The Rescue Doc's Christmas Miracle. Amalie Berlin

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      No matter how hard she’d hit the ground running today, something was definitely wrong.

      * * *

      As soon as they’d handed over their patient to the surgical team atop Manhattan Mercy, Gabriel took Penny’s elbow to keep her from following the team inside. Not letting himself touch her had been another way to keep temptation at bay, and even this casual, platonic touch to her arm felt exasperatingly intimate to him. But it had a purpose.

      She turned to look at him, her elbow held out from her body at an unnatural angle, her brows up in question. On top of the high building, the wind blew loudly enough that talking meant shouting, even with the helicopter blades silent. He jerked his head back toward the chopper.

      “You want to go somewhere?” She was nearly shouting over the wind, eyeing his hand on her arm again. It wasn’t as though he gripped her in anger, though he’d admit frustration at having to have this conversation again, and his grip wasn’t strong enough to hurt. Sometimes he had to grab her to keep her from flitting away.

      A quick shake of his head and he answered with one word. “Talk.”

      The flare of wariness in her blue eyes only firmed his resolve. He released her, went and opened the sliding side door, climbed in, and scooted to make room for her.

      If he hadn’t suspected anything before, the way she looked at the sky, at her feet, and generally stalled for time would’ve given it all away.

      She had to talk herself into speaking with him.

      After about half a minute, she squared her shoulders and marched over to board the helicopter, nearly closing the door behind her. It was enough to dampen the wind and make this conversation less stressful than it would’ve been if it had to start from a position of yelling, but remained open enough for easy escape.

      She perched on the edge of the seat, one hand staying on the door handle, and looked at him. “What do you want to talk about?”

      So ready to fly.

      “You know what I want to talk about. You shot me a nasty look, but you never actually answered me. Are you ill? Because you look like hell.”

      Blunt. Maybe a little too blunt, but if that was what it took to get through to her, so be it.

      “I’m fine.”

      “Pale. Black circles. No motormouth. No music before flying. No band radio. You didn’t even know we’d been called out. Want to revise your statement?”

      “That was a mistake. Normal people do make mistakes sometimes!”

      “Fine. If you want to stick to the Not Sick story, then are you hungover? Are you distracted by whatever last night’s festivities were?”

      “Oh. My. God. You’re jealous? That’s what this is?”

      She couldn’t have shocked him more if she’d just decked him.

      They’d made an agreement! And the only way to keep up his end was to refuse to rise to the bait.

      “I have plans to be alive tomorrow. A distracted pilot is a bad pilot.”

      “Did I fly badly?” Her voice rose, bringing it right back to near shouting level. “Did I perform badly today?”

      “No.”

      “No. I did my job just fine.”

      “You’re distracted, at the very least, and you’re a distraction. Whether or not you’re willing to admit it. I can’t focus on the patients if I’m constantly checking on you to make sure you’re still upright.”

      “I’m not sick—”

      “I don’t care.” He cut her off. “Do whatever it is you need to do to function at your usual level. Do shifts in Emergency until then, I don’t want you on my crew. I’ll get another pilot.”

      A fierce blush washed into her cheeks but didn’t detract from her paleness. It actually amplified how very pale she was against that bright red contrast.

      “I’m so glad that you don’t care.”

      Still shouting...

      “Since you don’t care, and I know you don’t because we’re not friends, this is probably the perfect time to put your mind at ease. It’s not an illness.”

      She never liked him questioning her over sickness, which had always bugged him, like he should feel guilty for being concerned about her or about their patients. But this was extreme, even for her. His neck prickled and he fought the urge to touch her again, but this time because he wanted the connection that was still there. But her reaction was so far outside the bounds of normal, he couldn’t be certain it wouldn’t make things worse.

      She ripped open the sliding door, climbed out, then forced her hand into a pocket on her suit. In the next instant she had something in hand, but before he could identify it, the thing bounced off his left cheek and she slammed the door.

      She’d thrown something at his face.

      He didn’t know whether to go after her or let her stomp off.

      A glance down confirmed the thing had bounced out of his field of vision. With a sigh, he bent forward to look beneath the seats.

      There was some stretching and, although he’d spotted it, to reach it he had to smash his face against the front seatback and feel blindly.

      As soon as his fingers curled around the length of it, his stomach bottomed out.

      He knew very few things that shape.

      And only one that could be an answer to what wasn’t an illness.

      He straightened, pulling his hand from beneath the seat, and looked down as his heart beat louder and louder, like thundering rotors.

      Positive.

       CHAPTER TWO

      NO SOONER WAS Penny off the roof than she was jogging for the stairwell. A woman couldn’t make an exit like that and then be easy to find...in the extremely unlikely chance that a real, flesh-and-blood man would behave like a movie hero and chase after her. Not that she wanted him to, she’d just bounced a pregnancy test off his face.

      She hit the stairs two at a time to head for her supervisor’s office. Gabriel had demanded she go home, and she’d take that advice. Not because she was underperforming, she wasn’t, but she’d be lying if she pretended she wasn’t distracted. She was. And she’d be lying to herself if she tried to pretend she wasn’t tired. Emotionally tired or physically, she had no clue, but both should resolve with the same treatment: a nap.

      However, there was one accusation she would cop to that had no bearing on the situation—she definitely was behaving differently than normal, and it was hard to be filled with supercharged optimism when you СКАЧАТЬ