her. If Ben was going to continue to have his mail sent to the house, it was fair game. She ran a fingernail under the edge and slid the statement out.
He’d lost another six thousand dollars? Where was he getting the money? He’d cleaned out their joint accounts long ago.
She picked up the phone and dialed Ben’s mother’s house. Ben answered on the first ring.
“I just opened your statement from Cyber-Trade by accident.”
Silence.
“Where are you getting this kind of money, Ben?”
“Don’t worry about it.”
“Don’t worry about it? I’m sitting here busting my butt, trying to pay off the debts you left me with, and you’re losing another six thousand dollars?”
“I had some money in savings at work. I never closed out the account when they laid me off, so they mailed me a check last week.”
“Then you should have sent it to me, to pay some bills.”
“But I’m going to make a killing, Cece. I have a really hot lead on an IPO—”
“Ben, stop,” she said. She rubbed a spot on her forehead that had all the markings of an impending tension headache. “Ever since you lost your job, you’ve done nothing but sit in front of the computer. I know it’s hard to get back out there, but you have to try.”
“I’m not ready yet.”
“Well, when do you think you’ll be ready? We’ve got bills piled up to the ceiling, and I can’t handle them anymore.”
“That isn’t all my fault, you know. I’m not the one with a closet full of five-hundred-dollar shoes. And you’re the one who wanted Brian in that private school. It’s costing us a damn fortune.”
“You mean it’s costing me a damn fortune,” she snapped. She took a deep breath and lowered her voice. “He’s got problems, Ben. He needs help.”
“The kid would be fine if you’d just leave him alone. Give him some time.”
Ben steadfastly refused to acknowledge the complexity of their son’s difficulties. It didn’t help that all three developmental pediatricians she’d gone to had given them different diagnoses. One put Brian on the autistic scale. Another called it a language delay. The third said he’d catch up with the other children, eventually.
When Brian was a toddler, Ben had insisted his social issues were merely shyness, his speech difficulties just “a boy thing.” But as Brian got older, Ben handled the problems by simply ignoring them.
Cecilia, on the other hand, had always taken an aggressive approach. When the school district refused to provide therapy for him because there was no clear diagnosis of his difficulties she discovered the Catalina School.
It had been a godsend. It was a place where her son could get intensive daily therapy and live with other children who had the same types of problems, and it was close enough to visit every weekend.
Although Brian’s first few weeks away had almost killed her, their son had adjusted beautifully to the boarding school and was improving every day.
“Brian is getting a fantastic education at the Catalina School,” she said to Ben. “But that kind of individualized attention doesn’t come cheap.”
“That’s what it always comes down to, doesn’t it? Money.” Ben’s tone was bitter.
“In this case, yes. When it can pay for the best education for our son, it does.”
“Why is everything about Brian? Ten years it’s been all about him. I needed a little attention, too, you know. I could have used some sympathy.”
Cecilia squeezed her eyes closed. “I was there for you, Ben. I tried to be understanding. I know what you’re going through is hard, but you’ve got to pull it together.”
“I don’t know what you want me to do.”
“I want you to see someone,” she said. “A psychologist or a psychiatrist or something. I really think you have an addiction.”
“An addiction?”
“Yes, a day-trading addiction. It’s like gambling. How much do you have to lose to stop?”
“You’re always blowing things out of proportion,” he argued.
“You don’t think losing almost seventy thousand dollars qualifies as a problem?” She could feel a tiny vein pulsing in her forehead.
“It takes money to make money.”
How many times had she heard that? Enough to know that he’d never change his mantra.
She rubbed the vein in her forehead and forced herself to calm down. “Whatever. Just send me some money before you blow it all on your IPO, okay?”
“Great. Thanks for the vote of confidence.” The dial tone hummed in her ear.
He’d hung up on her. Again.
She grabbed a glass of wine and walked out on the deck, lighting a cigarette and staring out over the lawn.
The green of the seventh hole of Boxwood Country Club, the golf course her development was built around, winked like an emerald through the trees. In one corner of the yard sat a little patch of hard, brown dirt.
Brian’s garden, his project for the past summer.
Unfortunately, he’d planted it in a section of the yard that got about thirteen minutes of mild morning sunlight, and never managed to grow more than a single daffodil and a couple of small, rubbery carrots.
They’d eaten the carrots one night with dinner, and she’d never seen her son so proud.
She smiled. He was allowed to come home for the long Columbus Day weekend, and she had lots of things planned. A trip to the aquarium in Camden, and maybe the Franklin Institute. He loved exploring the giant replica of the human heart there, and putting his СКАЧАТЬ