The Impossible Vastness Of Us. Samantha Young

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       CHAPTER 2

      THE HOUSE IN WESTON, Massachusetts, was a mansion. An actual mansion.

      I stood on the driveway outside, my neck craning back, and took in the massive redbrick building. It had gray slate tiles on the roof and bright white wood-framed windows. It also went on and on and on.

      “Do you like it?”

      I swallowed hard and glanced over at Hayley’s fiancé and my soon-to-be StepVader—I mean, stepfather. Theodore Fairweather was in his midforties, tall, athletically built and, I guess, good-looking for an old guy. To top it off he owned a home that could fit our California apartment inside it twenty, thirty times over.

      “It’s big,” I said.

      Theo laughed, his eyes crinkling at the corners. They did that a lot. I supposed that meant he laughed a lot. That didn’t mean he was a kind man, though. Those laughing blue eyes could still be hiding cruelty. People were, after all, masters at deception. “It is big,” he agreed.

      “You know I love it.” Hayley laid her head on his shoulder. “I can’t believe we’re finally here.”

      “I can’t, either.” He kissed her forehead. “It feels like forever I’ve been waiting for you to show up.”

      Theo had picked us up at the airport. We didn’t have a lot of stuff with us because Hayley told me not to pack too many clothes. She said we’d need to go shopping for clothes that would help us fit in better.

      Right.

      I could tell she was excited at the prospect of spending Theo’s cash. I, on the other hand, didn’t want to owe this guy anything. Unfortunately, I was already into him for thousands in tuition fees at some stuck-up school in Boston.

      “Let’s get inside.” Theo strode in through the double front doors. We stepped into a marble entrance hall with two large inner double doors that led into the main hall. A grand staircase swept down toward us in a curve. I stared around wide-eyed at the expensive furnishings.

      Growing up I tried my best not to feel like trash. I knew people thought we were trash. But I worked hard to remember that no matter what they said, I wasn’t.

      But standing in cheap clothes in that big, expensive house, I suddenly felt this overwhelming fear that I would never find my power here, my control. I felt awkward. Unsophisticated. Uncultured.

      I felt like trash.

      And if possible I hated Hayley and Theo even more for bringing me here and making me feel that way about myself.

      “I’ll show you around and then to your room, India.”

      The rest of the house made me sick to my stomach with its beauty. I lost count of how many stunningly decorated and lushly furnished reception rooms Theo led us through. The kitchen was twice the size of our apartment. Finally he led us to the back of the house into a more casual TV room. Three of the walls were made up of floor-to-ceiling glass and a twin set of French doors that led out onto a large patio area. I could see a barbecue, large outdoor dining set, lounge chairs and beyond that in the near distance was a massive swimming pool and a pool house that was a miniversion of the main house.

      Sitting around the pool, laughing and talking, were a group of kids about my age.

      Theo frowned at the sight but as soon as he became aware of my scrutiny he grinned. The sudden change only reinforced my decision to be wary of his character. “Eloise’s out there with some friends. Why don’t we take you out there and then Eloise can show you to your room later.”

      I couldn’t think of anything worse.

      Immediately the sick feeling in my gut became a swarm of butterflies.

      My feet might as well have been weighted down with anchors as Theo and Hayley forced me outside into the late-September sun.

      “Eloise,” Theo called, and a pretty redhead stood up from a lounger. She was wearing a beautiful yellow silk dress that looked great against her pale rose skin and probably cost a fortune.

      She stepped forward and beamed at her father. I felt a twinge of something I refused to call jealousy as father and daughter embraced—a tight hug that was so full of feeling they would have to be really freaking great actors for it to be faked—and then smiled into one another’s faces.

      Theo murmured something that I couldn’t quite hear and Eloise looked chastened. “I’m sorry, Daddy.” Eloise looked squarely at Hayley. “I apologize for not coming out to welcome you properly.”

      “That’s okay, sweetheart.” Hayley waved her apology off while I tried not to scowl at them both. Sweetheart? Really? Just how close were Hayley and her new soon-to-be daughter?

      “Eloise, this is India. India, Eloise,” Theo said.

      Light hazel eyes connected with mine and I tensed. The warmth in them had disappeared.

      “Welcome.” She gave me a tight smile.

      I gave her a terse nod, which only made her smile tighter.

      “I’m going to help Hayley get settled in. Why don’t you introduce India to your friends and then show her to her room. Okay?”

      “Sure thing, Daddy,” she chirped.

      Hayley squeezed my hand and gave me a bolstering look as though she cared whether or not she was leaving me to my doom. I turned away from her to stare warily at Eloise.

      She stared back, not saying a word until we heard the click of French doors behind us.

      Eloise crossed her arms over her chest. “You’re here.”

      Yes, definitely not the warmest welcome in the world. “So it would seem.”

      She frowned at my clothes. “You’ll need to go shopping.”

      I didn’t give her or her friend who giggled from a lounge chair beyond us a reaction to her insinuation that my clothes were too cheap for her world.

      Pulling on my armor, I did the only thing I could СКАЧАТЬ