Under The Tuscan Sun.... Michelle Douglas

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      Several times she found herself wondering how Rafe would handle the situation. Would he ask for help? What would he say? And she realized she missed him. She didn’t mind his barking. He’d shown her a kinder side. She remembered the conversation in which he’d told her about his family. She loved that he’d taken her suggestion about a lunch menu. But most of all, she replayed that kiss over and over and over in her head, worried because she couldn’t even remember her first kiss with Paul.

      Steady, stable Paul hadn’t ever kissed her like Rafe had. Ever. But he had qualities Rafe didn’t have. Stability being number one. He was an accountant at a bank, for God’s sake. A man did not get any more stable than that. She’d already had a life of confusion and adventure of a sort, when she was plucked from one foster home and dropped in another. She didn’t want confusion or danger or adventure. She wanted stability.

      That night when she called Paul, he immediately asked when she was returning. Her heart lifted a bit hearing that. “I hate talking on the phone.”

      It was the most romantic thing he’d ever said to her. Until he added, “I’d rather just wait until you get home to talk.”

      “Oh.”

      “Now, don’t get pouty. You know you have a tendency to talk too much.”

      She was chatty.

      “Anyway, I’m at work. I’ve got to go.”

      “Oh. Okay.”

      “Call me from your apartment when you get home.”

      She frowned. Home? Did he not want to talk to her for an entire month? “Aren’t you going to pick me up at the airport?”

      “Maybe, but you’ll probably be getting in at rush hour or something. Taking a taxi would be easier, wouldn’t it? We’ll see how the time works out.”

      “I guess that makes sense.”

      “Good. Gotta run.”

      Even as she disconnected the call, she thought of Rafe. She couldn’t see him telling his almost fiancée to call when she arrived at her apartment after nearly seven months without seeing each other. He’d race to the airport, grab her in baggage claim and kiss her senseless.

      Her breath vanished when she pictured the scene, and she squeezed her eyes shut. She really could not think like that. She absolutely couldn’t start comparing Paul and Rafe. Especially not when it came to passion. Poor sensible Paul would always suffer by comparison.

      Plus, her feelings for Rafe were connected to the rush of pleasure she got from finding a place in his restaurant, being more than useful, offering ideas a renowned chef had implemented. For a former foster child, having somebody give her a sense of worth and value was like gold.

      And that’s all it was. Attraction to his good looks and appreciation that he recognized and told her she was doing a good job.

      She did not want him.

      Really.

      She needed somebody like Paul.

      Though she knew that was true, it didn’t sit right. She couldn’t stop thinking about the way he didn’t want to pick her up at the airport, how he’d barely had two minutes to talk to her and how he’d told her not to call again.

      She tried to read, tried to chat with Louisa about the house, but in the end, she knew she needed to get herself out of the house or she’d make herself crazy.

      She told Louisa she was going for a drive and headed into town.

      * * *

      Antsy, unable to focus, and afraid he was going to royally screw something up and disappoint a customer, Rafe turned Mancini’s over to Emory.

      “It’s not like you to leave so early.”

      “It’s already eight o’clock.” Rafe shrugged into his black wool coat. “Maybe too many back-to-back days have made me tired.”

      Emory smiled. “Ah, so maybe like Dani, you need a day off?”

      Buttoning his coat, he ignored the dig and walked to the back door. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

      But as he was driving through town, he saw the ugly green car Dani drove sitting at the tavern again. The last time she’d been there had been the day he’d inadvertently insulted her. She didn’t seem like the type to frequent taverns, so what if she was upset again?

      His heart gave a kick and he whipped his SUV into a parking place, raced across the quiet street and entered the tavern to find her at the same table she’d been at before.

      He walked over. She glanced up.

      Hungrier for the sight of her than was wise, he held her gaze as he slid onto the chair across from her. “So this is how you spend your precious time off.”

      She shook her head. “Don’t start.”

      He hadn’t meant to be argumentative. In fact that was part of their problem. There was no middle with them. They either argued or lusted after each other. Given that he was her boss and she was engaged, both were wrong.

      The bartender ambled over. He set a coaster in front of Rafe with a sigh. “You want another bottle of that fancy wine?”

      Rafe shook his head and named one of the beers on tap before he pointed to Dani’s glass. “And another of whatever she’s having.”

      As the bartender walked away, she said, “You don’t have to buy me a beer.”

      “I’m being friendly because I think we need to find some kind of balance.” He was tired of arguing, but he also couldn’t go on thinking about her all the time. The best way to handle both would be to classify their relationship as a friendship. Tonight, he could get some questions answered, get to know her and see that she was just like everybody else. Not somebody special. Then they could both go back to normal.

      “Balance?”

      He shrugged. Leaning back, he anchored his arm across the empty chair beside him. “We’re either confiding like people who want to become lovers, or we fight.”

      She turned her beer glass nervously. “That’s true.”

      “So, we drink a beer together. We talk about inconsequential things, and Wednesday when you return to Mancini’s, no one snipes.”

      She laughed.

      He smiled. “What did you do today?”

      “I went to the town where my foster mother’s relatives lived.”

      His beer arrived. Waiting for her to elaborate, he took a sip. Then another. When she didn’t say anything else, he asked, “So did you find them?”

      “Not yet. But I will.”

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