Royal Sins. Maisey Yates

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СКАЧАТЬ wish you would reconsider,” she said, the words exiting her lips before she had a chance to think them through.

      Did she wish he would reconsider? She wasn’t sure. Part of her wanted to run away, to go back to the private plane that had brought her here—the same sort of plane her husband had perished in two years ago—climb into the bed and cover herself with a blanket and spend the flight back to Alansund curled into the fetal position.

      That was the other problem. Returning would require getting on a plane again. Three antianxiety pills had not been enough to make that bearable.

      She’d never liked to fly. Losing Marcus hadn’t helped that particular phobia.

      “Do you know what my function has long been here in my country?” His tone was mild. Deceptive, she had a feeling.

      “Enlighten me,” she said, schooling her tone into smooth unbreakable glass.

      “I am the dagger. The one a man might keep hidden in the folds of his robe. Concealed, and all the more dangerous for that reason. I did not command the army. Rather, my place was in the desert. My focus on the tribes there, on ensuring stability. Loyalty to the crown. Commanding small battalions when need be. Crushing insurgency before it ever had the chance to take root. The enemy to my brother’s enemies. The one they barely knew existed. They say if you live by the sword, you will also die by it. If that is the case, I suppose I am simply awaiting the final blow. However, as I previously stated, I am quite difficult to kill.”

      Unease crept down her spine like icy fingers. If he had been intending to scare her, he had very nearly succeeded. But he had also piqued her curiosity. And for the moment that overrode the fear.

      “Do you have any training in being royalty?” she asked.

      “Do I know how to converse with foreign dignitaries, give speeches and eat with rudimentary table manners? No.”

      “I see,” she said, taking a step closer to him. She felt as if she was approaching a caged tiger. There was no real danger, not in this setting. But the strength, the lethal potential in his body was evident. “With that taken into account, perhaps I could be of use to you in other ways?”

      “What other ways? If you mean to entice me with your body—” he looked her up and down as he said the word, his gaze dismissive “—you will find that I am not so easily moved.”

      Heat rushed over her in a flood. She wasn’t sure if it was embarrassment or anger. And she wasn’t sure why she would feel either. She didn’t know the man. His assessment of her body didn’t mean anything to her. She was confident enough in her appeal. Marcus had certainly never had any complaints.

      She did her best to keep from flinching. To keep from faltering. Her emotions, her concerns, had no place here. Truly, she had no right to feel upset, or concerned. She owed this to Anton. He wasn’t asking too much, not when it came to serving the country.

      “Any woman can share her body with you,” she said, her tone dismissive. “Very few have the benefit of royal training. As I said, I’m American. An heiress, and certainly from a wealthy family, but not royal. There was much I had to learn before I was ready to become queen. I could teach you.”

      His expression barely changed, a flicker in his eyes that was nearly imperceptible. “You think I might find value in that?”

      “Unless you want the country you’ve spent so much of your life protecting to burn, I think you will. There is an entirely different manner of strength that is coveted in politics. And like your physical strength, you will be required to work at it. You must build up your muscles, so to speak.”

      “I don’t have to marry you to receive the benefit of your training.”

      “It’s true. You don’t. And perhaps that’s a good place for us to start.”

      “What are you proposing?”

      “Give me some time to prove my value to you. Marriage is a rather serious step for two strangers to take.”

      He tilted his head to the side. “Have you married one before?”

      “Marcus wasn’t a stranger when we married. We met at university.”

      “A love match?” he asked, one dark brow raised.

      Her stomach twisted uncomfortably, a bit of numbness starting at the tips of her fingers and slowly spreading upward. “Yes.” She swallowed hard. “Just another reason I find it so easy to entertain the idea of a mutually beneficial alliance. I am not searching for, nor do I anticipate having, another marriage like my first. I don’t want one.”

      “I can promise you a marriage between the two of us would be nothing like the one you shared with your first husband.”

      She didn’t doubt it.

      “Fine. Don’t send me back. Give me one month. I will help you with the finer points, and we can engage in a kind of courtship. A bit of something for the media, something for your people. If it doesn’t work out, there is no harm. But if it does... Well, it solves several problems.”

      He stood abruptly, his movements fluid. It reminded her of the strike of a viper. So still in the moment just before the fatal hit was administered. Over before you ever knew it had occurred.

      “Dowager Queen Olivia of Alansund, we have an accord. You have thirty days to convince me that you are indispensable. If you are successful, I will make you my wife.”

       CHAPTER TWO

      “A MEMBER OF staff will show you to a room.”

      “Perhaps you might trouble yourself just long enough to show me?” Olivia didn’t know why she was pressing for any more time spent in Tarek’s presence. Perhaps it was simply her attempt at reclaiming control of the situation.

      She didn’t like feeling out of control, and the past two years of her life had given rise to the feeling that she was nothing more than a rock hurtling through space, at the mercy of gravity’s pull. She hated that feeling. It was too close to what she’d experienced growing up with the specter of terrible illness hanging over the household.

      Nothing highlighted your true lack of influence on anything important like death, or the threat of death. Olivia was far too familiar with both.

       So you can wallow in it, or you can make a difference. It isn’t like Anton wants to send you on an unpleasant mission. But he has a country to consider.

      And so did she.

      This wasn’t the time to break down. This wasn’t the time to start making things all about her, and her comfort. There was a broader scope to consider.

      “You assume I might know where a prepared guest room is. I assure you I do not.”

      “You don’t know the layout of the rooms in your own palace?”

      He stepped down from the raised platform the throne sat on, making his way toward her. “This is not my palace. It is my brother’s palace. That is my brother’s throne. I wear my brother’s crown. СКАЧАТЬ