To Have And To Hold. Myrna Mackenzie

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СКАЧАТЬ didn’t socialize much. Or at all. There seemed to be little time in her life for anything other than work. And she wasn’t exactly in the right frame of mind to be thinking about dating.

       Dating? Where did that come from?

      She maneuvered the pony toward the entrance and helped the child dismount. The queue had grown and about six kids were waiting in line. She took the next one in turn.

      An older woman came forward with two small children. They looked familiar and she glanced at the woman, taking in her attractive features, dark hair and deep green eyes.

      Noah’s children.

      Callie’s breath caught in her throat. The blond-haired pair were unmistakable. They were Noah’s twins. And she was certain the striking-looking older woman was his mother.

      “Is something wrong?” the woman asked.

      Callie shook her head. “Of course not … It’s just that I know your … Evie,” she said quietly, suddenly self-conscious. “And Lily,” she explained. “I’ll be teaching Lily.”

      The other woman smiled. “Yes, I know. My son told me.”

      Callie’s skin heated. She stopped herself from looking around to see if he was close by. “Let’s get the kids up on the pony.”

      “Can they go together?”

      “Yes.” Callie took the little girl’s hand and helped her into the saddle. She was such a pretty child and had an adorable smile. Something uncurled inside her with a sharp, ripping intensity. She’d become so adept at covering her feelings that children didn’t normally do this to her … didn’t make her think about Ryan. But this little girl did. With her bright eyes and rosy cheeks, Noah’s daughter made her remember all she had lost.

      Callie managed a smile, fought against the lump suddenly forming in her throat and helped the little boy aboard the pony. He was quieter than his sister and didn’t say a word, while the little girl chatted for the entire duration of the pony ride.

      She walked the perimeter of the arena a few times and learned that the girl’s name was Hayley and her brother was Matthew. They were four and a half and couldn’t wait to start school soon. They loved their grandma and Aunt Evie and didn’t like green vegetables all that much.

      By the time the ride was over Callie had a strange pain wedged behind her rib cage.

      She headed for the gate, passing Fiona on another round, and was surprised to find the children’s grandmother gone.

      And Noah stood in her place.

      “Daddy!” Hayley exclaimed. “Look at me.”

      He was smiling that mega-watt smile and Callie’s stomach rolled over. “Hello.”

      She swallowed hard and tried not to think about how good he looked in jeans and a navy golf shirt. “Hi.” She glanced into his eyes, saw awareness, felt that familiar jolt of attraction. “Your mother?”

      He nodded. “She’s gone back to trawling the craft stalls.” He gestured to the kids. “Did they behave themselves?”

      “They were perfect little angels.”

      He laughed out loud. “Angels? That doesn’t sound like my kids.”

      Callie smiled back. “She’s a natural. So is Matthew.”

      Both children looked pleased as could be with the praise. He hauled Hayley into his arms and then placed her onto the ground. Matthew followed soon after. The kids moved around to the front of Sunshine and began stroking his nose.

      “So, can you take a break from this gig?”

      “A break?” she echoed. “What for?”

      He smiled. “To talk. You could let me buy you a soda.”

      “I really don’t think—”

      “I’d like to get to know you better.”

      There it was, right out in the open. “Why—”

      “You know why, Callie.”

      Without anything to hide behind, Callie felt so raw, so completely exposed, she could barely draw breath. She stared at him for a moment and then looked toward the now queue of one waiting for a turn on a pony. “Um … I probably shouldn’t,” she said on a whisper. “There’s someone still—”

      “We’ll wait.”

      We’ll wait. Him and the children she wanted so desperately to avoid—but somehow couldn’t.

      Fiona chose that moment to come up behind her and announced she’d happily take charge of the remaining child and then volunteered Joe to help with Sunshine. Before she had a chance to protest, Joe had taken the gelding and Callie found herself leaving the arena with Noah and his children.

      “That was fun, Daddy,” Hayley said excitedly.

      “Was it, poppet?” He looked at Callie as they walked. “Maybe the twins could have riding lessons, too.”

      “Maybe,” Callie replied and almost jumped from her skin when Hayley grasped her hand. She stopped walking immediately and looked down. The little girl tugged her forward, giggled and acted as though holding her hand was the most natural thing in the world.

      Instinct kicked in and she went to pull her hand away … but something stopped her. Maybe it was the lovely, infectious laugh coming from the little girl. Or perhaps it was that Noah was watching her with such blistering intensity she knew that if she moved, if she rejected the child’s hand, he’d see it. And he’d see more than that. He’d see through her and into the parts of herself she kept so fiercely guarded.

      “Anything wrong, Callie?”

      Already suspicious, she thought. Already figuring her out. “Not a thing,” she lied and allowed herself to be led toward a refreshments stall.

      He bought drinks all round and Callie had just cranked the cap off her soda when Hayley announced she wanted her face painted.

      “Can we, Daddy, please?” she pleaded and skipped toward the face-painting tent.

      He nodded and they all followed. He passed the colorfully decorated painter a couple of notes from his wallet. Hayley insisted on going first while Matthew waited patiently behind his more flamboyant sister.

      Callie stood to the side. “Where’s your other son?” she asked. “And Lily?”

      “Jamie’s with Evie. And Lily doesn’t do fairs.”

      Callie half smiled. “Too cool, huh?”

      “Or stubborn.”

      “She’s headstrong,” Callie said. “And there’s nothing wrong with that.”

      He crossed his arms and she couldn’t help looking at СКАЧАТЬ