A Mom For His Daughter. Jean C. Gordon

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      She walked to the reception window. “Fiona Bryce. I have an appointment to see Autumn Hanlon at two fifteen.”

      The appointment clerk pressed a key on her computer and handed Fiona some forms. While she waited to be called, Fiona sat in the waiting area, tapping the clipboard with the uncompleted forms against her leg and thinking about Stella and Marc. Marc Delacroix was an attractive, interesting man. An attractive, interesting man who was a business associate and could be her niece’s adoptive father.

      “Fiona Bryce.”

      Fiona gripped the clipboard, rose and followed the nurse to the exam room. A few minutes later, the midwife knocked on the door and stepped into the room.

      “Hi, I’m Autumn Hanlon.”

      “Hi,” Fiona answered, pressing her hand to her stomach to stop the sudden flutter of guilt about approaching the woman under the guise of being a patient.

      Autumn glanced at the clipboard with the blank forms and frowned. “What brings you in?”

      Fiona cleared her throat. “I’m looking for information. I believe you or your husband delivered my sister, well, half-sister’s baby. Her name was Mairi Collins.”

      “I can’t give you any information without your sister’s permission. HIPPA regulation,” Autumn said.

      Fiona blinked. “I know the HIPPA rules. But Mairi is dead.” Fiona took a certified copy of her sister’s death certificate and two other documents out of her bag and handed them to Autumn. “I was the executor of her estate and had her medical power of attorney.”

      “I’m sorry to hear about your sister.” Autumn glanced at the papers. “I remember her. We don’t have that many births a year, and she was unusual in that she’d gotten her prenatal care elsewhere.”

      “Thank you,” Fiona said. “She OD’d at a summer cabin not too far from here.”

      Autumn’s eyes widened. “That was your sister? The local news gave a different name.”

      “She used a fake name. It took the police a while to actually ID her and contact me.”

      “Again, I’m so sorry.” Autumn examined the document Fiona had given her. “Yes, I helped your sister birth her daughter.” The midwife looked as if she wanted to bite her tongue.

      “I know it was a baby girl. Her original birth certificate recently came into my possession. That’s how I learned the baby was born in Ticonderoga and deduced she was probably born here.”

      Autumn nodded.

      Fiona squeezed her hands in her lap. “Were there any signs of drug use, that my sister was shooting heroine?”

      “No. The baby was born healthy, and your sister tested negative.”

      “About the baby. Mairi gave her up for adoption?”

      “Yes, but not right away.” Autumn hesitated. “About a month after the birth, your sister returned with the baby and said she wanted to give her up for adoption. I talked with her for quite a while. From her demeanor and things she said, I suspected postpartum depression. I suggested an overnight admission so we could observe her and she could be sure adoption was what she wanted to do. Your sister was adamant about not staying. She started to fill out the papers, signed them and excused herself to use the restroom. She never returned. We released the baby to the adoption agency she’d chosen.”

      “Precious in His Sight,” Fiona said.

      Autumn tilted her head in question.

      “That information was with the birth certificate. Do you think Mairi could have committed suicide because of the postpartum depression?” Fiona stared at her hands. “Our mother was an addict. Overdoses were something we were both familiar with.”

      “It’s possible.”

      The signs that Mairi had chosen drugs due to postpartum depression with the objective of suicide lifted one gray cloud of guilt. But it didn’t answer why Mairi hadn’t confided in her. Fiona would have given up her job and come back to the States if Mairi had said she needed her. Fiona closed her eyes. Hadn’t she known that?

      “Are you all right?” Autumn asked.

      “As all right as I can be. One more thing. I’d like a copy of Mairi’s medical records.”

      “Of course. I can have the records ready for you to pick up after noon tomorrow.”

      “Thank you. I’ll stop in on my lunch break.”

      Fiona left in an emotional fog, settled her bill and almost physically ran into Marc and Stella in the building entryway.

      “Hi,” Marc said.

      “What are you doing here?” she blurted, failing in her attempt to pull herself together.

      “Seeing the pediatrician who’s here at the center a couple of times a week.”

      Her cheeks heated. “Is Stella all right?”

      Fiona’s gaze dropped from his face to the little girl wrapped around his leg, finger stuck in her mouth. An arrow of pain struck her heart. Last evening when she’d seen Stella with Marc, she’d allowed that it could have been her imagination fired by her renewed grief over her sister’s death. But it wasn’t. Stella was a mini Mairi.

      “It’s her regular wellness appointment.”

      “Ah, does that mean someone has a birthday soon?” Fiona smiled at Stella, who tightened her grip on Marc.

      “Not until March third, but I wanted to get her set up with a doctor here.”

      Marc’s words after March third, the birth date of Mairi’s daughter, were more a hum in Fiona’s ears than actual words. “What agency did you and your wife use to adopt Stella?” Fiona blurted. But even before he answered, the truth rang in her like a bell, with the memory of her sister’s final words: Find her.

      * * *

      Marc stared at Fiona, and then over her shoulder at the door to the Birthing Center, Autumn and Jon’s practice. Bittersweet remembrances of Cate and all the tests to determine why they couldn’t conceive rolled over him.

      Fiona shuffled her feet and twisted the strap on her purse. “I was wondering.” Her words rushed out. “For one of my classmates from grad school who I keep in touch with. I assume you used a downstate agency.”

      She looked at him with an eager expression that made him wonder if the information really was for a friend. “No, we used Precious in His Sight, a private Christian agency in Glens Falls. It serves all of New York state.” He glanced at Stella and experienced the awe and gratitude he still got just knowing she was his. “Tell your friend I highly recommend them.”

      “Daddy.” Stella tugged at his hand. “Good girl prize.” The pediatrician Cate had taken Stella to in New York gave her a small prize at every appointment. He had no СКАЧАТЬ