The Innocent's One-Night Confession. Sara Craven

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      At the door, Alanna turned. ‘Thank you again—for everything,’ she said and held out her hand.

      But instead of the brief handshake she’d expected, Zan’s fingers closed round hers, carrying them to his lips and kissing them gently.

      At her sharp indrawn breath, he paused, smiling down into her widening eyes, then turned her hand, letting his mouth caress the soft hollow of her palm.

      Sensations began to uncurl inside her—pleasure and a kind of yearning that she had not experienced before but which she found strangely, even dangerously, beguiling.

      So much so that when he took her in his arms, she went unresistingly, swaying against his body, feeling herself enveloped by the heat of his skin, as if the layers of clothing between them had ceased to exist.

      His hands tangled in her hair, framing her face as he brought her mouth to his. As his lips slowly, almost wonderingly, explored the contours of hers, then coaxed them apart to allow the dark, sweet invasion of his tongue.

      As she yielded—responded—to this new intimacy, she found her hands gripping his shoulders as if they were her only security in a suddenly reeling world, where her legs seemed no longer able to support her.

      Their mouths clung, as his kisses deepened from gentleness to urgency and an open hunger that she could neither ignore nor deny because she shared it.

      Even when she realised his fingers were releasing the zip on her dress and pulling the loosened fabric from her shoulders, she made no protest, melting into him as his lips caressed a slow path down her throat.

      She was absorbed, lost in bewilderment—in the soft, hot ache of desire—when the sudden insistence of the telephone ringing intruded violently, like a whiplash across her senses.

      Zan said something under his breath and released her, striding across to the phone, responding to the caller with a curt ‘Very well’ before replacing the receiver.

      He looked back at Alanna. ‘Your taxi is here.’

      Even without that, the brief interruption had been enough, bringing her starkly back to the reality of what she was inviting. And telling her that it must end.

      She said shakily, ‘Yes—yes, of course.’

      Clumsily, she pulled her dress into place and closed the zip, then reached down for her bag and jacket which had slipped from her grasp to the floor.

      Zan came back to her side as she was fumbling with the door handle.

      He said laconically, ‘There’s a trick to it,’ and demonstrated.

      ‘Yes, I see now.’ She forced a smile. ‘Well—goodnight.’

      ‘Wait.’ His voice was husky. ‘Don’t leave.’

      ‘I—I must...’

      ‘No.’ He stared down at her, the silver eyes brooding. ‘Let me send the cab away.’ He drew a harsh breath. ‘Oh, God, Alanna. Stay with me tonight. Sleep with me.’

      ‘I—can’t.’ She looked away, fixing her gaze on the open door and the empty corridor beyond it. ‘I—I don’t—I’ve never...’ She was stumbling over her words, embarrassed at what she was revealing. ‘Please—let me go.’

      There was a pause, then he said quietly, ‘If that’s what you want,’ and stood aside to let her pass.

      She walked the few yards to the lift, trying not to run. Instinct telling her that he was still there, watching her from the doorway.

      And, even as she pressed the button for descent, found she was whispering over and over again under her breath, ‘Don’t look back—don’t look back...’

       CHAPTER FOUR

      AND THEN...

      No, Alanna told herself almost violently. Nothing more. I will not—not go there. Never again.

      Chilled and cramped, she found she’d almost curled into a ball, her arms wrapped protectively round her body, and straightened slowly, inwardly cursing her own stupidity at allowing past mistakes to impinge on her again.

      On the other hand, she argued to herself, it could have been very much worse. Supposing Zandor had spent this weekend elsewhere, as he’d clearly been expected to do, and she’d remained in ignorance of his connection to the Harringtons. She might well have found herself embarking, if tentatively, on a serious relationship with Gerard.

      Imagine, she thought, her mouth twisting, how that would have crashed and burned when I eventually discovered the truth, and that particular skeleton came tumbling out of the woodwork.

      As it is, I can ease myself out of the situation, with no broken bones—alive or dead.

      A knock at the door brought her to her feet. ‘Who is it?’ She kept her voice steady.

      ‘Joanne. I have coffee, if you don’t mind black without sugar.’

      ‘Sounds great.’ She crossed to the door, the key grating in the lock as she turned it.

      Joanne, a steaming mug in either hand, gave her an astonished look. ‘You’re safety conscious,’ she commented. ‘If you’re worried about the abbot’s ghost, it’s only supposed to haunt the cloisters.’

      ‘I didn’t even know it existed,’ Alanna returned, waving Joanne towards the only chair before she returned to the window seat with her own coffee. ‘And aren’t ghosts supposed to walk straight through doors and walls anyway?’ She hesitated. ‘But I guess locking myself in is a habit dating from my bedsit days.’

      Joanne giggled naughtily. ‘Poor Gerard, if he risked Grandam’s eagle eye to come visiting.’

      Alanna forced a smile in return. ‘No, the rules were explained to me in advance.’

      And if anyone dared to ignore them, it certainly wouldn’t be Gerard, she thought, her throat tightening. Just someone who was strictly a law unto himself.

      ‘Well the pair of you must make sure you get some time alone today and prepare yourselves for this evening. Repeating silently that it will all be over by this time tomorrow works for me.’

      Alanna looked at her, this time with genuine amusement. ‘Joanne—that’s absurd. It’s just a birthday party.’

      Joanne sighed. ‘It’s never “just” anything with Grandam. Witness her invitation to Lord Bradham.’

      Alanna remembered Mrs Dennison had mentioned the name with foreboding.

      ‘Don’t you like him?’ she asked.

      ‘He’s lovely. Local landowner. Very rich. Life peer for services to conservation.’

      ‘Then what’s the problem?’

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