Colton's Twin Secrets. Justine Davis

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      Duke grimaced. “Ugh. Drown in dog drool? No, thanks. You can keep the arm.”

      They both laughed.

      “Don’t see you down here much, Mancuso,” Collins said. “Don’t like us?”

      “Some of the neighbors and I don’t get along,” Dante answered, his voice carefully neutral.

      Collins frowned, but Duke got it quickly. “Oh, yeah. I forgot about your brother.”

       I wish I could.

      * * *

      Gemma Colton paced the floor of her condo in the building owned by her father, for once taking little pleasure in the sweeping view or the expensive furnishings. She was focused on one thing and one thing only. But it was her entire future.

      “Something go wrong at the fund-raiser?”

      She turned to look at Devlin. “What?”

      “You seem...edgy.”

      And so, she realized, did he.

      Devlin Harrington was the biggest puzzle she had ever encountered in her admittedly pampered life. To be honest, that was half the reason he intrigued her so—her social life wasn’t usually so complicated. She was the youngest daughter of Fenwick Colton, and men were usually falling all over themselves for the chance to take her out. But not Dev. She’d never had to chase a man before, but the combination of his good looks, elegant manners, sharp dressing and confident air were irresistible to her.

      And so she’d set herself to the task, telling herself it was in part because he was the son of wealthy Hamlin Harrington—who himself was involved with her half sister Layla, which was a puzzle—and a successful lawyer in his own right with his father’s company. He was one of the few men where the question of him being after her money—well, her father’s money—had never come up, not even with her father, who was paranoid about the subject.

      And eight months later, here they were, not an inch closer to where she wanted to be. Oh, they had a relationship—it just wasn’t the kind she wanted with him. Because she’d quite fallen for the handsome lawyer, and if it was in large part because even after all this time he still seemed unreachable, she wasn’t at all sure what that meant.

      If she wanted to see him, it was up to her to reach out. And half the time he had other plans he couldn’t—or wouldn’t—change. Telling herself he was a busy, successful man was wearing thin.

      Quinn’s words kept ringing in her head. Her cousin had been kind, gentle even, but her advice boiled down to one thing: you can’t force love. But she wasn’t trying to force it, she told herself. She already loved Devlin. And he loved her, she was sure, he just needed to move her up on his priority list. And she wasn’t certain how to do that; she’d never not been at the top of that list with anyone she’d been with before.

      “No,” she said finally. “The fund-raiser went fine. Great, in fact. We raised even more than last year.” Her chin came up. “Even without you.”

      He ignored the jab, as he usually did. She could never decide if it was because he didn’t see it or it simply didn’t bother him. She usually leaned toward the former, since the latter implied he didn’t care enough to let it bother him, and she didn’t want to believe that.

      “I’m sure the animal shelter will be pleased,” he said, and he sounded so preoccupied that she was almost certain he was only vaguely aware of what he was saying.

      She stifled the childish urge to stamp her foot and say, “Pay attention!” But it was a close thing; Gemma was not used to being an afterthought for anyone.

      Especially a man she was crazy about. A man she wanted to build that future with. A man who would fit seamlessly into her world. A man even her father couldn’t find fault with.

      “Dev!”

      He seemed to snap back to reality. “Look, I just couldn’t get there, all right?”

      She sighed. “It’s not that. Not really. Where are we going, Dev?”

      He frowned. “Going?”

      “You and me. Don’t you think it’s time we progressed beyond dinner a couple of times a week and only going to official functions?”

      The frown deepened. “This is fine.”

      A pronouncement. Not an “I think,” just a judgment as if the only input required was his. She would have to break him of that, and soon.

      “This isn’t my idea of fine. I want more, Dev.”

      He stood up. “I know,” he said softly. He reached out to cup her cheek, and she thought at last she was getting somewhere. At least she had his full attention now. But instead he looked almost sad. “I’m sorry, Gemma.”

      He meant it. She could tell. And her entire mood shifted. “It’s okay. It was just a fund-raiser. There’ll be another one. In fact, the big gala is right before Thanksgiving, and—”

      “No, Gemma.”

      She blinked. “What?”

      He gave her a regretful look. And her certainty about the sincerity flickered; it was the same practiced look he gave someone when he was turning them down for a case, or a favor, or any other request made of him that he did not want to say yes to. She’d admired how he did it, at first. But she’d never had it turned on her before.

      “I’m sorry,” he said again. And again it sounded genuine.

      “It’s all right,” she said quickly, not quite sure why she was feeling she needed to scramble to accept something that would have made her angry with anyone else. But she couldn’t be angry with Devlin. She was crazy about him. “I know it’s not your thing, so I’ll quit asking if you want.”

      “It’s not that, Gemma.”

      Anxiety spiked through her. It was an unfamiliar feeling; she’d had little to be truly anxious about in her life.

      “What, Dev? What is it?”

      “I wish I could give you what you want.”

      “I want you. You know that.”

      “Yes.” He said it sadly but gently. “Yes, I do. And I know you mean it.”

      “I love you,” she said, the anxiety shifting to desperation, as if a snowfield she’d been admiring had suddenly let go into an avalanche.

      “You do,” he said, sounding a little wondering. And looking almost puzzled. “You really do.”

      “Yes,” she said, feeling a bit better.

      “You deserve that kind of love yourself. You deserve a man who adores you.” He gave a shake of his head, as if he were surprising himself. “And I’m going to give you the chance to find him. Because you genuinely, truly love me.”

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