Expecting His Child. Leanne Banks
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Название: Expecting His Child

Автор: Leanne Banks

Издательство: HarperCollins

Жанр: Контркультура

Серия: Mills & Boon Desire

isbn: 9781472079732

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      He sighed and she reluctantly met his gaze. “Do you think you are doing the best thing for the baby to not have me involved at all?”

      She opened her mouth to say yes, but a strong inner integrity defeated her. She closed her mouth.

      “Do you think the best thing for this baby is to have two parents married to each other living in the same home?”

      Martina had admired his insight before. Now it got under her skin. “In general, yes, but we have a special circumstance. Our families have held a grudge against each other for over a hundred years.”

      “What’s more important? A grudge or the welfare of our child?”

      Martina shook her head. “There’s more involved and you know it. You and I wanted each other temporarily. We knew we weren’t looking for anything permanent. There’s a big difference between what is good on a temporary basis and what is good forever.”

      Noah walked toward her, his eyes glinting. “Are you saying I’m not good husband material?”

      Each step he took closer packed a wallop on her nerve endings. His intensity, his confidence, his personality, his aura had been and still were entirely too sexy for her own good. She lifted her chin. “Yes, I am. There’s a big difference between a lover and a husband. As a husband, I can already tell you’ll pull the same kind of caveman routines my brothers do. You’ll order me around and tell me what to do and expect me to be a good, submissive wife. I’m too independent for that. While you may have been an—” she took a breath and wished for a fan “—incredible lover, you wouldn’t work for me as a husband,” she said, “at all.”

      She needed to make that clear to him, to her, to the entire free world, all Third World countries and any planets inhabited by intelligent life.

      He put his hands on the counter on either side of her, crowding her. “You’re assuming I’ll act that way. You don’t know that I will. You really only have your experience to judge me. So tell me, what did I do wrong?”

      Martina stared into his eyes and bit her lip to keep from repeating the words that flooded her brain. You were too sexy. You made me melt. You made me feel more like a woman than I’ve ever felt in my life. You made me feel like the most desirable woman in the world. You made me fall so hard I almost couldn’t get back up. You made me feel so much for you so fast. You terrified me.

      She tore her gaze from his and stared down at his boots. “You have the wrong last name. And you have given signs that you would try to rule me,” she told him. “You tried to order me to marry you and come live with you.”

      “What was your reaction when you found out you were pregnant?”

      Martina remembered the bloodcurdling scream she’d let out once she’d left the doctor’s office and closed herself in her car. “Okay, I’ll admit it wasn’t a quiet, rational response.”

      “How many decibels?”

      She frowned at him. “I don’t know. I just remember wondering if I’d permanently broken my larynx.” She smiled. “But as you can see, I didn’t.”

      “The point is, your first response wasn’t the most rational. My first instinct was and is to protect.” His gaze drifted over her body, warming her. “What’s wrong with that?”

      “Nothing, as long as you don’t go overboard.”

      “And you don’t think you’ll go overboard protecting our baby?”

      Martina’s chest tightened. She was already feeling overprotective of the precious life inside her. “It’s my job to protect.”

      “Mine, too,” he said, lifting his hand to cup her chin. “I won’t forget it,” he told her, and everything about him, his voice, his determined eyes, his posture, made an oath.

      Martina felt a sinking sensation. This was why she hadn’t wanted to tell him. She had known Noah wouldn’t abandon his child, and her life would be intertwined with his for the rest of her days. She just wasn’t sure she could see him on a regular basis and keep her good sense intact. Lifting her head away, she steeled her mind against him. “That’s nice, but—”

      “And it’s part of the reason I’m here,” he said, dropping his hand to his hip, but still crowding her. “There’s a lot I don’t know about you, and there’s a lot you don’t know about me. You may not want to marry me, but we’re still having a baby together. In that case, we’ve got a lot to learn about each other.”

      Martina hadn’t thought her stomach could sink any lower. “What are you saying?”

      “We need to get to know each other. We need to spend some time together.”

      No, no, no, no, no. Sliding past him would have been much easier if she hadn’t been seven months pregnant. Martina gently nudged him away. “I hate for you to have to drive so far for something that shouldn’t take much time. Don’t you think a résumé would work just as well?”

      “No.”

      “We could write each other. E-mail,” she said enthusiastically. “Everyone keeps in touch through e-mail these days.”

      He shook his head. “If this were the Old West, I could haul you off and carry you home. Sadly, in this case, those days are gone,” he muttered under his breath. “I know you as a lover. I know what makes you—” his eyes darkened in remembrance “—go,” he finished. “But I need to know more than that. I need to know the mother of my child.”

      His gaze cut through her, and Martina had a terrible premonition that having Noah know her could be more dangerous for her than making love with him had been. His intensity made the prospect feel unbearably intimate. Oh, hell, Martina thought, wanting to kick something. How was she supposed to refuse that request?

      He moved closer, leaning on his uplifted arm against the wall beside her. “We might as well start with the hard stuff.”

      Hard stuff, Martina thought. That would be you. “What’s that?” she asked warily.

      “What’s your favorite flavor of ice cream?” he asked.

      A rush of relief raced through her. Martina was so relieved she was almost charmed. Almost, but she was determined to stay on guard.

      “En garde!” Gideon cried, and lunged toward Noah. Gideon, whose temper flared quickly but cooled with equal speed, had gotten past his anger and was more than willing to try to best his older brother in a duel.

      The parry, the clash and scrape of metal swordplay had been one of the best ways for Noah to let off steam since Zachary had taught him and his brothers to fence in the old barn.

      “Rough afternoon with the Logan princess?” Gideon goaded him with a smile.

      Noah plunged past his younger brother’s defense to touch his chest. He contributed genetic material. Every time Martina’s flip words played through his mind, his head roared with anger.

      Gideon nodded wryly at the point and backed away slightly. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

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