A Christmas Kiss With Her Ex-Army Doc. Tina Beckett

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       PROLOGUE

      THE FUNERAL MADE her squirm, her grief and tears for her husband having already been spent long ago. The second the news had reached her that Jacob’s chopper had been shot down in a remote part of Afghanistan, Hollee Cantrell had instinctively known he hadn’t survived. But protocol demanded he be listed as MIA until the helicopter and his body were found.

      A year later, both had been.

      It was official. She was a widow. The ache in her heart bloomed to life all over again.

      She stood on the plush lawn of the cemetery beside her parents as guns fired one blistering shot after another until all she wanted to do was press her hands to her ears and muffle the sound.

      Instead she stood frozen in place.

      The military salute ended and almost against her will her eyes shifted to a spot to her right.

      He was watching her. Again.

      When he mouthed, Are you okay? her eyes filled with hot tears.

      All she could think about was herself, and here was Jacob’s best friend—looking as handsome as sin in his dress blues—asking her if she was okay. He’d separated himself from their little band of friends before she and Jacob had started dating, deciding that playing the field was a lot more fun than hanging out with them. So she was surprised to actually see him here. And even more surprised that he cared about how she felt. If only he’d known all those years ago that, given the choice, she would have chosen...

      No, it would have changed nothing.

      She forced herself to give an imperceptible nod, even though she wasn’t okay. Not at all. What she felt was numb.

      Her dad put an arm around her shoulder and dropped a kiss on her head, which made her tears come even faster.

      Using her fists, she rubbed them away and prayed neither Clancy, his sister nor his mother came over to speak to her after it was all over.

      She felt the worst sort of traitor. She’d married Jacob and only a couple of years later had she realized she’d made a mistake. But there’d been no going back, even as the ring on her finger had become a noose she had been desperate to escape. She’d planned on having a long talk about their future once he came off deployment. Only he’d never come home.

      And now she was done with love. Done with relationships. Forever.

      As soon as she could, she was slipping away. Far away from Virginia. Far away from Jacob’s memory. And most of all far away from the man who hadn’t wanted her. A man she’d never quite forgotten, no matter how hard she’d tried.